The Wisdom Of Zachary

 Book 187 - Special Edition Post From Zachary To Me

Job 28:12-28 - 12. But where shall wisdom be found/? And where is the place of understanding? 13, Man knoweth not the price thereof; neither is it found in the land of the living. 14, The depth saith, it is not in me; and the sea saith, it is not with me. 15. It cannot be gotten for gold, neither shall silver be weighted for thereof. 16. It cannot be valued with the gold of Ophir, with the precious onyx, or the sapphire. 17. The gold and the crystal cannot equal it. and the exchange of it shall not be for jewels of the gold. 18. No mention shall b made of coral, or of pearls for the price of wisdom is above rubies. 19. The topaz of Ethiopia shall not equal it, neither shall it be valued with pure gold. 20. Whence then cometh wisdom? And where is the place of understanding? 21. Seeing it is hid from the eyes of all living, and kept close from the fowls of the air. 22. Destruction and death say, we have heard the fame thereof with our ears. 23. GOD understandeth the way thereof, and he knoweth the place thereof. 24. For he looketh to the ends of the earth, and seeth under the whole heaven. 25. To make the weight for the winds, and he weigheth the waters by measure. 26. When he made a decree for the rain, and a way for the lighting of the thunder. 27. Then did he see it, and declare it, he prepared it, yea, and searched it out. 28. And unto man he said, Behold, the fear of the LORD, that is wisdom, and to depart from evil is understanding.

 

I never thought I will hear wisdom by its character until I heard it from my son Zachary on this day April 3, 2021. I was having a terrible and an extreme bad patch about my M O T H E R. I was in shambles, not knowing what I was going to do without my M O T H E R in my presents. I cried out to my M O T H E R in a hurtful and painful cry, because I miss her so much. How my son's wisdom to acknowledge what he addressed to me started when my twin sister Sherri had told me what I had not expected her to say. 

She told me of the times our M O T H E R would just lay on her, not knowing that she was sick and fatigued from being sick, kind of struck a nerve in me almost immediately thinking that she was just fatigue, when in fact she was really sick. I cried for a brief moment thinking about the time our M O T H E R had also layed on my shoulder not knowing she was sick. It took all the strength out of me at that particular moment. I could not do anything else. I was stuck in that moment of grief knowing what I didn't know that my M O T H E R had suffered a sickness beyond the fact of her diabetes, her renal failure, and other things that was going on with her. 

I told my sister that I had to leave, because...I did not want to cry in front of her. I got up after Zachary had left out of my brother-in-law's mother's house to join him out in our car. I started to cried out for my M O T H E R in a rage, not out of anger, but...with a strong hurt in my heart, because of the thought of my M O T H E R laying on my shoulder, because...she was in fact sick, and that I miss my her so much knowing what I know now. Then all of a sudden...wisdom showed its face in a heartbeat through my son Zachary. What he said to me left me to only think twice about my grief for my M O T H E R. Here is what he told me! He told me this: "Mom...your M O T H E R is not hurting anymore and that she's not at the end of the road in just a grave, but...she is in the present of GOD and his son JESUS. My grandmother isn't hurting anymore. She would not want you to be grieving for her. She want you to celebrate her life as she lived it. Your M O T H E R had a mission on this earth like the rest of us. Her mission to live for the LORD is done and she was called home to GOD and his son JESUS. We too are not here for the long hall, we are here until our number is called. We are not here to stay." I was totally in shock of how much Zachary paid attention to thing I didn't know he was paying attention to.

Zachary gave me an ear full and then some about life. This 14 year old so full of wisdom to tell me what he told me is totally phenomenal. "I have a gift in Zachary!" A kid with Autism. I am never going to forget the awesomeness of his wisdom to me. 

I stopped crying immediately, and celebrated my M O T H E R S life when she was on this earth. It was like a reality check that my son had given me to think about. I will never doubt my son about what he knows about Christ our LORD, and his father, GOD. Zachary gave me an ear full and then some. All I could do is smile and accept what my 14 year old son had told me was nothing but the truth. 

I am never going to forget how wisdom got the best of my son in a awesome was to acknowledge. I am in celebration of my M O T H E R S life, even though...there will be some days that I will in fact cry out for my M O T H E R. And when I do, I am going think about the wise wisdom my son Zachary shared with me. It's a reality check from son to think about. I am very proud of him!

Fight My Battles For My F A T H E R Like A Toy Soldier

 Book 186 - Special Edition Post

1 Samuel 8:20 - 20. That we may be like all nations; and that our king may judge us, and go out before us, and fight our battles. 

2 Chronicles 32:8 - 8. With him is an arm of flesh, but with us is LORD our GOD to help us, and to fight our battles. And the people rested themselves upon the words of Hezekiah king of Judah.

Isaiah 30:32 - 32. And in every place where the grounded staff shall pass, which the Lord shall lay upon him, it shall be with targets and harps: and in battles of shaking will he fight with it. 

Step by Step, Heart to Heart...left right left, we all fall down, like Toy Soldiers. Whenever I hear that song, I think of my F A T H E R mostly, because...the woman who sung that song, lost her F A T H E R. It's very hard to fathom sometimes, because he is no longer here in my life, but...he will always be a part of the memories I have of him. "I will always treasure that unconditionally." I am hanging in there with every ounce of strength I have with every breath I take step by step, heart to heart for my F A T H E R. 

Left right left, I will not fall down in despair, grieve, and unhappiness like a Toy Soldier in this battle fought so hard through the last six months of my F A T H E R. "Who else can endure the kind of pain my family and I went through in one battle fought?" GOD and his son JESUS strengthen me and brighten me in my mind with all the tools I needed to win that battle for my F A T H E R in my pilots name sake. GOD and his son JESUS gave me the courage, the wisdom, and the talent to document without saying a word. The Toy Solider was left standing throughout everything it been through and won with an ounce of victory. With 427 battles fought, I was determined I give those battles to GOD and his son JESUS for my F A T H E R. 

Rest assure...my F A T H E R S story will continue to be true and told. There is justice for that solider known as my F A T H E R who has fallen, not by the wayside, but...in spirit so that he can rest in peace. I also think about my M O T H E R in the same way, and she could also rest assure that her story will also be told and is told in the present and in past tense in documentation without saying a word. I have a long way to go with fighting my battle 427 times for her. Rest assure...her story will be told in one heartbeat. 

There is no holding back in winning the battle 427 times 2 when it comes to loving the two people who are three years, four months apart from each other that I lost in my lifetime. I will not give into the battle I fought, because...GOD and his son JESUS are my captain from my latitude to my longitude, my battle will soon be a victory. 

Ruth's Legacy Of Love Continues On In Spirit

 Book 183 - Special Edition Post

Ruth 4:11 - 11. And all the people that were in the gate, and the elders said, "We are the witnesses". The LORD make the woman that is come into thine house like Rachel and Leah. Which two did build the house of Israel and do thou worthily in Ephrata, and be famous in Bethlehem.

Psalms 78:4 - 4. We will not hide them from our children, she sing to the generation to come the praised of the LORD, and his strength, and his wonderful works that he hath done. 

Psalms 145:4 - One generation shall praise the works to another, and shall declare they acts.

I got some wonderful news to tell my viewers and posters. I happy to announce that my niece Octavia company is now official. She named her 18 wheeler truck after my M O T H E R. It is called, "Ruth's Legacy Trucking, LLC." That give a nice ring to the most beautiful name in the whole world. 

I cried when I saw my M O T H E R S picture, the day she was born (Alpha) and the day she died (Omega) and then Ruth's Legacy Trucking, LLC on my nieces truck. My sister Sherri and I did not expect to see nothing but the name Ruth's Legacy Trucking, LLC, that's it! All that I knew that it made me cry tears of joy. Octavia travels with my M O T H E R in spirit. It's like my M O T H E R journeying in time, but...in spirit.

I am proud of Octavia for everything she does when she drive her truck around the country in memory of my M O T H E R. So beautiful! 

Dealing With Consequences And Repercussions

 Book 173

Galatians 6:7 - 8 - 7. Be not deceived; GOD is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap. 8. For he that soweth to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption; but he that soweth to the spirit shall of the spirit reap life everlasting. 

Romans 6:23 - 23. For the wages of sin is death; but the gift of GOD is eternal life through JESUS Christ our LORD. 

1 John 1:9 - 9. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. 

I find myself in deep thought about my M O T H E R and all the things I did to her when she was living. I know I'm reaping the consequences of my actions, and the repercussions on how I really treated her when things were so bad during a brief period of time in my life. M O T H E R tried to tell me some things to abide by and to take heed to, but...I would not listen to some of the things she warned me about according to what effect it will have on my life. I know that I'm paying for it and then some. My M O T H E R thought I hated her because of her outbursts towards me, being that she was just a old woman set in her way.  

I should of taken the fact to heart that my M O T H E R was just an old woman set in her way of things and I never should have been so hard on her. I had a attitude problem, I admit that! I needed to straighten that in order to be humble towards my M O T H E R when she had one of her outbursts. When I think of her, sometimes I just want her to argue with me about anything. That's how much I miss her knowing that I would never have the luxury of a M O T H E R in her mortal body again. I can only have her in spirit and in my memory. 

I can wish that everyone who still have their M O T H E R will treat her like a Q U E E N. I challenge that with everyone who still have their M O T H E R. It is a hard thing to go through life without my M O T H E R, because...she was the root of all things that mattered to me. I just miss her so much and I can't seem to come to reality of her death. That is a hard thing to do when it comes to having a M O T H E R who really have been there for me and my siblings through thick and thin and still...she landed on her feet when she got tripped up by anyone who would always keep her unbalanced. This is why the death of my M O T H E R is eating me up. With all the things I did in my past, it has come back to haunt me in a way it keeps me in tears. 

This is my season for reaping and sowing for my actions. I am suffering the consequences and the repercussions of my actions. This is by the rules and regulations of GOD when he wrote the Ten Commandments; the fifth commandment: Exodus 20:12 - Honor thy Father and thy Mother that thy days will be longer upon the earth in which the LORD thy GOD giveth thee. I now think about that commandment knowing that my M O T H E R and F A T H E R is not here anymore, it is instilled in my heart forever. It is a commandment that I would always abide by and learn from.

The Pain Seems To Never Go Away

 Book 171

Revelation 21:4 - 4. And GOD shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away.

I don't think I will never get over the death of my M O T H E R as well as my F A T H E R. It is too hard to bare to even think about giving them up. I know in my heart that my pain will get better as the years go by without an ounce of forgetting that they were my parents. It is so hard on me when I heard that my M O T H E R had passed away for 45 minutes on that day of August 8. She was revived, because...the doctors and nursed did not have our permission not to revive her. I had wished that the doctor's and nurse's at that particular moment would of let my M O T H E R go so that she would not have any pain from her body hurting, or going through dialysis, no more sorrow, or crying again.

My sister Sherri, brother Wesley, and I needed to give that permission not to resuscitate our M O T H E R. That was the hardest thing that we ever had to do is to give that order. Sherri, Wesley, and I did not want our M O T H E R to suffer anymore than she had to. The order was given by my self to not resuscitate our M O T H E R, because...we as our own family unit did not want our M O T H E R to suffer. That was the reason when I went to the hospital that day on the 8th of August to make that decision to sign what took me ten minutes or more to sign those papers to remove the ventilator, the medicines that my M O T H E R  was hooked up to, and the compressors around her legs and arms. 

I did not want to stay and watch that after I signed the papers. I had the nurses assistant to remove me from the ICU (Intensive Care Unit) before they removed everything away from my M O T H E R, because...it would of been too painful to watch. I was on a journey with my sadness. I was wheeled in a wheelchair, because...I could not walk up to see my M O T H E R in ICU. I was wheeled all the way to my car and helped into it. My niece Ta'Neisha did the driving for me, because...I was not able to drive not even a little bit due to my grief. 

After the drive...I was met with Sherri, her husband Lorenzo, Wesley and his wife Neyome that day so that we all could wait for that phone call in grief about my M O T H E R S passing and to ask us what funeral home we wanted to place my M O T H E R in. That was so hard to do; it was hard on all of us to wait around for my M O T H E R S passing during the awful pandemic COVID 19 virus. It took only an hour after I came from seeing my M O T H E R in the hospital for the call to come through about her passing. My entire immediate family cried without the reluctance of shedding tears. Those tears were ever so real in our hearts for our M O T H E R. 

I would never forget that day of my family's grief. I was totally hard not grieve for the "Queen" who has given us so much love, so much comfort as my F A T H E R did as well. The pain will never go away from us no matter what we do or say. It will be hard to do even if Sherri, Wesley, and I and the rest of the family. I was only the start of a very long process for years to come. 

Let's Be Honest About The Things We Should Be Honest About!

Book 158

2 Corinthians 4:2 - 2. But have renounced the hidden things of dishonesty, not walking in craftiness, nor handing the word of GOD deceitfully; but by manifestation of the truth commending ourselves to every man's conscience in the sight of GOD.

1 Timothy 2:2 - 2. For kings, and for all that are in authority that we may lead a quiet and peaceable life in all godliness and honesty. 

What more can I do about the situation I'm in with Alrick. He doesn't really understand what I'm trying to do to make his surprise more exciting. But...I told my twin sister Sherri to forget his surprise, and go with what I have with the money to Jamaica. $2,500 dollars to be exact! For me...I feel what I told my sister (to forget the surprise) will be a learning lesson for Alrick, to never doubt what I'm trying to do to make things better for us in Jamaica.

I know in my heart that he'll be upset with me, as he always have been, for a week; in and out of one argument to the next, and its about the money. How will I tell Alrick about the money I had in the bank for my trip to Jamaica? How will I tell him that I'm very short of the amount I said I had? How will I tell him that I had to use most of the money for things I had to do that were very important? I've kept this secret in far too long to let him know why my trip is prolonged.

When I told him about my sister and her husband Lorenzo had to cancel their trip to Las Vegas, Nevada, because of the "Corona Virus" that's lingering around the entire world, and that my son Zachary will not be home alone after all, he snapped on me in a heartbeat. We argued for at least an hour and a half about my sister and her husband's cancellation of their trip, and I don't why that was. I knew for sure that Alrick was going to ask me about their money, and the money I had in the bank. This was why I couldn't tell him about the money in the bank, because I'm very short of cash, and I need a little more to equal the amount I'm bringing to Jamaica (that my sister and her husband are going to give to me) instead of Alrick's surprise that I had in store for him. With all the arguments we had, is the reason I told my sister to cancel Alrick's surprise, and I didn't tell her why I cancelled the surprise.

Like I stated at the beginning of this post, "Cancellation of the surprise will be a learning lesson for Alrick" to never doubt me about anything I'm trying to do to make our lives better. That is the repercussions that one must endure for their attitude, spasms, and mayhem that was inflicted on me. But...most part, I deserve most of the problems that were inflicted on me for not telling Alrick about the money I had in the bank, and that it wasn't enough to really do anything, like taking care of the house the Alrick had reserved for us in Jamaica. I pray the house is still there in the name of JESUS! LORD I pray that it's still there 'reserved' for us to have for the entire month I will be in Jamaica.

I hope that Alrick will forgive me for everything I put him through. For the amount of love that he give me unconditionally, I really need to change my ways, as he stated to me in a conversation we had over a week ago, I believe. I guess I never had that kind of love before, not even with my son's father. I know now how important I am to Alrick. I admit to all the problems I cause Alrick for not disclosing the truth about the money I had in the bank.

I guess I felt...I was most afraid that I would lose my "sweet boy" who's all man for his age...over twenty plus years my senior. I guess I was to...testing myself to see how much this man love me. But still...I'm so afraid I will lose my sweet boy! I pray that he allow me to still come and be with him as his wife in Jamaica. I can only hope when he read this post if the offer still stand and that he will still love me, and be his wife. This is a learning lesson for me as well!

"Well...I had to express myself on 'electronic paper' to prove a point to my fiance, because I couldn't tell him to his face in fear that he would leave me." 

When Our Lives Is About Unconditional Love And Happiness

Book 157 - Special Edition Post

1 Peter 3:7 - 7. LIkewise, ye husbands, dwell with them according to knowledge, giving honour unto the wife, as unto the weaker vessel, and as being heirs together of the grace of life; that your prayers be not hindered. 

Ephesians 5:31 - 31. For this cause shall a man leave his father and mother, and shall be joined unto his wife, and they two shall be one flesh.



I've learned so much about my life in one heartbeat after another. I found myself in a midlife crisis, and it was hard for me to believe that I can act out of malice and self pity over things that was not necessary to argue about. My fiance Alrick and I had a terrible argument about doing thinks that mattered to both of us. And for no apparent reason, I started an argument about money, and other things that I don't care to explain, because it's too private to talk about. I was very mean and nasty to Alrick, and I felt so ashamed of myself for carrying on like I did.

I did apologize to my Alrick for my totally ugly behavior. It's just...I don't want to lose what I have with him. I trying to make my way into his heart and into his arms in Jamaica by the end of this month. I just hope that nothing out of the ordinary come up, or I don't let him down, because I've already changed plans from the middle of the month (on the 15th) to the end of month on the 31st of March. I just hope I don't disappoint him! And...I don't want him to be upset with me if something comes up and I can't make the trip at the end of the month.

I'm really praying to GOD and his son JESUS to make it happen for me to travel (even with the Corona Virus) that's going around, I know that my GOD and his son JESUS will put a shield of protection around me as I travel to Jamaica. I know I will be covered in the name of my pilots above. "Please GOD, let me make my trip to Jamaica without anymore problems, or delays." I've delayed Alrick enough to want to be there in Jamaica, and in his arms as soon as I get off of my plane. Please GOD...let it be for me to travel and be with Alrick, and we get married, conceive our baby, and move on with our lives as we see it.

I know it will be beautiful! Alrick love's me more than himself put together. He has shown me more than twice, more than I can count. Communication is a must, as well as trust for one another with honesty without holding back. I give my life to Alrick, as I live it without haste and anger.

I love him so much; even more than myself. Alrick and I will always love unconditionally! 😍😘🙏 "Father GOD...in you holy and blessed name, I pray for Alrick and I, that we make it in our marriage, and that we shall prosper with our lives as we see fit with you ahead of all things that we will go through as husband and wife." We will have problems; we will go through battles fought in wars that we can win together; we can strive and mend our relationship with communication, trust, faith, hope and glory and that we solve our problems in a instant; we will continue to live by your word, I pray...amen. 

When Demands Are Overrated

Book 148

Proverbs 3:6 - 6. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths. 

                16:1 - 1. The preparations of the heart in man, and the answer of the tongue, is from the      LORD.

                16:9 - 9. A man's heart deciseth his way: but the LORD directeth his steps. 

*I will keep this "girl" anonymous throughout my post



I'm starting to think that I had this girl wrong from the get go. I thought that she would change her tune about a whole lot of stuff, but...I was totally wrong when I comes her way of thinking about the consequences and the repercussions of her actions. Here's what happened! She tried to plan a birthday party for her son, which is common for someone who loves her son very much. But...here's the problem! She planned her son's birthday party without telling my twin sister Sherri and her husband about it.

So what is the verdict of the situation of this girl's son's birthday party? Well...here is the answer! I don't think Sherri was going to let this girl have the birthday party at our family home. Or at least...for now, being so that this girl's son's birthday party is tomorrow. Here's what I know. If you'r e going to plan something as important as birthday party, tell the person, or person's in charge, and are the heads of the home, and not plan anything ahead of self, if it can be helped.

I guess this girl thought she had more leverage than my twin sister and her husband to request her demands anytime she felt like dropping them like a dime on a catch. Common sense will tell her otherwise not to do what she did instantaneously without thinking ahead of herself, and making strong demands without telling my twin sister and her husband about her plan to have her son's  birthday party at our home. It's only logical to assume right and let my twin sister and her husband know extremely ahead of time, and not ahead of self, just like this girl has done. With this said, it would give awesome quality on our way of thinking that making demands is a way of life without suffering it consequences and the repercussions that comes along with those demands. Think twice and ask first before you place a demand cause you think you can anytime.

DITTO!!!!!

Love, Honor And To Be Trustworthy

Book 142

1 Corinthians 4:2 - 2. Moreover it is required in stewards, that a man be found.



* Using the word "him" keep his identify partially anonymous


I don't know what he want sometimes. I'm trying to accept the fact that he has a strong jealousy streak that's really beginning to push me away. I don't know what else to do to make him believe whatever I tell him. The majority of the time, I feel this since of him twisting everything around about what I tell him about my activities and he make it seem like I'm cheating, or doing things that I haven't gotten any business doing. It's like...I don't know what to do, or what to tell him that would make him understand me and what I do with my time, whether it's spending time with my family, or putting my thinking cap into my writing.

I'm doing everything in my power to not mess up (in other terms...f***) up what we have together...as though his thoughts became judgmental when it came to my three Facebook profiles that I have. One is a public profile...which I'm never posting, or sharing anything on, and the other two are profiles I have, they are private profiles. The first of my private profiles, I rarely never post onto it, but...only to share my blog posts to my Facebook Page: Author Terri Celestine Brunson.  That profile also has people on it (my ex. extended family) that I'm not associated with anymore, because of what happened to my FATHER, but...my Facebook pages: Author Terri Celestine Brunson and The Minorities are part of this first private profile and can never erase it. So with that said, I've decided to make another Facebook profile...keeping my ex extended family members away from it.

This profile...I do not use my last name, because of my ex. extended family history and bloodline. I don't want nothing to do with my last name, even though it is my bloodline. There...I have other pages that I share posts from my other blogs: Celestine's Coffee Cup,and The Chocolate Chronicles and Socialites Social Club, but...no writing on it's profile. My significant other thinks I'm hiding something from him by writing on all three of my profiles, or good as to say that I may have other people that I'm writing to and that's not at all the case. What I'm doing is sharing my work to my pages, because that's what I do.

Writing is what I do! I don't have time for Facebook, or its shenanigans in general. My love also states that I have accepted a man on my recent profile...the second private profile, that I didn't know was his friend, but...I don't associate with him at anytime, even though I accepted his friendship. I'm only human here and I'm getting my head bitten off by him, because I accepted a man of whom I don't associate with. With this said...I can't erase this profile, because my Facebook pages are on this recent profile...my second profile.

So what to do about how I feel about things when it comes to the man I love? Why do he find things to argue about? I'm doing everything in my power to support him; give him what he want and to love him unconditionally. It's like when he goes out to find things in and about my life that I had before we met, he doesn't approve of, he brings it to my attention, and then he argue with me about it. How do I cope with the fact I have a man with this jealous streak that I'm still afraid of?

I trying so hard not to break like glass, or fall to pieces like the leaves during the fall season. I love this man, but...he makes me feel like I got to be careful of everything I do. Just a brief second of my happiness and listening to my music, he told me not to screw up on him; or break his heart. Why would I want to screw anything up with us, or break his heart? What trust does he have in me to say what he said to me?

I'm truly hurting from the outburst he consumed on my conscience. So what I did...was to let him know to calm his demeanor and call it a early morning so I can do some thinking and write this post. Anytime I write a post it's about what I'm thinking and the state of mind I'm in. Even with my thoughts during the time I wrote about my FATHER on this blog site for years in order to cope with my heart of losing him, I'm writing about the man I love and where his mind is sometimes. Like I said, "I'm only human sometimes with what I do and did before I met him."

What I did in my life before I met him wasn't unfaithfulness, and I didn't have any other relationship other than my son's father. I didn't know I was going to experience being careful about everything I do. But...what I'm doing is only part of my honesty to him with out deception, or not to encounter any indiscretions of any sort. All I can do is to do my best and not keep anything a secret, or it will be an indiscretion I can't put myself out of. So with this said, "All I can do is talk to him and make him understand me for a change and what I'm about, so he doesn't think I'm cheating on him, or got secrets that I'm keeping from him. I also don't want be stuck in a situation to the point that he doesn't believe, or trust me, because I don't know what I do if he think that I can't be trusted, or if it's the other way around for me to think of him in the same manner otherwise.

"I'm only human, but...I'm sharing my honesty in return for his trust in me and my trust in him." Communication is the key to an understanding and why things happen, and how to mend what could be broken in the matter of our relationship!

Lies Two Ways More Than One

Book 97 -

Hosea 7:3 - 3. Work unto them! For they have fled from me. Destruction unto them! Because they have transgressed against me; though I have redeemed them, yet they have spoken lies against me.



When it come to thinking about everything that has gone on in my life, I have come to a conclusion that resulted in a decision that I had to make on my own free will. I've decided not to give my extended family anymore of my life, my time, but...my love will continue to be there for them no matter what. After the lies that was told to me from my ex aunt (who will continue to remain anonymous) I never want her to visit my home again, no matter what. I don't think my immediate family and I will ever get the full truth from either of my ex aunts about what really happened to all of my FATHER'S things two days after my immediate family and I buried him. The lies and all the lies for the sake of lying will continue to go on no matter how long it takes to get the real truth out of those two women.

I just the understand the concept of why everything had to be kept a secret between them (my ex aunt's)  when it come to my FATHER'S well being, his health, and especially his finances. But...I know for sure that deception will always continue to guide their natural lives until they come clean about everything that has happened since my FATHER'S death. Deception and their indiscretions  played a part in all the dirt they have done to my immediate family and myself, and GOD and his son JESUS will claim their vengeance over them when they least expect it. And...I would hate to be in their shoes when that day comes. Why my ex aunt's continue to lie about what really happened with my FATHER'S health and his finances?

Only time will tell with a blink of an eye and the light that shines upon our grief that the truth will finally come out for the sake of my immediate family and for myself. My ex aunts will then find themselves on their knees pleading for forgiveness from the almighty GOD and his son JESUS for their evil and deceitful ways and their sins and indiscretions. And from that...my immediate family and I shall find peace. I look forward to that. My FATHER will finally rest in peace.

I want nothing more to do with my ex aunt's... possibly...the family. I get so sick and tired of the repeated lies and the deception. My immediate family and I deserve the truth and I'm wondering if we'll ever get the truth from those two women. I doubt it seriously! Because...deceit, deception and indiscretion will always guide their lives, no matter what.

Faults Of A Father To His Family

Book 96 -

James 5:16 - 16. Confess your faults one to another and pray one for another that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of righteous man availeth much.

1 Peter 2:20 - 20. For what Glory is it, if when ye be buffeted for your faults, ye shall take it patiently. But if...when ye do well, and suffer for it, ye take it patiently. This is acceptable with GOD




I found myself in deep thought of my FATHER'S faults against his family that lead to my extended family's silence against my immediate family. Its obvious to say this for a fact in the matter of my FATHER'S indiscretions. When he spoke against his immediate family about everything that goes on behind closed doors, you get a sense betrail in every direction you look, or every turn you make no matter what. I give a lot of fault to my FATHER of why my extended family don't give my immediate family and I the time of day...even though...most of them share some sort of respect for us generally. I guess when my parents in general had their ups and downs throughout their marriage, my FATHER had some sort of dislike (not hate) against my mother Ruth.

Not everyday my parents shared their day, or any brief encounters at all, just a word here and there and that's it. I do remember a time my FATHER told his brother-in-law Ron about the way my mother kept her house (things out of place and unclean) on a daily basis. I figured from that time when he told his brother-in-law that (which the brother-in-law might of relayed his response about my immediate and I to everyone else in my extended family) that my mother Ruth kept a dirty house was the reason why everyone in my extended family didn't eat from us when my FATHER'S had his restaurant. Don't get me wrong here about speaking ill my FATHER. This was a thought that came from my heart when I think of the negative side of my FATHER'S indiscretions.

His thoughts of his immediate family wasn't all peaches and cream; it was like oil and water. It was like a simple case of dislike in so many ways. It was hard to figure whether my FATHER had at least 99% of love for his immediate family, and then that 1% of dislike to make everything complete. It was hard in a whole lot of ways to figure him out for that matter. I know for a fact that my immediate family is totally without a doubt "ignored" completely from parties, events and get togetherness in every sense.

Nothing will help the fact that my FATHER spoke against his immediate family about certain things that didn't need to be said, especially when it came from behind close doors. This is why both of our families don't have anything in common when it comes to being on point with everything that is going on between our two families. This is why we don't talk period about anything all.  I truly believe this was why when my FATHER closed his eyes for eternity, it ended a relationship (even though my immediate family haven't had a relationship in over thirty years with our extended family) ended completely without thought, or hesitation. My immediate family and I can now deal with the fact that my extended family doesn't want anything else to do with us.

It proves a fact. That we (my immediate family and I) are not a part of their cup of tea when it comes to having and being more like "The Joneses" in every sense of value that are the most highest in regards for their way of life. My immediate family and I may not have the top of the world sitting on our shoulders, but we have each other at the end of the tunnel. And when we meet each on the other side of that tunnel, we do it with heart, love and understanding. That's why my immediate family and I can do without them in every way we can and have more fun together in a micro second doing it.

I find that everything I said in my post is based on fact, and my opinion. The one thing I don't do is sugarcoat the truth as I see fit to its facts. If it hurt those who read it, and have a sense of doubt of what is being said, all I can do is to express myself as I see fit, because..."It was the way it happened in every sense." I'm proud to be happy and be a part of my immediate family's circle of love. I will never give that up for anything but GODS and his son JESUS love for my immediate family.

Don't get me wrong here, because of my post. This was my deepest thoughts when it came to my FATHER'S negative indiscretions of his immediate family. I felt I needed to get it out of my system with every ounce of my feelings. I still love him anyway's no matter what, because he was in fact my FATHER. I still love him even though he's in his grave.

To end this post for sure, "My mother Ruth wasn't a true housekeeper (all perfect) in every sense, but...she did keep a clean house most part" just to let everyone know and that's a fact.

When The Lies Weigh More Than The Truth

Book 93 -

Hosea 7:13 - 13. Work until them! For they have fled from me: destruction until them, because they have tresgressed against me: though I have redeemed them, yet they have spoken lies against me.




What's it going to take to tell the truth? What is going to take for some people to stop lying to themselves? Those questions are obvious. Never...that's how! I had asked my aunt, who will remain anonymous to come over to my home to give me some kind if closure about my FATHER.

I wondered, what was taking her so long to come over to my home so that we can talk about my FATHER, his finances, his life. About an hour later, I saw police racing down the road about yards from my home. I didn't know what to make of what was happening until I saw another police car racing down the road on a emergency call. At lease... that's what I thought it was. Then my aunt called me.

My aunt said (who will continue to remain anonymous) she had backed into a deep ditch trying to turn around from on of the side road yards from my home. Police stayed with her until a tow truck arrived to pull her out. I responded immediately to her call. I got into my car and proceeded down to where she was in the ditch. I waited with police for a tow truck to come and pull her out of the ditch.

After thirty more minutes, my aunt was finally pulled out of the ditch. She decided to come to my home after her hour long ordeal in that deep ditch, to try in give my sister and I some kind of closure about our FATHER. I welcomed her inside my home even though...how I felt about her was a whole lot of animosity.  She and her sister (who are now my ex aunts) treated my family and I like we weren't there when they had Power of Attorney over my FATHER'S life, over my live family. She came in the living room and made herself comfortable.

I immediately question her about my FATHER'S finances (Retirement and his social security) and other things that needed to be asked about. She told me some things that made me think about the fact that she was continuously lying to me and my sister about our FATHERS finances and estate. I truly believe she scheme some of my FATHER'S social security for the last six months of my FATHER'S life and also his retirement. Here's another lie my ex aunt told me on top of the lie she told about my FATHER'S finances and estate. She told me that her and my brother had a secret between them about some money from a bank account my FATHER had.

My ex aunt said that there was a thousand dollars in one of his accounts that my immediate family and I didn't know about...as she assumed it was. She said that it was between my her and my brother she had this secret. She told me that my brother had told her to keep the money in the account. And for the life of me...there was no way...no way my brother told her that. "No way!"

Then I say, "My ex until thinks I'm a fool to believe that my brother gave her a thousand dollars from an account she said my FATHER had without telling his family." She was totally nuts that I figured her to be. And in another instance, my ex aunt  told me that she didn't know where my FATHER'S suits, hats, bicycle, floor television, rings, necklaces and the whole nine yards was (just like my other ex aunt) she didn't know where everything was. All I can say is that one of them (or both of them) is totally lying for the sake of lying and GOD and has son JESUS will handle them with vengeance.  Then I come to an conclusion about the fact that this woman who "was" an aunt of mine, was continuously lying about everything with my FATHER'S finances, his clothes, and his entire estate.

Greed has guided both of my ex aunt's lives no matter who they hurt. There was no way I can trust them again. No way! I guess the thing to do right now is to give my ex aunts lies and deception to GOD and his son JESUS. Because that's the only justice for my FATHER that I can get from my ex aunt's indiscretions is the love of my pilots.

My sister and I will try to move on with life without either one of them and their families. I'm so tired of the lies and deception.

Time Will Show Its Face

Book 78

Psalms 49:8 - 15 -  8. For redemption of their soul is precious, and it ceaseth for ever:  9. That he should still love for ever, and not see corruption.  10. For he death that wise men die, likewise the fool and the brutish person perish, and leave their wealth to other.  11. Their inward though is, that their houses shall continue for ever, and their dwelling places to all generations: they call their lands after their own names.  12. Nevertheless man being in honour abideth not: he is like the beasts that perish.  13. This their way is their folly: yet their posterity approve their sayings. Selah. 14. Like sheep thy are laid in the grave; death shall feed on them; and the upright shall have dominion over them in the morning; and their beauty shall consume in the grave from their dwelling.  15. But GOD will redeem my soul from the power.

I find myself thinking of my FATHER into the New Year. Its hard sometimes and I know every one grieves for their loved ones. Grief has no time period. I know that I need to let go of my FATHER, because he's in HEAVEN enjoying his new life away from this havoc, chaos and his oldest sister Minnie Lou. I'm very happy about that, but...my only problem is that she won't admit she killed him (his words from his own mouth) I know I can't lived with the scar of my FATHER'S confession about his sister.

GOD and his son JESUS will bring me comfort, because hearing my FATHER saying, "She's killing me" with all of his might has scared me for the rest of my life. I don't think anyone can't say different. They would be sugar coating their feelings. I won't and I will never disguise my feelings, especially when it comes to my immediate family. I know that GOD and his son JESUS vengeance on Minnie Lou will continue, because they are through with her yet.

I remember that horrible night when my twin sister Sherri and I saw evil at her best. I remember she (Minnie Lou) started havoc and chaos with my sister and I because of a gown and gloves (which we didn't think of) when we came to hospital with determination to see our FATHER. After that...I told Minnie Lou, "Her body is racked with pain, GOD isn't done with you yet." And that's a fact! Time from that moment has shown its face.

Reaping and sowing the consequences and the repercussions has come to past for Minnie Lou and will continue until she do the right thing and apologize to my immediate family, my FATHER and I for putting us through extreme Hades. I will not stop venting until she does. I sometimes ask myself, "Do she deserve what happened to her recently (her open heart) surgery?" Definitely not! It was GOD and his son JESUS vengeance for her wrong doing against my immediate family, my FATHER especially for placing him in his casket earlier than he should of been, and myself.

I will continue to pray for Minnie Lou that her eyes will be opened to the mockery of her actions. I hope she will finally understand what she has done to my immediate family and myself and apologize to us. If not...GOD and his son JESUS will prevail  in their vengeance on her. I feel...no amount of evil is substantial for loosing a soul. That's a fact!

I'm going to continue to see how far this, "My brother told me to do this" and that's over my FATHER'S live immediate family was totally ludicrous. I know that the truth will continue to prevail in my immediate family's favor in the name of GOD and his son JESUS. She can't keep doing wrong and get rewarded for wrong doing. I'm a believer in that. DITTO!

Stepping Into The Hornets Nest With Deception

Book 49

Galatians 6:7 - Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap.


*Out of respect...those whom I'm referring will be kept anonymous until further notice. Only GOD and his son JESUS fights battles, because vengeance is theirs until the season the culprit(s) will be revealed. 


I never thought that anyone with no conscience to what they did to my immediate family in the past would show up at our house with a smile on their face and a huge dagger in their other hand to accommodate their deceitful deception. "Back don't fail me now!" Wow! What a bold person to do that. They don't care about their dirty deeds that soiled my immediate family's imagination.

Did they not know the hornets nest they walked into? I guess not! Tis the season for not letting onto what was needed to be said at that particular moment. I for one was very eager to let my tongue race twenty miles per hour to reveal my true feelings about how I felt about their presents there at my immediate family's house, but GOD and his son JESUS wouldn't let me take that route. So...I shut my mouth and carried on my time else where with strength and a ton of patience.

Tis the season for everything to come out in the open. What blind eye couldn't see what was beyond the horizon? A swarm of hornets nearly covered them at the entrance of my home, because greed got the best of them days beforehand. They never saw the nest in their path before entering our territory. Not one bite at the entrance stung their deceitful stoned hearts.

My family and I wanted to sting them hard, but GOD and son JESUS kept us from swarming onto them with a vengeance. That's our pilots vengeance to fight our battles from the lies and deception that still hang over my immediate family like a black cloud on a rainy day during a hurricane. Tis the season hurricanes and tornadoes came early before the actual season started months before. I'm aiming for the day GOD and his son JESUS show me the way to set it straight, so my immediate family can have some peace. But...its not place to step in the way of my pilots works when they can do it so perfectly.

The Truth: A Thin Line Between Love And Hate

Book 36 - The Real Truth

Psalms 25:8 - 22 - 8. Good and upright is the LORD; therefore will he teach sinners in the way.  9. The meek will he guide in judgement; and the meek will he teach his way.  10. All the paths of the LORD are mercy and truth unto such as keep his covenant and his testimonies.  11. For thy name sake, O LORD, pardon mine iniquity; for it is great. 12. What is he that feareth the LORD? Him shall he teach in the way he shall choose.  13. His soul shall dwell at ease; and his seed shall inherit the earth.  14. The secret of the LORD is with them that fear him; and he will shew them his covenant. 15. Mine eyes are ever toward the LORD; for he shall pluck my feet out of the net.  16. Turn thee unto me, and have mercy upon me; for I am desolate and afflicted.  17. The troubles of my heart are enlarged: O bring thou me out of my distresses.  18.Look upon mine affliction and my pain; and forgive all my sins.  19. Consider mine enemies; for they are many; and they hate me with cruel hatred.  20. O keep my soul, and deliver me; let me not be ashamed; for I put my trust in thee. 21. Let integrity and uprightness preserve me; for I wait on thee.  22. Redeem Israel, O GOD, out of all his troubles. 

First of all...I would like to give thanks to GOD and his son JESUS for bringing me and my family and I through the roughest of rough patches. Second of all...what I'm about to post, will sum up the truth of the matter in redemption for my father's sake for what was, that should of been and what it is now and foremost at this present moment in time. At the start of the line, I call using common sense...was what should of been said in the beginning before interfering into a personal situation (dealing with the immediate family) which was clearly not valid. Stealing a "live" family's position to give unconditional love, health care and comfort for the one who said, "I really wanted to be in the presents of my immediate family."  was clearly taken out of context. 

It was said to my recollection that a question was asked of them to administer health care for them. For that stand point...what was suppose to be said...when that question was supposedly asked.  The answer, "I would love to provide health care for you, but you have your own family who would be more than happy to take care of your every need, because I don't want to interfere in between, or get ahead of you own family's responsibility to provide you the love, health care and comfort that you really need", "I'll always be there in the mist whenever you need me", "It will be no problem to remain immobile until and when I'm needed." was what should of been took into consideration; it wouldn't of never been what it is now in this present time. Stretching a already thin line with the threads starting to break, drew a lot of family separation, hard feelings, lost of confidence, havoc and chaos, security and some love lost that everyone who are affected are receiving. The fact is...there is no real hate...just sheer disappointment of actions shown aggressively is what it is now, can't never be mended again. 

A life has expired from this madness. I don't want what's already come to pass ever again. There aren't enough line to keep pressing on what should of stretched without breaking with common sense throughout its threads. That part of my life ended for infinity with the most important person in my life. That line is infinity broken. No more stretching the thinnest line between love and hate, because there is no more love far that I can see from anyone that walked that thinnest line before hate could ever show and rear its ugly face. 

That's a fact! It's now made clear to me what family can do whatever they want their way, or it's the highway no matter who they hurt in the process. My family and I was lied to about rekindling an already a broken family. "I don't care to honor that request of rekindling again!" It died when the season was suppose to be a happy and surrounded by family.

Name's are kept anonymous in my posts

A Family Prays Together, Stays Together

Book 34

1 Thessalonians 5:11 - 28 -  11. Wherefore comfort yourselves together and edify one another, even as ye do.  12. And we beseeth you, brethren to know them which labour among you, and are over you in the LORD and admonish you;  13. And to esteem them very highly in love for their work's sake. And be peace among yourselves.  14. Now we exhort you, brethren, warn them that are unruly, comfort the feebleminded, support the weak, be patient toward all men.  15. See that none render evil for evil unto my man; but ever follow that which is good, both among yourselves and to all men.  16. Rejoice evermore.  17. Pray without ceasing.  18. In everything give thanks; for the will of GOD in Christ JESUS concerning you.  19. Quench not the spirit.  20. Despise not prophesyings.  21. Prove all things; hold fast that which is good.  22. Abstain from all appearances of evil.  23. And the very GOD of peace santify yo wholly; and I pray GOD your whole spirit and soul and body be preserved blameless unto the coming of our LORD JESUS Christ.  24. Faithful is he that calleth you also will do it.  25. Brethren, pray for us.  26. Greet all the brethren with an holy kiss.  27. I charge you by the LORD that this epistle be read unto all the holy brethren.  28. The grace of our LORD JESUS Christ be with you. Amen.

So much has happened in my life during the past seven months, it's hard to fathom the magnitude of it's circumference.  The Hades my family and I went through; one mortal person will ever be able to get their arms fully around its reality.  I thank GOD and his son JESUS for the support of a wonderful extended family (and its only a few) who stood by my immediate family and I every step of the way.  I'm very thankful it was not in haste, but in love, hope, peace, strength and understanding the entire time since the death of my father.

I'm very thankful for the few extended family members my family and I have a million times over in gratitude.  I'm so very thankful for all the prayers pouring out from over the horizon and from the mountain tops of glory.  My family and I are so blessed to find some form of happiness from above, no matter what has been done to us and my father while he was alive.  Even in death, he still can't rest is what makes me sad.  We still have a lot of turmoil boiling over and streaming from someones evil cauldron.

What I'm going to do...is pray and keep praying for my family and I and that my father will finally rest in peace once its all done and over with.  He deserves that much!  My family and I will continue to prosper in the riches of GOD and his son JESUS with mercy upon us. Our suffering want last for long.  We pray hand by hand by hand everyday until my family and I find peace within our mind, hearts and souls completely.

Prayer never ends in my family.  Our trials and tribulations...we've been through them and we continue to go through.  Without prayer, trust, and belief in the name of our pilots for our works, our cries will never be heard.  My family and I put our full trust in GOD and his son JESUS for deliverance and comfort in their mighty name we all pray.  A family praying together in full glory, will always be together in heart, mind, body, and soul.  My dad's spirit, I carry with me for infinity.

My family...the few extended family members we have will always remain together as we prayed together in love.

A Thief Around Two Clocks

Book 33 - Important Message - Our Modern Day Lucifer Working Around Two Clocks

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Romans 12:12 - 21 - Christian Behavior - 12. Rejoicing in hope; patient in tribulation; continuing instant in prayer.  13. Distributing to the necessity of saints; given to hospitality.  14. Bless them which persecute you; bless and curse not.  15. Rejoice with them that do rejoice and weep with them that weep.  16. Be of the same mind one toward another. Mind not high things , but condescend to men of low estate. Be not wise in your own conceits.  17. Recompose to no man evil for evil. Provide things honest in the sight of all men.  18 If it be possible, as much as lieth in you, live peaceably with all men.  19. Dearly beloved, avenge not yourselves, but rather give place unto wrath; for it is written, Vengeance is mine; I will repay, saith the LORD.  20. Therefore if thine enemy hunger, feed him; if he thirst, give him a drink; for in so doing thou shalt heap coals of fire on his head.  21. Be not overcome of evil, but overcome evil with good.






Wow! What web she weave working consistently in her cauldron by day and night and then coming off as a common thief around two tiring clocks? No kind of remorse, no feeling, no respect for anyone of mortal mankind. "A human heart donor!" Ignorance continues to guide her life with a vengeance.

Blinded by evil in the worse possible way. Where is common sense in the equation? Was it not with understanding the fact that a ruined reputation is an extremely terrible thing to waste time on consistently destroying everything and everyone on a domed path that consists of underhanded destruction from the one who clearly doesn't understand fully the consequences and the repercussions of her evil actions? I don't think the picture was clear to her that the more she continues this sneaking around, drawing up all kinds of schemes in order to continue to hurt those I love with her guilty consciousness; her vendetta to bring intentional suffering for and against my family and I and then Trying to steal our hearts, minds, souls and "things" from us unconditionally will get her no where. Reaping and sowing will be certain, that will be for sure. Incarceration is another possibility, or maybe under a slab somewhere...if the process continues.

"But not for, or by family and my hands to intervene this fate." This will be her fate alone as a possible outcome.  My family and I didn't ask for any of this farce, nor to be a subject of some one's greed, hate, or indiscretion. All of my family and I ever wanted to do was to partake in the care of my father and to have full knowledge of what was being done otherwise when it came to my father's heath physically, mentally, emotionally even though.  The social part of my father's situation was unconditionally kept from my family and myself, thanks to someone with a vendetta to continue to find any means necessary to keep hurting my family and myself because of greed and deception.

The facts is part of someones indiscretion. Reaping and sowing the consequences and the repercussions will find it's season for the culprit, or culprits who were thieves by night and day acting and displaying the seriousness of their guilt and indiscretions. May GOD and his son JESUS keep us (Family and I) from any more surprises that will cause me to act with negativity. I don't want or like to act negatively, because I don't have time for it. Foremost..the positive aspects of a situation with GOD and his son JESUS in charge are welcomed any time and will keep me on the right path of righteousness and turning the other cheek consistently.

Karma Rears Its Fate

Book 32

Galatians 6:7 - 9  -  7. Be not deceived; GOD is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that he shall also reap.  8. For he that soweth to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption; but he that soweth to the Spirit shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting.  9. And let us not be weary in well doing: for in the season we shall reap, if we faint not 






My...my...my what a conspirators of confusion!  Still burning the midnight oil in the darkest of cauldrons. Lucifer is a liar.  I rebuke Lucifer's name in the name of GOD and his son JESUS.  The lies just keep coming through and through without a pause, no matter how much my immediate family and I try to go on with our mortal lives, the forbidden fruits just keep falling out of no where.

"What the heck!" I think "karma" is at its peak of fate for someone in particular!  Feeling a little "lonely" without those who want to come together as one. Someone sees their fate, but not in a clear blue picture of truth.  What is it going to take for this someone to see the magnitude of the damage caused by greed, narcissistic acts and a ruined reputation, then trying to paint a very pretty picture "Monet" to be exact on each corner of deception...landscaping it destination towards Hades. Masked by spreading goodness from a desolate farce of reality.

Darkness keeps digging themselves deeper than a grave six feet deep.  Light cannot be seen from a distance, because of the depth of deception.  It keeps rearing it's ugly head!  There are other conspirators out there that just don't get the concept of reality and the damage caused by this someone.  Just couldn't leave well enough alone from the beginning.

This someone should of said, "I'm not going to do this thing for you when you have a "live" family intact to supply all of your needs towards good health, financial arrangements, property and officially taking care of business.  I'll be there when you need me and when it's possible. Instead...deception, drama, scandalous mayhem, spasms, speculation and heartbreak should never have been a issue, or part of the equation in the matter of my father.  But...when a person is caught up in their own desolate waste, knee deep in redemption, karma starts rearing its fate with a vengeance.

One thing is for sure, "News bulletins are not broadcast every time from my immediate family and I every time so that we can be noticed for the care, we provided for my father's comfort throughout his illness. Someone wants to noticed...knowingly feeling guilty about and intentionally causing damage in every wave shape or form...bitterly in every direction, and then masking the real truth and the reality that someone want others to see.  A side of someone in which everyone thinks is good, meek, spiritual and understanding."  What about the darker side of damnation?

So cruel and nasty. What's become of that black hole that just keeps getting deeper and wider than a thousand fathoms?  I know for sure, "What others don't know will come to the light." What goes around, comes around!  That goes for everyone who are mixed up in this scandalous deception conspired by one of the scariest wolves tracing around in sheep's clothing.  Karma also has it season and its time to reign. The past doesn't stay in the past.

The truth will finally reveal itself in time. I'm not going to rush GOD and his son JESUS in the matter of the havoc and chaos...the damage caused by this someone. My pilots don't need help in their works. I can't believe that a few people (1%) are so blinded by the facts in this deception trumped up by this someone.  My immediate family and I were done wrong by this someone and were still suffering (more like my twin sister and I) and the only relief for us was to distant ourselves from the source of the problem for infinity.  Justice will prevail in this matter and for my father. I want stop until it does, I promise!

What Are Positive Friends And Family For?

Book 29

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John 15:13 - ( Jesus Talking ) -  13. Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends

What are positive friends and family for? They are not to be played with, joked about, used, or abused verbally, emotionally, mentally and physically . A positive friend are real friends in my eye sight. Same rule applied with family, but...it goes a little deeper than that when you're blood. Both relations friends and family support, love, they care about making our day a blessed and brighter one.  Positive friends and family brings laughter, lots of love, trust, honesty and lots of communication.  They never bring anything negative to table to discuss about, "Why ones life is miserable and imbearable to live life to the fullest."  It's not in the equation to bring such a huge weights to the table.  Positive friends and families are always around when you need them for anything, no matter what. They are there for have fun just communicating about crazy things to laugh about, enjoying one another's company and having a great time without causing havoc with anyone. The main topic of this post is placing GOD and his son JESUS at the top of our agendas everyday before we do anything or go on with our day with friends and family and getting along without indiscretion. It's a good way to be and start the day when you're destin to strive with friends and families towards a successful life. That's what friends and families do to make sure their lives are not perfectly complete, because no one in this entire world is perfect, but enough to be in a since without all the negativity. No one will ever be totally perfect, but GOD and his son JESUS.  "We will never come that close!" Remember...positive friends and families has no time for any ones drama, or their pathetic and sad life lead only by those who choose to live, act, think, or be totally miserable.  It's not worth not being happy with the life GOD and his son JESUS each and everyone of us. This is why positive friends and families move on with their lives, so that their is no time wasted on huge weights that only brings nothing but unhappiness, negativity, and grief. Positive attitudes weighs more to live with every breath you take, laugh as loud as you can, love with all of you might when it comes to living life to the fullest.  I know I'll have many more positive friends and what family I have is a blessing I'll always cherish for infinity.  "I welcome them anytime!"

Living To Forgive Those Who Has Done Wrong Towards You Even Though

Book 28

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Colossians 2:13 -  13.  And you, being dead in your sins and the uncircumcision of your flesh, hath he quickened together with him, having forgiven you all trespasses.

What's not to forgive if you know GOD and his son JESUS? Is in your heart to forgive those who has done evil and wrong towards you, no matter what the circumstances...even if it involves someone who helped cause a loved one's death? Why not leave old rubbish in the past.  Let it stay where it is.  GOD and his son JESUS will handle the rest for you without getting your hands and feet dirty. Forgetting the bad memories and those who cause those bad memories would be a better solution of living what has already expired. What time do you have and what sense does it make reliving what's past tense?  Let's us all keep moving on from sending our souls to damnation cause of some one's actions and their acts evil doings. From my experiences with people who can't -- let the past go.  The drama, the sarcasm, the spasms, and mayhem of ones indiscretions are directed in a sense where forgiveness is not a good thing, or if its not an option to those who don't have a clear picture of reality, nor a pure heart to forgive. Why keep dooming yourself to (hell) damnation if forgiveness is not an option to carry out? Why not pray about what can be offered by GOD and his son JESUS to those who are accused for his indiscretions and forgive those who has done the most despicable, cunning evil doings that has been done by the accused towards you and all of us move on with reality and with life to a more positive outcome without haste.  Life is much too short for ignorance and feeble-mindedness.  Forgive those who has done wrong with the intent to cause drama, mayhem, spasms, and total sarcasm with total harm and haste and move on with the abundance of life given to all of us by GOD and his son JESUS.  Prayer changes all things if you have trust, belief, faith and guidance walking that path towards glory.  GOD and his son JESUS are the true sources of comfort and calming if your trials and tribulations are presented and your calls for help in their name with all decisions made available according to the your works done on this earth.  Reaping and sowing has its time and season for your works on this earth carries consequences and repercussions.  The past never stay in the past. Let it e known otherwise! What evil works done in the dark with eventually come out into the light and everyone you hurt will know about it.  Don't think you escaped! The truth will prevail it self with a vengeance in the eyes of GOD and his son JESUS. Let you works be honorable in the name of GOD and his son JESUS.  DITTO!