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Sunday, March 7, 2021

An Author's Successful Journey

 Book 184



Joshua 1:8 - 8. This book of the law shall not depart out of thy mouth; but thou shalt meditate therein day and night, that thou mayest observe to do according g to all that is written therein: for then thou shalt .and thy way prosperous, and then thou shalt have success. 


What good webs I weave into existence. My son Zachary and I lives are about to change forever, certainly with GOD and his son JESUS ahead of all the things Zachary and I are about to do. It is a big deal for me, because I have never experienced anything like having a movie adapted from my first book, "The Minorities, The Pilot". The right of course; from my book will be asked in permission to script my book at its entirety. I for one will be giving that permission to the production companies that are interested in my work. 

There are two production companies: Chad Conley Productions and Kaoticklone Productions. I am beyond excited and totally blessed to have those production company's interest in my work. I know that I am patient in waiting for both production companies to ask for the rights of my book, so that " The Minorities, Pilot can be produced. I know in fact that my F A T H E R and M O T H E R would be happy if they could see my potential success, but...in memory of my parents, I know that they are proud of me. πŸ•Š My GOD and his son JESUS...may they rest in peace. πŸ•Š

GOD and his JESUS has blessed me so much in my life. I should have saw all the blessings that my pilots have dwelled throughout the extent of my life. I am no longer blind to see what GOD and his son JESUS has been giving me. The gift of writing has led me into a world I never thought existed. It's no longer a fantasy to me. 

This is for real! A movie adaptation is not just fun and game. It's coming to my presence and its journey into the future. Hallelujah... praise GOD and his son JESUS for giving me the opportunity to shine like the mirror I can look into completely without a smudge or streak. Hallelujah...praise GOD for giving me this chance for an opportunity of a lifetime. My F A T H E R and M O T H E R would have been totally proud to see me make a difference, not only for myself, but...for my son Zachary as well.


Friday, March 6, 2020

Love Doesn't Discriminate Ones Obligations To Love Unconditionally

Book 156 - Special Edition Post







Psalm 85:10 - 10. Mercy and truth are met together; righteousness and peace have kissed each other. 




When I think of all the laughing and talking about everything we could think of off the top of our heads, I remember the good times we had as soul mates so happy and in love. "Those were the good times Alrick and I shared." And then...I think of all the times we argued off the top of our lungs about everything we could think of off the top of our heads, "Those were our trials and tribulations that consumed us at the time of despair." But...we can still love unconditionally with all the strength we have in our bodies to survive it's raft, not only once, or twice, but...a dozen times to the point of losing count of all the times we laughed, talked and argued. This is all in a relationship!

Alrick and I have been through so much in our lives in such a brief time, it's hard to cross all the "T's" and dot all the "I's" through those rocky paths we struggled to walk through without cutting into our conscience. We both pray, we continue in communication about our rights and wrongs, only to see which one weight the most in our vocabulary. We live for our lives, we live for the future; we will still live for all the good times we will have, and all the bad times we must go through just to see how much we can still survive without wallowing in our grief. Alrick and I know there will be times that we will shed tears of sorrow after we've been through an argument, and we know there will be tears of joy when we live, laugh, and love every minute of every second we have a pleasant conversation. That's life above and beyond everything a couple "soul mates" must go through without being reluctant to the consequences and the repercussions it has on the relationship itself. 

Alrick and I are going to live a lifetime of those repercussions it will have on our relationship. We must continue to survive it's raft, and continue to move on towards the future. Alrick and I will love a lifetime, even though our child we will conceive through the unconditional love that we have for one another. Nothing could come in between that, but the LORD our GOD, if they chose to separate us in death. Only prayer and patience will keep us in a abundance of faith, trust, belief, grace, glory, blessings and love with the strength of our pilots above.

We cannot ask for more than that!

Friday, November 1, 2019

When Demands Are Overrated

Book 148






Proverbs 3:6 - 6. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths. 
                16:1 - 1. The preparations of the heart in man, and the answer of the tongue, is from the      LORD.
                16:9 - 9. A man's heart deciseth his way: but the LORD directeth his steps. 



*I will keep this "girl" anonymous throughout my post



I'm starting to think that I had this girl wrong from the get go. I thought that she would change her tune about a whole lot of stuff, but...I was totally wrong when I comes her way of thinking about the consequences and the repercussions of her actions. Here's what happened! She tried to plan a birthday party for her son, which is common for someone who loves her son very much. But...here's the problem! She planned her son's birthday party without telling my twin sister Sherri and her husband about it.

So what is the verdict of the situation of this girl's son's birthday party? Well...here is the answer! I don't think Sherri was going to let this girl have the birthday party at our family home. Or at least...for now, being so that this girl's son's birthday party is tomorrow. Here's what I know. If you'r e going to plan something as important as birthday party, tell the person, or person's in charge, and are the heads of the home, and not plan anything ahead of self, if it can be helped.

I guess this girl thought she had more leverage than my twin sister and her husband to request her demands anytime she felt like dropping them like a dime on a catch. Common sense will tell her otherwise not to do what she did instantaneously without thinking ahead of herself, and making strong demands without telling my twin sister and her husband about her plan to have her son's  birthday party at our home. It's only logical to assume right and let my twin sister and her husband know extremely ahead of time, and not ahead of self, just like this girl has done. With this said, it would give awesome quality on our way of thinking that making demands is a way of life without suffering it consequences and the repercussions that comes along with those demands. Think twice and ask first before you place a demand cause you think you can anytime.

DITTO!!!!!

Monday, July 29, 2019

Preserve What Is Instantaneous

Book 138






Ephesians 5:25 - 33 - 25. Husbands, love your wives, even as Christ also loved the church, and gave himself for it. 26. That he might sanctify and cleanse it with the washing of water by the word. 27. That he might present it to himself a glorious church , not having spot, or wrinkle, or any such thing; but that it should be holy and without blemish. 28. So ought men to love their wives as their own bodies. He that loveth his wife loveth himself. 29. For no man ever yet hated his own flesh; but nourisheth and cherisheth it, even as the LORD the church. 30. For we are members of his body, of his flesh, and of his bones. 31. For this cause shall a man leave his father and mother, and shall be joined unto his wife, and they two shall be one flesh. 32. This is a great mystery: but I speak concerning Christ and the church. 33. Nevertheless let every one of you in particular so love his wife even as himself; and the wife see that she reverence her husband. 




What is so instantaneous is the love we have in each other. I love the way it sounds, even when I say it, or pronounce it in one single syllable. I feel most trusting with the way he makes me feel. I'm not afraid anymore when it comes to his now...slightly jealous streak. He told me that his jealousy was for me, because of the way that he loved me unconditionally.

That's pretty much understandable! What is to be allowed is to only do what I want to do without him always knowing what I'm going to do, so as long as I tell him, or inform him of my daily routine, or activities. That's all he wants...to know that I'm going to be alright throughout the day. I can always live with that, because of my unconditional love for him. That's all that matters to me, and to him knowing that I'm always going to be okay whatever I do, or where ever I go. I understand now what he meant by just informing him so that he doesn't worry about me so much.

The hardest thing for me is being distance apart. We can feel each other like we're in the same room. It's a feeling that can't be explained...only that we know we're in each other's imagination, if only for a brief moment until we meet someday. Our timeline seems to grow longer and longer...putting months and months between my travel towards him miles and miles away. I'm so longing to be with him, so that we can share the unconditional love we have for one another. That's a dream I know will come very true to me.

We are truly meant for one another! Truly.

Sunday, June 30, 2019

What's Love Got To Do With It When It Comes To Control

Book 135






Psalms 37:4 - 4. Delight thyself also in the LORD; and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart.

1 Corinthians 10:13 - 13. There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but GOD is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it.

John 14:27 - 27. Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid. 

Proverbs 5:18 - 19 - 18. Let thy fountain be blessed: and rejoice with the wife of thy youth. 19. Let her be as the loving hind and pleasant roe; let her breasts satisfy thee at all times; and be thou ravished always with her love

Proverbs 18:22 - 22. Whoso findeth a wife, findeth a good thing, and obtaineth favour of the LORD.

 Matthew 19:5 - 5. And said, for this cause shall a man leave father and mother, and shall cleave to his wife: and they twain shall be one flesh




I found myself in love once again, but...in a different angle I see fit to present to the public. I feel this man is different from my past relationship from my son's father. He wants a forever relationship,  marriage, and a baby to fit the bill. How can I compete with that...when I'm part of the plan? It's no game when I have a man that seem to love me only for myself and to love me totally unconditionally. But the problem is that I found that he's a bit jealous!

That in itself kind of bother me. I really have an issue when it comes to a man being a bit jealous, because anything and everything can lead to something I'm not willing to go through in my lifetime. I find myself in communication with him on the subject. The results are continuous. I keep asking my him why is he so jealous of me to a point that he watches me in what I do, what I say, or how I say it. He's says to me, its because...I love you so much.

I find it obvious that I'm a bit scared of him because of his jealous streak, but not totally confused about what I'm getting myself into with him. Then he says, "I promise I want hurt you in anyway, shape, or form. I promise to GOD...I want hurt you, hinder you, abuse you physically, mentally, emotionally, or verbally; and I promise I will not lift a finger to hit you." And then I thought...okay...I hear him, but...proving what he said to me must have all the benefits of a sincere and a "total" promise to me that he wouldn't do any of the things that he said he wouldn't do to me. I'm totally holding him completely responsible to his word when it comes to lifting a finger at me! 

When I think again...I don't want to be a prisoner in my relationship with this man, no matter what he said to me. All I know...he better mean what he say, and he better mean what he do to accommodate his promise to me as a whole. I know my options...and I'm going to way them with my best judgment that I can give myself. I'm going to say this though, "He's not at all a bad person, but...we're just starting out our relationship on a positive note. All I can do is pray for the best and I'll keep everyone updated.

I'm going to watch all the signs! That's what I'm going to do, and be cautious. Don't get me wrong, because...I really do love this man unconditionally.

Saturday, April 13, 2019

One Of Our Lazy Days

Book 126








Proverbs 6:6 - 10 - 6. Go to the ant, thou sluggard; consider her ways, and be wise. 7. Which having no guide, overseer, or ruler. 8. Provideth her meat in the summer, and gathereth her food i the harvest. 9. How long wilt thou sleep, O sluggard? When wilt thou arise out of thy sleep? 10. Yet a little sleep, a little slumber, a little folding of the hands to sleep. 




Its just one of those days I'm just sitting around watching awesome episodes of 'The Little House on the Priarie' and chilling out with a cold can of diet Dr. Pepper...and a little tired too. I'm holding up just fine, if I can only take my mind off of being tired and a little sleepy. All though...it's hard to do sometimes, but...I know that I'll find my way around the deep hanging bags and dark circles under and around my eyes. Let me see...what can I talk about while I got my mind set on what to say? Here's what I say, "I will take some time out to do a little laundry; about three loads and counting."

While I do laundry, then I'll find time to sit down in my favorite spot in the world wide world...punk out and get thirty minutes of rest and relaxation. That's what I'll do to ease the fact that I'm totally out of commission with a lot of sleep in my eyes. Afterwords...I got up and finished sorting and washing my laundry. My son Zachary and I decided to take a ride over to my nieces apartment collect my mother Ruth, my twin sister Sherri and one her grand children, Justin Jr and her daughter-in-law Alysia.

We waited until my nephew Christopher got home from work. It wasn't a hour before he called to let all of us know that he was on his way home. Sherri, our mother Ruth and I packed up all of our belongings and waited for Christopher to come home to his children: Ta'Neisha, the oldest, Laila and Christian. His trucker wife Octavia was on the road dropping off loads, attaching loads to her truck,  and carrying them to different locations all over the central and eastern United States. Once Christopher arrived, we were ready to go home and relax; watch a couple of movies. Sherri, my mother Ruth, Alysia, Justin Jr. my son Zachary, and I left after a brief moment with Christopher, laughing and talking about all kinds of things...our usual stuff we all talk about.

We all arrived at home...I turned on the television...I flipped through all the channels...until I came upon a movie that my family loved. It was called, 'The Soldier's Story'. It was a nice movie with a little kick to it...if you're not too particular about the time period of the movie, which was 1944. Sherri and I were the only ones who were up and about while everyone else decided to go to bed, instead of watching the movie with us. That's how we ended the night into the early morning. That's all folks, it's bed time for Sherri and myself.

Saturday, January 12, 2019

When Family Is A Logical Force Of Love And Happiness

Book 114





John 13:34 - 34. A new commandment I give unto you, that ye love one another; as I have loved you, that ye also love one another.



It's just another day in time I look forward to. I never go ahead of myself for the future. Everyday isn't promised to anyone on this Earth. I accept here and now as I go along my day that the LORD, my GOD has given to me. I wouldn't trade just one day at a time for anything or anyone.

I'm totally and truly thankful for that as I go along with my day for today. I'm spending time with my immediate family once again without anything else to do, but to look at each other and wonder what's going through our minds with such logic. It's just another dull Saturday, but we make the best of what GOD and his son JESUS has given us. My mother Ruth, my sister Sherri, my son Zachary and I decided to watch moves on the television. Pretty Woman was our choice of movie to watch.

I love fairy tales when it comes to watching Pretty Woman. I'm 'game' to dreams that come true for most people, but...I satisfied with myself, if only my dreams of a fairy tale romance will come true. Someday! That's only in due time says the LORD JESUS Christ.

While we watched Pretty Woman, we talked about the actions of the people who started in the movie. We're dreamers of our own conscience. And that movie captured our hearts and souls, if only for a brief moment. I guess I can say, "This is how my immediate family and I share our time. "That closeness and togetherness is always held in the highest regards."

We enjoy every moment of our time together as a close nit family, whether if it's watching television, having big fun together, or having great laugh about things that happened in the past. It's part of our circle of hope, trust, faith, belief and comfort. What more that can be offered to my family if we don't have "love" that would last a lifetime, according to the GOD and his son JESUS.

Sunday, December 23, 2018

Just Another Day In Paradise

Book 103 -





Philippians 1:3 - 5 - 3. I thank my GOD upon every remembrance of you, 4. Always in every prayer of mine for you all making request with joy, 5. For your fellowship in the gospel from the first day until now.




We're on our (Sherri and I) to pick up our mother from dialysis. It's just another day for us, we still got a lot of Christmas shopping to do and no money to do it with. I guess this is the season of the struggle we go through everyday. Most of all...I can say, "We still got our life, health and strength and the blood running warm in our veins and that's a blessing in it self.

I think about what it would of been like if I still had my FATHER here for the Holiday's on top of game, breathing the breath of life and joking around? That's a memory in itself I choose to keep closest to my heart. I miss him so much and it's hard to fathom sometimes, but I rejoice the life he lived on this Earth. I'm still moving on with life though. What else can do, or say to bring my FATHER back to family?

I know for sure that it's difficult to bring anyone back if you have that divine faith like GOD and his son JESUS has. I'm only thankful that I had my FATHER most of my natural mortal life. I had to reminisce my FATHER for just a brief moment. My sister and I are very at the dialysis center to pick up our mother. Sherri went in the facility to retrieve her while I sat in the car writing about it and accepting it as one of my memories.

Usually our mother would have us to stop at a store, or a restaurant to get her something to eat. Our mother had us to stop at Burger King to get her a order of fries. That's it! Nothing else. I guess it was one of our mother's days that she wasn't all that hungry after getting off the dialysis machine.

The wait in the line at Burger King was very demanding. Someone had to of ordered a very huge order, or the wait in the car line wouldn't of been so bad. "What the heck!" 15 - 20 minutes in line...something has got to give. "What is going on here?" I'm sold on slowness.

Maybe we'll move in the car line  someday. Only the thought of this day can be placed in my time capsule of memories. Yes indeed! What a blast that last 15 to 20 minutes in my day. We went home afterwards.

We (Sherri, mother and I) arrived home and sat out the remainder of the day watching Cold Case, laughing and talking other things that memories are made of.

Monday, January 16, 2017

What Are Positive Friends And Family For?

Book 29




Friends & Family     Copyright 2017     All Rights Reserved.





John 15:13 - ( Jesus Talking ) -  13. Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends





What are positive friends and family for? They are not to be played with, joked about, used, or abused verbally, emotionally, mentally and physically . A positive friend are real friends in my eye sight. Same rule applied with family, but...it goes a little deeper than that when you're blood. Both relations friends and family support, love, they care about making our day a blessed and brighter one.  Positive friends and family brings laughter, lots of love, trust, honesty and lots of communication.  They never bring anything negative to table to discuss about, "Why ones life is miserable and imbearable to live life to the fullest."  It's not in the equation to bring such a huge weights to the table.  Positive friends and families are always around when you need them for anything, no matter what. They are there for have fun just communicating about crazy things to laugh about, enjoying one another's company and having a great time without causing havoc with anyone. The main topic of this post is placing GOD and his son JESUS at the top of our agendas everyday before we do anything or go on with our day with friends and family and getting along without indiscretion. It's a good way to be and start the day when you're destin to strive with friends and families towards a successful life. That's what friends and families do to make sure their lives are not perfectly complete, because no one in this entire world is perfect, but enough to be in a since without all the negativity. No one will ever be totally perfect, but GOD and his son JESUS.  "We will never come that close!" Remember...positive friends and families has no time for any ones drama, or their pathetic and sad life lead only by those who choose to live, act, think, or be totally miserable.  It's not worth not being happy with the life GOD and his son JESUS each and everyone of us. This is why positive friends and families move on with their lives, so that their is no time wasted on huge weights that only brings nothing but unhappiness, negativity, and grief. Positive attitudes weighs more to live with every breath you take, laugh as loud as you can, love with all of you might when it comes to living life to the fullest.  I know I'll have many more positive friends and what family I have is a blessing I'll always cherish for infinity.  "I welcome them anytime!"



Monday, January 9, 2017

A Little Peace For The Sake Of My Father

Book 26



Author: Terri Celestine Brunson
Christmas Day
Copyright 2016.  All Rights Reserved.

πŸ™❤πŸ˜‡This one is for you (dad) RIP Wesley Brunson Sr.πŸ˜‡❤πŸ™ 
And your #Heavenly #HoneyMaid Cookies ❤πŸͺπŸ˜‡πŸͺπŸ™❤





John 14:26 - 27:  JESUS Talking - 26. But the comforter, which is the Holy Ghost , whom the Father will send in thy name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whosoever I said unto you.  27. Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you; not as the world giveth, give I unto you, let not your heart be troubled,neither let it be afraid. 


*My father talking in bold and italics:


Words can't express the way I feel.  I've received a little bit of peace for the sake of my father.  His passing on the other hand and what he has expressed to my mom (his legal wife) Ruth and my siblings Wesley Jr. and Sherri Mitchell, brother-in-law Lorenzo Mitchell and my sister-in-law Neyome Brunson; the perils of evil what my father "really" went through in the care of his sister...while he was ill and bed ridden, is still very strong and personal for me.  "I was and still crazy about my father til this day."  And to listen at that brief moment, almost a mouth ago to what my father had to tell his immediate family, as his voice weakened, will present a huge scar in our hearts and souls for the rest of our natural and mortal lives. I will never forget what my father said to my family and I during the moments, and the weeks before his death, "She's killing me!", then the last time he came home, he said, "I don't want to see my sister!", "I didn't want to come home!"  My father's plea was said in the presents of my family and I the day and the last time he was brought home.  My father knew he wasn't going to live much longer after he came home for the last time on the first day of December 2016.  The real truth about everything that has happened during the last six months of my father's life, will come out full force, thus saith #GOD and is son #JESUS  Reaping and sowing has its time and season.  And when it come, it will come with a vengeance.  Everyone who hurt and helped brought tears, havoc, chaos, and heartbreak to my family and I while in the process and the care for my father, will see it again coming out of the darkness to the light.  "I have nothing over the power of #GOD and his son #JESUS"  For now...I'm going to enjoy what little peace I have until my father receive his #Justice for everything that has happened and done to him ultimately and untimely until his death.  "For that...he will not rest and I will not rest until my father receives justice for his life demised!"  That in itself will bring not only me, but my immediate family  "total" relief to our hearts, minds, bodies and souls.  For those who were on the outside looking in, "You didn't know what my father felt, or how he really felt for his immediate family."  We knew!  My family and I knew how my father, Wesley Brunson Sr. felt about us.  None of you...when you thought you knew...didn't know what or how my father felt deep in his heart for his immediate family, or knew the flavor of reality of what that was.  I do know that I can acknowledge every equation in the amount of love in bushel baskets that continues to reign for all infinity.  My family and I loved the man who we welcomed back into our lives with open arms after his infidelities, while he was out in the world.  I'm so glad my dad was saved before he left this world by #GOD and his son #JESUS.  My family and I continued with our unconditional love for the man who still loved his immediate family regardless of anything in this mortal world.  That in itself over ruled "all" negativity that entered and haunted our lives unexpectedly from the one person that we all thought would help bring our families (extended and immediate) back together.  "I know that was a complete and boldfaced lie!"  Family.  Wow!  The complication of a family.   I thought my immediate family and I had that for infinity!  What my family and I have left of the extended who supported my immediate family and I from beginning to end, will remain.  It's the start of my "new family" tree.  I'm happy and at peace with that.  I don't ever want unhappiness and negativity to stem on the branches and yellow the leaves of my new family tree.  I want it to continue blossoming and growing with positivity, love, peace, perseverance, hope, and happiness in the memory of my father, Wesley Brunson Sr..  I hope everyone worldwide will understand my fury and frustration during the events of my posts leading to my father's death. I hope my ambitions will continue and finally help give my father justice, so that he can finally rest in peace.  "So that the deep gash in my heart can start healing and that I can finally stop crying...for at least a little while.  I pray for that moment that I will finally receive 'full' peace for myself after losing my father."  RIP my father, Wesley Brunson Sr.  From a "daddy's" girl!  "I will continue to climb the hilltops for you, father, until I've traveled above and beyond the horizons."  There is nothing I wouldn't do for you Father.




Our Family is asking everyone for prayer (whomever see this post) worldwide.  We will appreciate everyone and we will acknowledge everyone prayers to the family in heart, mind, body and soul."

Tuesday, January 3, 2017

Thy "Will" Be Done!

Book 24 - Special Edition - This Is Very Personal!




Copyright 2017  All Rights Reserved.






Psalms 23:1 - 6

1. The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want.  2. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters.  3. He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.  4. Yea, though I walk through the valley if the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.  5. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.  6. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.



*This is for DAD - RIP Wesley Brunson Sr. and his Living Immediate Family*



I don't care what anyone says, but what my auntie (who's name I chose to undisclosed) thought she would accomplish by thinking she could go over the heads of my dad's immediate family, when my brother is the sole beneficiary over my dad's estate. I don't see the concept of her trying to get what's not hers over my dad's "live" immediate family in the first place...which was already willed by my dad to my brother, Wesley Jr.. What the heck my aunt want with my dad's things and what ever else she want out of all the Hades she put my family and I through?  "Dad is dead and gone!"  Her power of attorney grasp is gone. 

He's not coming back to the misery she put him through while he was ill; before he disclosed his real feelings to his immediate family weeks and days before his passing.   Now...there are claims of a "living will" no one, but her knows about.  "I smell something fishy about this so called living will." I always thought that a living will is read directly after the burial of the person (Dad) who suppose to have drawn it up "himself" while in presents of an attorney to witness and "hold on" to.  And then...after the burial...the immediate and other family members is gathered and is named in the living will and is entitled to the estate in which the living will is presented at the reading by the attorney.  

This is not the case in this matter.  Dad has been gone over three weeks...close to one month after his death.  Who presents a "phantom will" three weeks after burial?  I believe someone is buying time to concoct some fake story about what my dad want her to have, or what she thinks she's entitled to get in the event of my dad's death.  My dad has expressed to his immediate family about my aunt and how she wasn't really there for him during a part of his life,  

He told us in his last days that she would be in her place of business (connected to my uncles house where my dad was living) and would not utter the word "Hello" brother, how are you, before leaving out the door on her way home! Like he wasn't there in the connecting house. Just because my aunt made it her business to step in front of my dad's "live" immediate family with this so called power of attorney to care for my dad, doesn't entitle her to anything from my dad's living will after the hellish mockery she has put my family and I through. I wish that her daughters will open their eyes to the "FACTS" to what really happened during the months leading to my dad's death and what their mother put my family and I though.  I don't think they know half the story, or the full story at all.  

Just bits and pieces.  To tell the truth, or the whole official story of what their mother took my family and I though...even my father... in his last days.  He expressed his real feelings about what happened to him and the way he was treated while in his sister's care to his immediate family.  My family and I want to sit them down and tell them what really happened.  "But...it's their mother!" 

They will believe everything she says, even if she was dead wrong for what she did to my immediate family and I six months before my dad's death. "This is why it's personal for me!" GOD and his son JESUS will score on that cause.  All eyes will be open to the real truth of the matter of what is past...never stays in the past...and is eventually brought to the light.  "Like a cold case!" 

GOD and his son JESUS doesn't like it when a person does evil to those she targets and then tries to get away with doing dirty unto those who are targets of her destruction.  "Never forget...Lucifer works day and night to create an evil mockery to throw in ones path!"  I truly believe this so called phantom will is that path my aunt is trying to present to my immediate family to get what she want from my dad's estate.  "Money and my dad's things is the key to her extreme greed!"  I truly believe it and my family is on board with me.  

GOD and his son JESUS will move on this farce.  My family and I will not..I repeat...will not stand in our pilots way of their righteous works against Lucifer. Patience is my family and I virtue. Vengeance is GOD and his son JESUS when they are through with my aunt.  This living will is a total farce!  If my dad didn't originate it himself, or in the presents of an attorney, then it doesn't exist to my immediate family. 


Our Family is asking everyone for prayer (whomever see this post) worldwide.  We will appreciate everyone and we will acknowledge everyone prayers to the family in heart, mind, body and soul."

Wednesday, November 16, 2016

Daddy: GOD Has A Blessing For You

Book 15











It seems like every time I visit dad in the hospital, he seem so vibrant.  He's had his good days and bad ones.  "Dad surprises me every time I visit!"  Dad seem to bounce back from going down hill...back to feeling vibrant...so full of life.  I realize that my dad's condition will be a very long process.  I know GOD and his son JESUS is good and my dad's healing is on the way in the name of my pilots.   When I walked in dad's hospital room, his eyes was wide open.  I know that I haven't seen that in months.  Being so at the time...dad was deteriorating from his illness.  His voice was shallow, but I could hear and understand what he was saying if I asked him a question.  With stage four liver damage, that was the ultimate possibility.  But with GOD and his son JESUS working their miracles anyone can be healed from their illnesses...especially for my dad.   My sister and I visited with dad for a couple of hours.  It was an awesome visit!  We really enjoyed spending that precious moment with our dad and seeing him improve with his health.  Writing this post and sharing with the world about my experiences with dad and his illness gives me relief and joy.  My bio-family and I pray single day to GOD and his son JESUS for dad's full recovery.   We know dad will recover by our strong faith in our pilots.  Nothing material or mortal can get in the way of dad receiving good health and healing from my pilots.  What makes me kind of sad is my bio-family and I can't seem to get any privacy with him where my dad's concern.  I love my aunt Minnie very much and I know that's her brother, but...I wish my bio-family can have some private time with dad without her being there all the time.   It will make me feel better about what has happened throughout the months past.  I know after writing this post, GOD and his son JESUS will continue infinity to be my bio-family's comfort. Our shield over everything and everyone who didn't acknowledge us with invitations to certain events and extended family get together, or has put us down in the past and during dads illness.  I feel great about that!  So...no more worries here, because I'm not going to dawn on what's passed. My family and I gave it to GOD and his son JESUS.  My bio-family and I are planning to visit dad again, but our wish to have a private visit with him.   That would be awesome!  No offense to my aunt Minnie.  I wish she could understand how my bio-family feel when it comes to dad.  Still...no offense to her!  I would like to express to the world that GOD and his son JESUS has purpose and a blessing for dad.  I know that my dad will pull through and that he will fully recover.  Strong faith, trust, and belief is the key to my dad's healing.





"Both Families are asking everyone for prayer (whomever see this post) worldwide.  We will appreciate everyone and we will acknowledge everyone prayers to the family in heart, mind, body and soul."

Friday, November 11, 2016

Daddy: You've Been On A Long Long Journey

Book 14










Where should I begin?  First all...I'm so very thankful to GOD and his son JESUS for bringing my dad from a mighty long way.  His journey ( ever since June 22) with his sickness has been a very rough one, not one for him; for his biological and extended family.  For the first time in months I've seen my dad improve...and then deteriorate as fast as he improves.  "It's all been an emotional, physical, and a mental roller coaster."  It's has been a super impact on my bio-family to fathom the reality of what has happened."  God is good all the time in situations like my dad.  Even though my dad's cirrhosis of the liver is at it's stage four, I feel he can and will come out of it.  I can't call the guy that I heard about...who lives living in North Carolina.  He had the same thing my dad has.  He recovered with the natural medications (medications made by man...if so) proper healthy eating habits and plenty of exercise.  "Miracles can happen over night!"  I pray and trust in GOD and his son JESUS that my dad can receive that miracle...if it's GOD and his son JESUS will for my dad to return to perfect health.  I still long for things to change when it comes to having full access to my dad's health.  I look at my mother sometimes and knowing she doesn't have that power to make decisions according to my dad's medical health.  I'm everyone who have read my posts know the story from my earlier posts on my blog site.  I'm not going to continue to dawn on what's past.  "For now!"  My attentions are on the patriarch of my bio-family and his journey back to perfect health.  I find myself in constant tears every single day.  I think I'm not the only one in my family who feel the same way. This whole situation with my dad; his sickness has taken toll on family hearts, mind and soul.  I long to see my dad well again in the name of the father, in the name of the son, and in the name of the holy ghost.  "My trust, faith and belief in GOD and his son JESUS are phenomenal."  Nothing can touch how I feel about my pilots.  In a day or so...my family and I will go and visit with dad again and again until GOD and his son JESUS take him to GLORY.  "I feel it will be a long time from now...if dad recovers by miracle from my pilots.  I have a few of my extended family members who has been ever supportive in helping my bio-family cope with the reality of dad's sickness.  "They've been so awesome towards my family in our time of need of support!"  November 11, 2016 I was told that dad's health is improving in some parts of his body.  His eyes were open limited to how he was feeling.  I was told that dad still isn't strong enough to sit up and carry a conversation, or joke with the family about his #HoneyMaid cookies and what he's feeling personally about things and people.  I speak a lot about dad and his #HoneyMaid cookies on my other social sites.  Whenever he feel up to eating,  his #HoneyMaid cookies is the first thing he asks for.  "I pray I see dad ask for his #HoneyMaid cookies again, because it will mean a lot to me."  What else I can add to this post?  Nonetheless...I will reveal that my trust, faith, belief, and hope for my dad recovery is in GOD and his son JESUS hands.  I will not interfere with my pilots giving and their healing.  No man can touch that!  Not by a long shot.   GOD and his son JESUS is good all the time.  My feelings are this.  "I hope that my extended family and others don't take offense to this post.  I'm only expressing my feelings about what has happened in the months past.  Past situations of indiscretion from some are still ongoing, but much calmer.  I've learn to accept the things I can't change.  I've learned that when I give anything...whether or if I have questions about my dads medical health, or if it's my thoughts of how this whole thing with my dad played out, or my concerns about what has and will happen when all comes to a end from the reality of what has happened during the past months leading to my dad's current postition, good or bad.  I know that the fighting and bickering is totally not worth what my dad is going through now.  Judgment is not in my equation to judge anyone; I leave that for GOD and his son JESUS to fight all my battles, wars and rumors of wars when it comes to what my bio-family and I feel about any situation that we're faced with.  "My bio-family and extended family journey towards dad's recovery continues." 



"Both Families are asking everyone for prayer (whomever see this post) worldwide.  We will appreciate everyone and we will acknowledge everyone prayers to the family in heart, mind, body and soul."