Preserve What Is Instantaneous

Book 138

Ephesians 5:25 - 33 - 25. Husbands, love your wives, even as Christ also loved the church, and gave himself for it. 26. That he might sanctify and cleanse it with the washing of water by the word. 27. That he might present it to himself a glorious church , not having spot, or wrinkle, or any such thing; but that it should be holy and without blemish. 28. So ought men to love their wives as their own bodies. He that loveth his wife loveth himself. 29. For no man ever yet hated his own flesh; but nourisheth and cherisheth it, even as the LORD the church. 30. For we are members of his body, of his flesh, and of his bones. 31. For this cause shall a man leave his father and mother, and shall be joined unto his wife, and they two shall be one flesh. 32. This is a great mystery: but I speak concerning Christ and the church. 33. Nevertheless let every one of you in particular so love his wife even as himself; and the wife see that she reverence her husband. 

What is so instantaneous is the love we have in each other. I love the way it sounds, even when I say it, or pronounce it in one single syllable. I feel most trusting with the way he makes me feel. I'm not afraid anymore when it comes to his now...slightly jealous streak. He told me that his jealousy was for me, because of the way that he loved me unconditionally.

That's pretty much understandable! What is to be allowed is to only do what I want to do without him always knowing what I'm going to do, so as long as I tell him, or inform him of my daily routine, or activities. That's all he wants...to know that I'm going to be alright throughout the day. I can always live with that, because of my unconditional love for him. That's all that matters to me, and to him knowing that I'm always going to be okay whatever I do, or where ever I go. I understand now what he meant by just informing him so that he doesn't worry about me so much.

The hardest thing for me is being distance apart. We can feel each other like we're in the same room. It's a feeling that can't be explained...only that we know we're in each other's imagination, if only for a brief moment until we meet someday. Our timeline seems to grow longer and longer...putting months and months between my travel towards him miles and miles away. I'm so longing to be with him, so that we can share the unconditional love we have for one another. That's a dream I know will come very true to me.

We are truly meant for one another! Truly.

My Disclosed Revelation

Book 137

Isaiah 26:3 - 3. Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on thee because he trusteth in thee. 

John 14:27 - 27. Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid. 

John 16:33 - 33. These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world. 

I find myself in an imaginable state. I start to wonder about my life sometimes; where it's going to lead, or how it's going to turn out for me in order to take it into the future. Not everyday is promised, but...I'm going to live one day at a time, as to where GOD sees fit for me to continue on. Somewhere in my mind, thoughts of my FATHER seem to occur to me almost instantly. No matter where I am, or what I do, thoughts of him seem to over take my entire imagination.

It will never be the same without my FATHER'S presents. I've learned to deal with what is hard for me to forget. I've totally settled that in my mind, just before I started to go crazy about the things I can't change. I don't want to consistently wallow in what was once was. I needed to carry on with my life as I see it.

When I look in a mirror, sometimes I see myself slightly unhappy, even if it's for a brief moment. My image faltered. It appeared to me as disfigured and unbalanced. If only I can find that smile somewhere within my disfigured and unbalanced face, I know I would feel better about moving on from my past and grief. And I have!

The image I see in the mirror has completely sharpened its contrast. I now see myself smiling more than I have ever smile. It's not so hard to do when a person like myself turn a frown into a vibrant smiley face. I don't want to keep wallowing in grief, nor my past. I want to keep on moving with all of the good memories disclosed I have of my FATHER. They are all I have to hold onto.

GOD'S Grace is free

Book 136

John 3:16 - 16. For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.

Romans 6:1 - 2 - 1. What shall we say then? Shall we continue in sin, that grace may abound. 2. GOD forbid, how shall we that are dead to sin, live any longer therein? 

Acts 20:28 - 28. Take heed therefore unto yourselves, and to all the flock, over the which the Holy Ghost hath made you overseers, to feed the church of GOD , which he hath purchased with his own blood

Romans 5:8 - 8. But GOD commendeth his love towards us, in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.


"GOD grace is free!" There is no charge when it comes to praising him. It's totally priceless. Contrary to what some believe, grace does not make sinful acts not sinful. Grace is not a license to sin.

Grace justifies sinners...not their sons! Grace does not make lying, adultery, fornication, greediness any less sinful. Grace brings potential for forgiveness to those under this sentence of death. I find myself more forgiving that anything in this whole world. I see now that I forgave my ex aunt for what she did to my FATHER, I can continue to move on with my life without any regrets.

Grace brings me hope and prosperity, and more love than I ever imagine, without haste, nor hate for my ex aunt. I now feel at peace with myself, my mind, body and soul. I can go on as far as the horizon and never look back on the past. I'd rather look towards the future as far as I can withstand the distance it brings. I know I'll survive the long journey with love and happiness.

What's Love Got To Do With It When It Comes To Control

Book 135

Psalms 37:4 - 4. Delight thyself also in the LORD; and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart.

1 Corinthians 10:13 - 13. There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but GOD is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it.

John 14:27 - 27. Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid. 

Proverbs 5:18 - 19 - 18. Let thy fountain be blessed: and rejoice with the wife of thy youth. 19. Let her be as the loving hind and pleasant roe; let her breasts satisfy thee at all times; and be thou ravished always with her love

Proverbs 18:22 - 22. Whoso findeth a wife, findeth a good thing, and obtaineth favour of the LORD.

 Matthew 19:5 - 5. And said, for this cause shall a man leave father and mother, and shall cleave to his wife: and they twain shall be one flesh




I found myself in love once again, but...in a different angle I see fit to present to the public. I feel this man is different from my past relationship from my son's father. He wants a forever relationship,  marriage, and a baby to fit the bill. How can I compete with that...when I'm part of the plan? It's no game when I have a man that seem to love me only for myself and to love me totally unconditionally. But the problem is that I found that he's a bit jealous!

That in itself kind of bother me. I really have an issue when it comes to a man being a bit jealous, because anything and everything can lead to something I'm not willing to go through in my lifetime. I find myself in communication with him on the subject. The results are continuous. I keep asking my him why is he so jealous of me to a point that he watches me in what I do, what I say, or how I say it. He's says to me, its because...I love you so much.

I find it obvious that I'm a bit scared of him because of his jealous streak, but not totally confused about what I'm getting myself into with him. Then he says, "I promise I want hurt you in anyway, shape, or form. I promise to GOD...I want hurt you, hinder you, abuse you physically, mentally, emotionally, or verbally; and I promise I will not lift a finger to hit you." And then I thought...okay...I hear him, but...proving what he said to me must have all the benefits of a sincere and a "total" promise to me that he wouldn't do any of the things that he said he wouldn't do to me. I'm totally holding him completely responsible to his word when it comes to lifting a finger at me! 

When I think again...I don't want to be a prisoner in my relationship with this man, no matter what he said to me. All I know...he better mean what he say, and he better mean what he do to accommodate his promise to me as a whole. I know my options...and I'm going to way them with my best judgment that I can give myself. I'm going to say this though, "He's not at all a bad person, but...we're just starting out our relationship on a positive note. All I can do is pray for the best and I'll keep everyone updated.

I'm going to watch all the signs! That's what I'm going to do, and be cautious. Don't get me wrong, because...I really do love this man unconditionally.

What Is Righteous Is Walking By Faith

Book 134

Hebrews 11:1 - 3 - 1. Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen. 2. For by it the elders obtained a good report. 3. Though faith we understand that the worlds were framed by the word of GOD, so that things which are seen we're not made of things which do appear. 



First and far most...things that are unseen to man are hard for some to trust and believe. If you can walk down the path of righteousness, you'll find yourself with doubts on either side of that path...only if you walk by faith. There is so much to acknowledge when it comes to having faith beyond anything in this world. I know all too well when it comes dealing with certain situations that kept me within damnation of hell fire.  I had to consistently pray about my indiscretions that could of lead me down that widened path of damnation.

When all seemed lost in the deep wilderness, I found my way clear cut towards the horizon. Then there's that path; the walk of faith. It's where I found peace within myself, and I was never alone, not for a single solitary minute, or micro second. Who's to say that my trust and belief have no boundaries? Walking by my faith gave me the trust and belief that anything GOD and his son JESUS gives you is totally phenomenal and supernatural.

Faith is seen only by trust and belief in GOD and his son JESUS.  What appears to be unseen by some, requires complete measurements to acknowledge how you walk that path. Those doubts are still stumbling blocks along the way. I found myself kicking each and every stumbling block, because...I want to walk that clear path without anything tripping me, or knocking me down and returning me to damnation. What I'm referring to is those who carried my family and I through complete Hades during the time of my FATHER'S illness and demise, I can now hold my head up, smile, and walk away without any haste, dislike, or despair.

I've set all that relex aside, and I'm walking without regrets, but by faith to continue on my journey towards Heaven.

To Give Wisdom For Things That Are Past

Book 133

Proverbs 4:7 - 7. Wisdom is the principal thing; therefore get wisdom and with all thy getting get understanding. 

Ecclesiastes 7:12 - 12. For wisdom is a defence, and money is a defence, but the excellency of knowledge is wisdom giveth life to them that have it. 

1 Corinthians 2:7 - 7. But we speak wisdom of GOD in mysteries, even the hidden wisdom which GOD ordained before the world unto glory. 

1 Corinthians 2:13 - 13. Which things also we speak not the words which means wisdom teacheth, but...which the Holy Ghost teacheth comparing spiritual things with spiritual. 



I didn't follow suite posting on FATHER'S Day, because I didn't want to give some son story about how I felt about my FATHER being gone. I guess I wanted to provide my readers with a cheerful and positive post; to bring just a little bit of happiness. I find myself more happier than I've ever been these past few months. No negative emotions, or negative words to say about anyone, not even about my ex aunt's. I find myself proud to the fact that I can finally put old rellex behind me and move on with my life.

I'm getting ready to start my own social club called Socialites. It's bringing together people who I feel will be an awesome match for what I'm looking for. Prominent...well known to society in order to bring more stamina, and financial means to promote greater things to happen in a social club. I hope my idea for this social club works out to be more conglomerate, than myself put together. I find myself more excited than I could ever imagine about my new social club.

There is work to be done and I must get started on my new fliers and a little word of mouth to acknowledge my social club existence. I think I would give it eight months, or more to get everything in order according to officers I need to bring into action: Secretary, Financial Advisor, Manager, Chaplain, and a Events Coordinator. My twin sister is already Vice President, and I am Founder and President. Success is the key and I'm determined to make my social club a very successful one. A positive attitude and a positive atmosphere is what I need to get over the loss of my FATHER.

I know I'll be okay. It comes to show that anything can be possible in order to come to terms with your past. I think I'm doing awesome with that, I'm happy to say. But...one thing I know that I'll always have good memories of my FATHER, no matter what.

Thank You For Your Support In The Three Year Anniversary Of Author Terri Celestine Brunson

Book 132 - Special Edition Post - It's Been Three Years -

Romans 12:18 - If it be possible, as much a lieth in you, live peaceable with all men. 

I would like to thank everyone for their support in bringing my blog site Author Terri Celestine Brunson to it's conglomerate and blossoming success. It's been quite a pleasure to be loved for what I do in bringing to everyone worldwide heart felt and heart breaking stories that would capture those he read and take my stories to heart. It's been three years since I started this blog site in memory of my FATHER, Wesley Brunson Sr.  Author Terri Celestine Brunson also covers the extreme extent of what my family and I went through with the main source of our hell and the havoc and chaos, my ex aunt, Minnie Lou Wright. She...who virtually claimed Power of Attorney over my FATHER'S health and his life against my immediate family in her quest to rack devious power over my immediate family and I in order to gain control of his life, his possessions and most definitely, his finances.

Another party who were specifically involved in this hell and the havoc and chaos, I choose not to mention her in order to keep her totally anonymous for particular reasons I don't really care to discuss.  But...all that is over now! I don't care to discuss it anymore. It brings me to this point of letting what happen to my immediate family and I go, and I'm striving to let it go, and forgive those who caused us so much hell and total havoc and chaos. What I want is to finally receive my blessings from GOD and his son JESUS for forgiving those who deceived my family and I in the worst possible way to the point of our total silence.

I feel it's better that way to keep the peace! A nod here and there when I see my ex aunt Minnie Lou and the other one who cause my family and I despair, and is only right to "Kill their kindness with their weakness" and display it with smiles of joy, happiness and glory. What I'm saying to everyone who supported me throughout the success of my blog site Author Terri Celestine Brunson is...thank you very much for making three years of my blog site what it is today. I really appreciate it!

Nonanonymous

Book 131

Genesis 26:29 - 26. That thou wilt do us no hurt, as we have not touched the, and as we have done unto the nothing but good, and have sent the away in peace; thou art now the blessed of the LORD.

Sometimes I find myself anonymous to a point; I just want to be officially noticed by someone who will more than likely give a hang about what I think or feel. It's been hard on me most of the time getting myself out there to be promoted...well known...more than likely, prominent. Where I'm I going with this? We'll...let me elaborate!  I'm not all a people person, but...I'm trying to start a social club, which will be potentially prominent to most.

Only the best will be a part of my social club; if only they know GOD and his son JESUS with all of their heart, mind, body and soul. That's a must! There will be times when social gatherings, events or just hanging out with one another; going out for brunch will be part of the main source of conversation. I just got to find a way to persuade the people in  becoming a part of something I truly and officially believe in. It's just my people skills are totally an anonymous problem that I must see my way out of being unnoticed.

Who's to say that I should stay anonymous, or if I may decide to come out of shell as I see fit? I must take those baby steps into reality and crack my shell at it's full extent of nonanonymous. My social club most definitely need to see the light of day, and I must find it in my power to gain the right to promote and build it up the best of my knowledge. Why am I trying to build my social club? Here's why.

I'm trying to build my social club, "Socialites" in memory of my FATHER. No more old rubbish, old relex, or old garbage will be allowed, and is stricken to be prohibited in becoming a part of what will be part of my healing process. I founded Socialites so that I can invite those who know GOD and his son JESUS and that  they will be well known to my situation and all that I've been through since my FATHER'S death. It's a healing process I acknowledged earlier in my post. I don't want to be 'nonanonymous' in my endeavors to bring the people into my social club, but...with the will to crack my shell to the fullest to bring them in with respect, honesty, faith, belief and trust.

That's all what matters to me!