Live Laugh Love Life

Book 61

John 3:16 - 16.  For GOD so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. 

Psalms 37:4 - 4. Delight theyself also in the LORD; and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart. 

John 10:10 - 10. The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.

Living for the future is a spiritual blessing my family and I will choose to live our lives to the fullest. We're getting ready for a cruise to the Key West, Florida, the Grand Caymans, and Cozumel, Mexico this fall coming on October 23, my mother Ruth's birthday. "What a cool birthday present for my mother! My immediate family are totally excited. I know my son Zachary and I can't wait until that blessed day to arrive.

My sister-in-law Neyome is back home in Hatton, Sri Lanka tending to business and having evening attire made for (the women in our immediate family) to wear on our fall cruise when we go out for dinner that evening on the first day of our cruise. I know my immediate family and I can't wait until she come back home to America.  I know my brother Wesley Jr. especially misses his wife Neyome and can't wait until she's home again here in America. My GOD and his son JESUS...I'm so happy about life and I can't begin to thank you enough for allowing my family and I to live just one day at a time that you've given to all of us each day we live life to the fullest. Continued...ignoring those who chooses to keep making our lives their own, because we have no time for ignorance, dramatic spasms, and controversy that will continue to bring us down.

Living for every moment that GOD and his son JESUS gives us was everyday that wasn't promised to us by their awesome will. My family and I are thankful that we can Laugh about the things in life that keeps us smiling everyday without any haste from those who choose to try and make us as miserable as they are with their life without smiles and joy. Loving life is beyond all means of living for the future. My family and I will enjoy planning our cruises in many years to come, if its the will of GOD and his son JESUS.  Who wouldn't want to be happy with that?

GOD and his son JESUS has been very good to my immediate family and I...I would like to treasure that as spiritual blessing for infinity.  I will continue to get down on these hurt, aching, neuropathy filled bending knees to thank my pilots for everything they've done for me especially.  I finally can have peace in my life after the death of my father, Wesley Brunson Sr. and move on with living, laughing and loving life. I pray for guidance and comfort knowing that my father is in the hands of my pilots. He's happy living laughing and loving life in Heaven.

No more worries here! I can continue to say, "Thank You GOD and your son JESUS for allowing my immediate family to live without haste and without unhappiness from our past almost eight months before war almost claimed it's victory over the horizon. Victory was GOD and his son JESUS! Vengeance was theirs to begin with. No holds barred with unhappiness any more.

Living, Laughing and Loving is part of my family's vocabulary now! My family and I are going to keep planning for the future, our cruises and any other trips we may be taking if its the will of GOD and his son JESUS. No more extended family woes who choose to keep giving us grief with their indiscretions and fake love. They all know who they are. My immediate family and I still have .5% of our extended who still gives us their love in many ways.

Jealousy Is Not An Option

Book 60

Ecclesiates 3:1-8 - 1. To every thing there is a season, and time to every purpose under the heaven: 2. A time to be born, and time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted; 3. A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up; 4. A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance; 5. A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing; 6. A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away; 7. A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak; 8. A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.

1 Samuel 26: 23-24 - 23. The LORD render to every man his righteousness and his faithfulness: for the LORD delivered thee into my hand to day, but I would not stretch forth mine hand against the LORD's anointed. 24. And behold, as thy life was much set by this day in mine eyes, so let my life be much set by in the eyes of the LORD, and let him deliver me out of all tribulation.

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Father GOD in the name of your son JESUS; I have so much I want to pray about. I know that you both are my pilots. I can come to you both anytime of day, the hour of every minute, for every second down to the micro second that I can converse with you both about. "What a farce my family and I are dealing with." Satan and his imps are trying to surround my immediate family's good will to live without haste against those who want to see us suffer life as it comes at us."

So many complaints! So many obstacles are being placed in our paths in cycles to destroy us. But almighty GOD and his son JESUS! "We know that Satan and his imps are liars." They are rebuked in the mighty names of GOD and his son JESUS.

It seems as though we got people in our lives (some ex family members on both sides) that can't stand to see us live life with love surrounded by people who really and deeply care and love us unconditionally. They can't stand that my immediate family and I hang out together all the time (travel, throw parties, socialize and have a wonderful time) together with out a hint of jealously in the mix. "I can't help if my immediate family and I have it like that!" I know that the people in our circle need to get a life and live it as abundantly and spiritually as they possibly can without worrying about what my immediate family and I are doing 24/7.  Our business is mutual and we don't have time for ignorance, spying on us, dramatic spasms, controversy, and people who don't want to be happy with themselves and live life to fullest.

"I think my mortal FATHER would've wanted his blood family to be happy while he lives in Heaven with the Angels." I can rest assure that my immediate family and I will accommodate his wishes as everyday passes in the mighty name of my pilots. Oh my GOD and your son JESUS! I pray for peace, prosperity and perseverance for my immediate family and I to live without people trying to bring haste to our lives and bring us down to their levels of ignorance, dramatic spasms, controversy and conniption fits, because they are not happy with their lives and that they don't have a life to live and enjoy with GOD and his son JESUS first in charge. No more worries about what people may think of my immediate family and I anymore.

My immediate family and I are moving on with new beginnings. GOD and his son JESUS are directing and guiding our paths of life. No more extreme blockage that clots our path of righteousness. I pray that our arteries of faith are kept clear for every step we take towards living life to the fullest, loving every moment that life brings us...laughing, smiling, praying and enjoying life continues to go on in the mighty name of GOD and his son JESUS. Move those stumbling blocks out of our paths, because I rebuke them in the mighty name of my pilots.

Jealousy in this still not an option when there is nothing to be jealous about.

Closing A Family Chapter With A Conscience

Book 59

Matthew 6:14 -15 - 14. For if ye forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you:  15. But if ye forgive not men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses. 

Psalms 41:7 - 7. All that hate me whisper together against me: against me do they devise my hurt.


2 Corinthians 1:4 - 4. Who comforteth us in all our tribulation, that we may be able to comfort them which are in any trouble, by the comfort wherewith we ourselves are comforted of GOD. 

Mark 11:25 - 25. And when ye stand praying, forgive, if ye have ought against any: that your Father also which is in heaven may forgive you your trespasses. 

Luke 6:27 - 27. But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you




My immediate family and I have decided to close the chapter of our lives with most of my father's extended family members. We still have a few we'd like to stay in contact with whenever we see them on the street, or in a store, or where ever that may be, my immediate family will never hold a grudge against those who supported us from day one before and after my father's death. Nevertheless...we will not continue to hold a grudge against those who hurt us throughout my father's illness and after his death. It's wrong and my immediate family have a conscience to do so. We will then let go what was once was, is then now, and will not remain a canker sore in our futures.

"For me personally...its better not to have anything to do with those who 'ultimately' hurt my father, my immediate family, and myself." I feel that I can more better heal the gash in my heart from the trauma of my father's death if I have no contact, or a reminder of bad memories.  My immediate family and I chose to forgive in the name of GOD and his son JESUS, but never forget the chaos, the havoc, the lies, the hurt, the indiscretions of those who choose to rushed my Father in his casket. There is nothing else either of us can do about anything but pray. My immediate family and I have given all our grief, hurt and the Hades we've been through to GOD and his son JESUS. "Vengeance is still in the hands of my pilots on those who caused us grief and pure Hades." We want touch what my pilots can do a better job than all of us can ever fathom.

My father is in the hands of GOD and his son JESUS. "In paradise!" I'm going to always be happy with knowing that. I know that its time to let go the past; live in the present, and walking into the future with a clear head and conscience. I'm so sorry this post was so short, but I need to heal and move on. Maybe...just maybe I can have a little peace.

Forever Scarred

Book 58

Acts 10:38 - 38. How GOD anointed Jesus of Nazareth with the Holy Ghost and with power: who went about doing good, and healing all that were oppressed of the devil; for GOD was with him.

1 Corinthians 12:9 - 9. To another faith by the same Spirit; to another the gifts of healing by the same Spirit.

Colossians 4:8 - 8. Whom I have sent unto you for the same purpose, that he might know your estate, and comfort your hearts.

It was better for me to forgive my ex aunt Minnie Lou for what she has put my family and myself through with her Power of Attorney over (what he says it was for my father's health and finance) it was over my father's life as I saw it along with my father's illness until his death (she was murdering him) slowly. Never forgetting my father's last words to me "She's killing me" before he slipped into a coma a day later. I have a conscience to live without regrets, knowing that I was completely there for my father through thick and thin before, during and after his death. Still...GOD has his vengeance against those who caused my immediate family grief and my ex aunt...the center of it all. "The Nucleus", of course. 

It doesn't hurt to write about my feelings and calling those out who caused my father, my family and I grief. I'm pretty much dealing with my grief in many ways. The reality of my father's death, I'm still trying to come to terms. That is a very hard thing to do! My twin sister Sherri and I finally put away our father's obituary.

We had to in order for our hearts to at lease start healing. Maybe I can say...it's time really start living. "Our father is gone to glory!" Sherri and I need to finally come to terms with our father's death. We pray for guidance, strength and comfort every single day.

The thought of everything that has happen still remains, but will always haunt my immediate family and I for the rest of our natural mortal lives. I can't help the fact I can't stop talking, or forget about deceptions black cloud that my ex aunt has pillowed over my immediate family and my head. GOD and his son JESUS is phenomenal when it comes to healing and comforting those who've have been through life's challenge and complete Hades. I will keep praying for my ex aunt and those who follow in her deception. It makes me a better person, a forgiving person in the eyes of GOD and his son JESUS.

The next chapter in my life is keeping it right with GOD and his JESUS. Keeping dark evil spirits and the ghosts away from me. Moving on with life without negatives to drag me or my immediate family down. If it takes overlooking what, who, or what was once was...then I'm fine with that. My immediate family are fine with the results.

Vengeance is still GOD and his son JESUS in the matter of my ex aunt and those who helped and participated in her fortress. My immediate family and I can still sleep good at night knowing that. GOD and his son JESUS is always...always good all the time. Rest in Heaven FATHER! Your family and I will always love you unconditionally and for infinity.

The Nucleus

Book 57

Synopsis: My post is about revealing the "center" of destruction that revolved around my immediate family and its bad memory that continues to haunt us. When I think about how my immediate family was treated by this nucleus, "I think of the book of Proverbs, the entire chapter one", I choose to continue to write about my feelings so I could be completely understood when I think about my ex. aunt and what she did to my immediate family over a year ago. I choose to not disclose her name because I don't want nothing more to do with her ever, or to know her. I'd rather not have her part of my life, because its the only way I could heal completely from my father's death. It is also the way my immediate family feel too! All though...everything was forgiven in order for my family and I to move on with life without my father in the mist of our mortal lives.  

Proverbs 1:33 - 1. The Proverbs of Solomon the son of David, King of Israel  2. To know wisdom and instruction; to perceive the words of understanding 3. To receive the instruction of wisdom, justice, and judgment, and equity 4. To give subtilty to the simple, to the young man knowledge and discretion. 5. A wise man will hear,m and will increase learning; and a man of understanding shall attain unto wise counsels. 6. To understand a proverb, and the interpretation; the words of the wise, and their dark sayings. 7. To fear of the LORD is the beginning of knowledge: but fools despise wisdom and instruction. 8. My son, hear the instruction of they father, and forsake not the law of thy mother. 9. For they shall be an ornament of grace unto thy head and chains about thy neck. 10. My son, if sinners entice thee, consent thou not. 11. If they say, Come with us, let us lay wait for blood, let us lurk privily for the innocent without cause. 12. Let us swallow them up alive as the grave; and whole, as those that go down into the pit. 13. We shall find all the precious substance, we shall fill our houses with spoil. 14. Cast in they lot among us; let us all have one purse. 15. My son, walk not thou in the way with them. refrain thy foot from their path. 16. For their feet run to evil, and make haste to shed blood. 17. Surely in vain the net is spread in the sight of any bird. 18. And they lay wait for their own blood; they lurk privily for their own lives. 19. So are the ways of every one that is greedy of gain; which taketh away the life of the owners thereof. 20. Wisdom crieth without; she uttereth her voice in the streets. 21. She crieth in the chief place of concourse, in the openings of the gate: in the city she uttereth her words saying. 22. How long, ye simple ones, will ye love simplicity? And the scorners delight in their scorning, and fools hate knowledge? 23. Turn you at my reproof; Behold, I will pour out my spirit unto you, I will make known my words unto you. 24. Because I have called, and ye refused; I have stretched out my hand, and no man regarded. 25. But ye have set at nought all my counsel, and would none of my reproof. 26. I also will laugh at your calamity; I will mock when you fear cometh. 27. When you fear cometh as desolation, and your destruction cometh as a whirlwind; when distress and anguish cometh upon you. 28.Then shall they call upon me, but I will not answer; they shall seek me early, but they shall not find me. 29. For that they hated knowledge, and did not choose the fear of the LORD. 30. They would none of my counsel: they despised all my reproof. 31. There fore shall they eat of the fruit of their own way, and be filled with their own devices. 32. For the turning away of the simple shall slay them, and the prosperity of fools shall destroy them. 33. For whoso hearkeneth unto me shall dwell, and shall safety, and shall be quiet from fear of evil. 

When I think about the nucleus, I think about a compact bundle of subatomic particles of protons electrically charged and neutrons (the neutral) that surrounds it. My immediate family are the neutrons and protons. Everyone else are the electrons electrically charged quantized in a destructive atomic atom, the 'center' point of that destruction caused by her evil presents that haunts my immediate family and I until thus day. Nothing more I could do about it now. I can't help but write about my feelings at my darkest hour. 

Its the only way I could heal old gashes. My FATHER remains constantly on my mind every single day of my life for almost seven months after his death. My twin sister and I are totally the electrically charged protons still grieving from our father death and the bad memories that comes along with it. But...vengeance is GOD and his son JESUS. I will not continue to interfere with my pilots works. Karma will continue to meet my ex aunts fate provided by GOD and his son JESUS if she continues to be the center of attention. 

As living witnesses to her fortress, I can't forget how my ex aunt put my immediate family and I and unfortunately, my father through complete Hades to prove her point. She took control of a situation that wasn't hers, or her place to control my immediate family responsibility to be the caretakers of my father's health, finance and well being. She used that "power" to her advantage to do her evil works. She did what she wanted to make my immediate family suffer during the time of my father's illness, until his death, and during his bereavement no matter what the cost of her ignorance. "It definitely cost my father his life in the process". 

It will always be personal for me and my immediate family! There is nothing; I mean nothing my ex aunt could do to fix, or change what she has done to make everything right. The damage is done forever! My immediate family and I has closed a chapter of our lives in a burnt offering of dismissal (my ex aunt) and I know one day, my old gash will heal and all is forgotten. I want to be a neutron once again...neutral as heck! 

I know I have a long way to go with the help of GOD and his son JESUS to continue to provide me and my immediate family the comfort we need to continue to heal from bad memories and to move on with life.

"Anniversary"

Book 56

1 Corinthians 5:13 - 13. But them that are without GOD judgeth. Therefore put away from among yourselves that wicked person. 

Psalms 101:4 - 4. A froward heart shall depart from me: I will not know a wicked person

Proverbs 24:8 - 8. He that deviseth to do evil shall be called mischievous person

When I sit here everyday for 365 days, dreading the very day this awful fate my immediate family and I were faced with over "one year ago" to thus day, I find myself very angry...unbalanced...plagued with fury. The only thing I could do is to start praying for comfort, guidance and strength from GOD and his son JESUS for my hurt, my fury and my grief, and to pray for the desolate one who started all of my immediate family's grief in the first place. All has been forgiven in my heart! I couldn't go on with life if I didn't, but...I will never forget as long as I live after finding out that my father Wesley Brunson Sr. was admitted into the hospital on June 22, 2016 without his immediate family's knowledge. What makes me more angry about that day was when my immediate family and I weren't told about my father being admitted into the hospital until a week later on the 29th of June 2016.

My father could of had his family close to him during his time of need. It would of made a difference in my father life to have his immediate family there near and close to him when he was admitted to the hospital. But...Lucifer had to get in the way of everything according to my father. From that point, all Hades broke loose. Then power reigned her fury against my immediate family because there was something to gain from taking control where it didn't belong in the first place...especially since we were a "live" family present in my father's life. I choose to continue to leave this fate towards the "desolate" one who started this whole business with gaining power over a live family's patriarch to GOD and his son JESUS.

Karma is something else when there are reaping that still needs to be sown. Vengeance is still GOD and his son JESUS to fight battles that are hard to win. I know my family and I can sleep well at night knowing that we didn't do anything wrong to deserve what has happen to us over a year ago thus day. I've seen what GOD and his son JESUS can do since my father's passing six months ago. I'm not going to boast or laugh about what fate has awaited the desolate one thus far. I'm going to continue to pray for comfort, guidance, strength and to add...patience that the gash in my heart will finally heal its fresh wound.

My immediate family will some day try to get over (which I doubt) the devastation of what happened when I first found out about the "Power of Attorney my ex aunt took over my fathers life before we could get a meeting with hospital administrators, mangers and supervisors about my fathers health. In other words...my immediate family and I would still have a close family without no problems whatsoever had my ex aunt wouldn't of interfered in the first place with my fathers health and his life.

Happy Father's Day Our Mortal FATHER In Heaven

Book 55

Wesley Brunson Sr.
Sunrise: February 19, 1950  -  Sunset: December 4, 2016

Genesis 47:12 - 12. And Joseph nourished his FATHER, and his brethren, and all of his household with bread, according to their families. 

First of all...I would like to say to my FATHER who is in the hands of our GOD and his son JESUS, "Happy Father's Day in Heaven". God and his son JESUS knows that I miss my FATHER from the moon and back. GOD and his son JESUS knows that I can't thank them and my FATHER enough for giving my twin sister Sherri, my brother Wesley Jr. and myself for our mortal life. What I'd give if I could say, "Hello...how are you Popski, glad to see you". To hear voice, listen to him tell his extremely funny jokes and the looks he gave when told those funny jokes. His extremely crazy laugh that would keep everyone rolling on the ground and their stomach hurting with tears of joy, because his laugh was totally unique and it was so crazy. 

What I would give just to see him smile again.  Sit with him and chat with him about anything. Eating his awesome barbecue, savoring every tasteful drop. My immediate family and I will always cherish each and every memory my FATHER left us to carry in our hearts for infinity. For many who still have your FATHER, please...by all means, cherish him, care for him, spend as much time with him as possible, don't wait...just do everything with him. Most of all...love him unconditionally with every ounce you have in your mind, body and soul, because once he's gone, the luxury of his presents is gone; you will experience what my immediate family and I experience the extreme heartache, the extreme pain, and the extreme grief living life without him upon this earth when all you see is an empty chair and no mortal presents of him whatsoever. 

It's too late for my immediate family and I to have and continue to experience life with FATHER mortally. He's in our hearts, minds and souls in spirit. But...it's never too late in the name of our GOD and his son JESUS for the world who still have their FATHER. Put your arms around him, hold him tight. Give him a kiss on the cheek, or shake his hand. Most of all...tell him you love him unconditionally with all of your might. He's just as important as the MOTHER when she bore and carry a child, consistently caring for us 24/7, working his hands to the bone with the sweat of his brow and tired after a long day when he come home to his family.

Tell your FATHER, happy Father's Day and really mean it from the bottom of your heart. My immediate family and I don't have that luxury 'anymore' to kiss and hug my FATHER, laugh with him, have fun with him, but...we can tell him, "Happy Father's Day in Heaven and that we love him unconditionally with all of our might infinity. 

Longsuffering - Virtue Of Patience

Book 54 - Special Edition Post

Longsuffering - Often misunderstood. It means we have patience; we can endure in trying circumstance, it is actually a very important and powerful aspect. We can continue with a quiet and steady perseverance (stay happy even when you're under trial) with diligence. It doesn't mean we should suffer! But...my family and I did for six months prior to my FATHER Wesley Brunson Sr. death. 


Galatians 5:22 - 23 - Be the fruit of the spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, 23. Meekness, temperance: against such there is no law. 



We (immediate family) were tempted to lose patience with this someone; then we thought how patient GOD and his son JESUS was with us all the time. What my immediate family endured throughout the six month period of my FATHER Wesley Brunson Sr, life, his illness until his death; others would have given up and let Satan use them to an extent of no return. My family and I didn't succumb with Satan's force of gravity. We stepped back and gave our problems with this ex family member to GOD and his son JESUS so that they can continue with their vengeance towards 'her' and those who partake and participated with her in vengeance against my immediate family with my FATHER'S life attached to the issue. Thus day...our tempers are more controlled bearing the provocation from the loss of my FATHER on December 4, 2016 and his last words to us without continued complaints, loss of temper and irritation.

My immediate family forgave, but...we will never ever in our lifetime forget what happened almost one year ago when my FATHER was admitted into the hospital on June 22, 2016, one week after my immediate family and I were finally told my FATHER was admitted into the hospital. So I repeat, "When a person, or a family members like my immediate family has been through a lot of Hades, extensive turmoil, deception, mortal trials and tribulations, the most 'common sense' thing to do is to 'forgive' the one who started and caused the internal damage for infinity with her Power of Attorney on my FATHER'S life (I don't care if it was for health, financial, or just a general Power of Attorney nonetheless...it was underhandedly done on my FATHER'S life) so that my immediate 'live' family and I can continue to move on with virtue and with patience." And at the end of that deception brought against my FATHER unfortunately, my immediate family and I will be met with hope followed by happiness at the end when it's all said and done. "It's all in the hands of GOD and his son JESUS!" It's over with now.

My FATHER is the hands of GOD and his son JESUS in Heaven without pain, without tears, without deception and without the grasp from those who deceived and stole from him (my father admitted to) while he was alive and breathing on this earth. I've admitted to some things in my recent posts that I had regrets to, but I can say...there was nothing that my immediate family and I did, or have done reared no fault of ours when wrong was done to us during a thirty plus year stretch and the remaining six months of my FATHER'S life. My family and I stood back and let what happen...happen until there were no more my FATHER could do and where his happiness were when he was on the outside from his immediate family's mist. We loved him more than infinity to let him go and run himself out what he wanted to do with his life while in the world and what he went through to obtain his happiness until he became disabled, burned out, alone before he became ill and got his soul saved again. We prayed for my FATHER while he was out and about doing what he wanted while we (his immediate family) continued our unconditional love for him.

My immediate family waited a very long time on my FATHER to return fully so that we could give our lives to take care of him when he became ill and until his death. Furthermore...there is nothing more to say, or to envy, or to beat up anyone when vengeance is GOD and his son JESUS. My immediate family and I got tired! We went through a very long period of long suffering. Patience is our virtue to live quietly and steadily with perseverance diligently.

My immediate family and I will continue to pray for this ex family member and her family and those who partakes and participated which is known as deception and indiscretion against my family. "This is all anyone can do!" GOD and his son JESUS, prayer, faith, trust, hope, strength and understanding is the answer towards all healing of mortal deep gashes, mild cuts, scrapes, mental damage and the emotional stress that my immediate family and I went through almost a year ago. We don't want no more interference from what once was, and is now, and what to avoid to keep our lives blessed, guided, comforted by GOD and his son JESUS and happy throughout the course of our days for infinity. My immediate family and I chose to stay away from people and things that will bring harm to our mortal beings.