One Year Ago

Book 73 - Special Edition Memorandum Post - Wesley Brunson Sr.

Wesley Brunson Sr.

February 19, 1950  ~  December 4, 2016

1 Thessalonians 4:9 - 11 - 9. For GOD hath not appointed us to wrath, but to obtain salvation by our LORD JESUS Christ,  10. Who died for us, that whether we wake or sleep, we should live together with him.  11. Wherefore comfort yourselves together, and edify one another, even as also ye do.

Jeremiah 8:18 - 18. When I would comfort myself against sorrow, my heart is faint in me. 







Synopsis: Anyone who read this post, its based on true facts in a chain of events that happened on the day my FATHER died. My post may shock those who read it. Everything posted here is the truth as I wrote it. I'm not going to sugarcoat the truth no matter what anyone says about me or my immediate family. If anyone takes offense to what I wrote here, then I'm sorry! I want everyone worldwide to know the Hades my immediate family and I went through after my FATHER died and the extreme hurt we all suffered, so that my actions could continuously be understood.







When I thought I was fully over the fact that my FATHER isn't here no more. The tears keep coming, no matter what do to prevent them, or how I feel to fight them away. I remember the chain of events that occurred on the day of December 3rd (last year...2016) when I received the call on my cell phone. At that time...I was in the City of Lakeland when I got the call about my FATHER and that I was told he was about to leave this world. I remembered at that brief moment I felt a numbness in my body as I sped towards the Polk Expressway about 90 miles per hour before coming to the toll.

I had the State of Florida Sun pass prepaid toll, so I didn't need to stop for anything, but only to get to my FATHER as fast as I can. Nonetheless...no more than fifteen minutes driving time, I was pulling up into the front yard of my FATHER'S house. I walked into the house where I was met by my immediate family and the hospice nurse caring for my FATHER. I saw that she was administering morphine into my FATHER to keep as comfortable as possible without pain.

My heart fell when I saw my FATHER in his weakened condition. I never in my whole life saw my FATHER down and out of the equation. I went up to him and laid my head next to his. I was in a severe emotional state at that particular moment. I starting praying. I didn't question GOD and his son JESUS of their works and why my FATHER was about to journey to glory.

About thirty minutes prior to my arrival that day, my twin sister Sherri and her husband Lorenzo arrived at our FATHER'S house soon afterwards. Sherri was still in her ball dress from a company banquet she and Lorenzo attended. Sherri and Lorenzo enter into the room with the rest of our immediate family, and the hospice nurse. The atmosphere was very peaceful. Not one ounce of evil was present inside my FATHER'S room. I was very grateful for that.

Minnie Lou wasn't present inside the room while my immediate family and I had our private moment "finally" with my FATHER for once since her interference and her so called Power of Attorney on my FATHER'S life (instead of residing at home with her husband Sam and her two daughters Lousondra and Sherese where she was extremely needed the most) since his illness. It meant the world to my immediate family and I not to have that kind of interference lurking in the hallways and into my FATHER'S room. Hours pasted...no response from my FATHER. I knew that his body was shutting down. I turned away from my FATHER went out of his room for a brief moment and started crying.

After a while I came back into my FATHER'S room. I observed my FATHER and his weakened condition. His breathing was very shallow. I couldn't fathom the thought, it could be any time before my FATHER passes away. My immediate family and I just looked, I felt weakened my emotion.

I continued to stay at my FATHER'S side with one of my arms around his chest and the other touching the top of his head. All I could think of was that my FATHER receiving his wings of glory no matter how much it hurt me to see him fading away. There's not a day I don't think about what Minnie Lou did to my immediate family and the Hades she put us all through for six months that her immediate family probably didn't know about, while I watch my FATHER being administered more morphine from his hospice nurse for his comfort. During that moment, there were visitors back and forth, coming and going, in and out of my FATHER'S room.

I decided to move aside so that everyone who visited can see my FATHER and visit with him.  Sherri came on the other side of our FATHER'S hospital bed and waited for everyone to come in and visit him before she could have a chance to place her arms around our FATHER for comfort.  One of my FATHER'S visitors was his best friend in the world.  William (Wee Wee) Smith Sr.I remember seeing him cry briefly as he leaned over my FATHER'S bed.

I never seen a man cry as much as he did.  I didn't want Mr. William to be too upset, because I know that he suffered a stroke over a year before.  And then again...I figured his emotions couldn't be helped, because he and my FATHER were the best of friends. I for one...didn't want cry in front of my FATHER, because I knew in my heart he could hear while he was in his comatose stage.  I decided to leave my FATHER'S room for a brief moment so that I could cry out my deepest emotions.

Sherri followed behind me, because couldn't take not shedding a few buckets of tears herself. Hours had passed. Everyone had came and went. My immediate family and I had our privacy with my FATHER back again. It was after midnight.

There was straight silence after that. Sherri, my brother Wesley and my sister in law Neyome started to communicate with the hospice nurse. To keep our minds off the fact that my FATHER was fading away, she started talking about her family. I found that listening to the hospice nurse about her family life was a total relief from my potential grief until almost three o'clock that morning. Sherri and I were very tired after a whole day of visitors and spending our private time with our FATHER.

Sherri, my son Zachary and I decided we should turn in for just a couple of hours. We all over slept. Sherri and I were awakened at six o'clock that morning to find that our FATHER died exactly an hour before our brother Wesley Jr. came to wake us up. Sherri and I got up with tears in our eyes as we walked towards our FATHER'S room only to see his lifeless body partially on his side with the oxygen tubes still inside of his nose, his mouth partially opened. The hospice nurse removed the oxygen tubes from my FATHER'S nose. Sherri and I stood on each side of our FATHER, hugged him (as we were shielding him with our arms clenched together surrounding his chest)we  kissed him and laid our heads on each side of his face.

Sherri and I were in total shock nonetheless. Our FATHER had crossed over into glory. He earned his wings of glory five o'clock that morning. Sherri and I were told that our FATHER passed away peacefully. No more hurting; no more crying; no more being drugged and lied to by Minnie Lou about his immediate family. Wesley Jr. called our FATHER'S immediate family to the house to gather and view his body.

Afterwords...all Hades broke loose. Minnie Lou thought she still had the Power of Attorney over my FATHER'S life after his death to do as she please over my his "live" immediate family. She decided what funeral home she herself wanted to place my FATHER in. I thought I seen red. Without reason, or thinking about what I was doing, I went crazy! I went outside.

I remembered my aunt Curline called out for someone to go after me before I met up with Minnie Lou on the outside of my FATHER'S house. Before I knew it...I was in Minnie Lou's face standing only a few inches from her body with my left hand behind on the back of her neck. I started squeezing it slightly. "I decided I wanted to place my FATHER at Coney's funeral home where my uncle Carl had knew the family that owned it." All of a sudden...Sherese...Minnie Lou's youngest  daughter ran up to me and begged me not to choke her mother as everyone (including her father) were looking on.

She stood like a complete statue with the most evil look on her face and staring at me with the darkest of eyes. It was the same look I saw when Minnie Lou threatened security on myself and Sherri to be thrown out of the hospital, because we forgot to put on a gown and gloves (that we never saw in our FATHER'S hospital room) before entering for a visit.  At the time...we didn't know our FATHER had mercer after she placed him in several nursing homes (in which my immediate family and I were against) thanks to Minnie Lou.  My cousin Tammika just grabbed me, hugged me and consoled me as I cried fiercely in her arms.

I saw at that particular moment, Minnie Lou went back into the house. Before I knew it...I looked around and saw the undertakers backing in towards the back of my FATHER'S house. I saw the undertakers take a gurney with a body bag on top of it.  My body was weakened with extreme emotion. I cried uncontrollably.

Minutes later from the time the undertakers arrived, I saw everyone exiting the house with looks that would kill a tick one hundred times over. I didn't know what happened, or why everyone had a look that will kill a tick one hundred times over. I found out months later what the frowns were all about. Sherri, our mother Ruth, and our aunt Curline told me that her sister (Minnie Lou) had told everyone in the house get out of the way of the undertakers, so that they can retrieve my FATHER. I found out while the undertakers tried to get into my FATHER'S room to place him inside the body bag and onto the gurney to remove him. I found that everyone didn't move fast enough for Minnie Lou like she still had Power of Attorney and that she was still in charge, even after my FATHER'S death.

"She called everyone in the house who didn't move fast enough for her a dunce." I saw red again! And I was thanking GOD and his son JESUS I wasn't in the house to hear her call everyone in the house a dunce. My emotions were extremely and totally out of control. Had she called me a dunce. I would of fought her with all of my might without letting up on my feelings from everything that she has done to my immediate family, myself, and the Hades she put us through assuming Power of Attorney over our 'live' family responsibilities to care for my FATHER, and also from my FATHER'S demise.

I decided at that brief moment to let GOD and his son JESUS vengeance on that score. I looked over and saw that the undertakers had placed my father in the back of their truck. I wanted to see my FATHER for the last time before the undertakers were to take him to the funeral home. They opened the back of their truck. I saw the body bag my FATHER was in.

I touched his feet. I knew from the moment on that my FATHER was gone. His death became an official reality and I screamed out on the top of my lungs in extreme grief and pain. My cousin Tammika and Catisha took me by my arms and lead me into the house. We stood inside the beauty shop he had built years ago for his mother (my grand mother) Lou Bertha and Minnie Lou where they consoled me in my grief.

At that brief moment...I wanted to go home. I didn't want to be there at my FATHER'S house with Minnie Lou anymore. Sherri was prepared to drive my car, because I wasn't able, or had the strength enough to drive my own car. I sat in the back of my own car. From there I watch the undertakers drive off with my FATHER'S lifeless body in tow.

From that point...I knew that my life would never be the same again. My rage from everything that has happened to my immediate family and myself was the beginning. GOD and his son vengeance was theirs on Minnie Lou and anyone who shared her evil doings against my immediate family and my FATHER.  This present day, I really miss my FATHER so much. It has been one year to thus day sense he left us and I will never in my life forget him.


Wesley Brunson Sr....You are truly loved and missed by your immediate family and others who supported us during your illness and through your bereavement. Rest well in HEAVEN! You've earned your wings of glory. Your family love you always and forever.

Opening Your Eyes To GOD'S Vengeance

Book 72

Ezekiel 25:17 - 17. And I will execute great vengeance upon them with furious rebukes; and they shall know that I am the LORD.

Jeremiah 50:15 - 15. Shout against her round about: she hath given her hand: her foundations are fallen, her walls are thrown down: for it is the vengeance of the LORD: take vengeance upon her; as she hath done, do unto her. 

When I come to think of everything that has happened throughout the past year of my life. My immediate family and I got a message from an out source about the woman I don't claim as my aunt anymore (Minnie Lou), nor do I want anything to do with her, or to know her on account of what she did to my immediate family and especially my FATHER and myself. We were told that she will be having open heart surgery one day before my twin sister Sherri and I turn 48 years old. I told this from an out side source, "It's not a laughing matter with any of my immediate family members when someone is down and out (like when one of my ex aunt's daughter's Lousondra) laughed at me and my immediate family for Father's Day when we didn't have our Patriarch Wesley Brunson Sr.(due to his death) months before to celebrate his life on Father's Day." My immediate family and I 'instead' went into praying mode, because we didn't want anything to happen to Minnie Lou during her during open heart surgery.

Our immediate family wanted her to recover fully, so that she would know who GOD and his son JESUS really are when their vengeance is on her. Our prayers will continue on her part as she recovers in ICU at the hospital she's in. Just to acknowledge, "GOD and his son JESUS isn't through with her yet, because Minnie Lou got a lot to pay off for with reaping the damage she's caused with my immediate family, myself and especially my FATHER." I figure there is nothing wrong with praying for your enemies instead of "seeing" them by sight, because I still don't care to see Minnie Lou after everything she's done and the damage she's caused with my immediate family and myself. I feel a person (like myself) need to keep Minnie Lou closer as I continue to pray for her to recover from her open heart surgery fully and that she's kept whole.

Needless to say, "I find what has happen Minnie Lou no laughing matter" because of what she went through with her heart surgery. What she had, could of killed her and I don't wish anything bad to happen to her. DITTO! My immediate family and I will continue to wait for word on Minnie Lou's recovery. That's all we could do as we (immediate family and I) pray for her.

We're not gullible as her daughter Lousondra were and hers truly, Minnie Lou when it comes to doing evil towards people (my immediate family and my FATHER) in general. From this moment in my post, I heard that Minnie Lou has been released from the hospital that she was in days ago with oxygen intact. I pray for her recovery at home. I'll also leave it at that! I still don't care to see her, nor does my immediate family. I don't see nothing wrong with not wanting to see a person who has cause my family and I all kinds of grief and evil towards us.

Sorry so short! I have nothing more to say for now.....

Our Last Birthday With Our Father

Book 71 - Special Edition Post

John 3:16 - 16. For GOD so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. 

John 16:22 - And ye now therefore have sorrow: but I will see you again, and your heart shall rejoice, and your joy no man taketh from you.

Bold and Italic: Our FATHER (Wesley Brunson Sr.) talking



This is the month (November) where everything was very hectic for my immediate family and I when it came to my FATHER. Sherri and I spent our 47th birthday with our FATHER in the hospital. Our FATHER'S classmate, I think her name was Bernice, I'm not sure, but I believe that was her name. Mother was in attendance. Minnie Lou was as well. Always in the way as usual instead of home with her family when they really needed her the most.

I don't like to keep mentioning her, because it makes me sick to my stomach every time I think about what she did to my FATHER. Knowingly she is the reason why everything was my FATHER. He was in and out of the hospital and miserable, because he really wanted his immediate family to be with him in his time of his illness. This is why I'm venting so much, because my FATHER really needed his immediate family to tend his care alone. Minnie Lou took that away forever.

Let me get back to Sherri and myself spending time and our 47th birthday in the hospital, instead of out on the town. Nothing else was important than being with our FATHER. In his weakened voice and his condition; our FATHER never forgot our birthday. He said, "Happy Birthday." That meant a lot to just hear him say that to us (without knowledge) that Sherri and I would spend our last birthday with our FATHER, before he died.

That was hard to think about knowing that our FATHER may not make it to the next year. He didn't! When I write this post and think about my FATHER, I can't seem to come to reality of his death. The pain is too great...still...after eleven months. Sherri and I have a birthday coming up in six days.

It will be one year on the 21st of this month of November.  It was a blessing for Sherri and I to have spent our 47th birthday with out FATHER. It's still fresh in my mind and is the greatest memory in the world. I will never forget it for as long as I live. GOD is good all the time.

Never Filing Away The Pain

Book 70

Jeremiah 30:23 - 24 - 23. Behold, the whirlwind of the LORD goeth forth with fury, a continuing whirlwind: it shall fail with pain upon the head of the wicked. 24. The fierce anger of the LORDS shall not return until he have done it, and until he have performed the intents of his heart: in the latter days ye shall consider it.





Synopsis:  The main idea of this post is true as my immediate family and I lived it almost a month leading to my FATHER'S death. This not a a post breaking the culprit in this terrifying story down. This post is based on the true actions of the culprit in this post that I'm displaying for the daughter's and the husband of the culprit to understand what really happened behind closed doors that she may have not told her family truthfully, or twisted the facts of what really happened to my FATHER and his immediate family. Those who choose not to believe because of the severity of this post, that fine too. "This is reality!" Everything posted on my blog happened as I told it. This is non fictional facts that needed to be express and told so that my hurt, anger, tears and heartbreak can be understood.








Who knows what life will hold day after day. Every day isn't promised to no one...thus saith the LORD. My struggles continue to grow closer it get to the day my FATHER passed away on December 4th. I can't seem to file away the pressures, the extreme hurt and the pain I continue to endure for every single day my FATHER isn't living on this earth. For my FATHER...its best for him. Yes...I know he isn't in pain any more.

He's not crying, or hurting from his stage four cirrhosis of the liver, his Hepatitis B, his diabetes and other mystery illness Minnie Lou hasn't told my immediate family about (since she claimed Power of Attorney) over my FATHER'S life. He's not being lied to from Minnie Lou in secret about his immediate blood family for the love she claimed we didn't have for my FATHER and not being hurt ever again by the fact that he was taken from his immediate blood family to fully tend his every need.

Then I think about my sister-in-law Neyome. She tried to help 'our' FATHER (with the help of GOD and his son JESUS) with some life saving and healing foods she knew that will help with his failing health, so that he'll get better when walked me down the aisle to my new husband. That's never going to happen for me, because Minnie Lou got in the way of every thing Neyome tried to do for our FATHER when it comes to cooking healthy for his healing process. Our FATHER even ate the Teflon she scraped off and messed up the bottoms of Neyome's brand new pots and pans (using knives and forks) when she cooked him very unhealthy meals. She over loaded the sodium that our FATHER didn't need in his food when she cooked with butter, then adding more salt to the food she cooked and giving our FATHER very large proportions, instead of the mandatory measured proportions the hospital (South Florida Baptist, St Joseph's) dietary wanted our FATHER to have.

If a person would think that's hard to file away, here's another scoop of nonsense put on a dirty rusty plate. I have a video (I didn't know my son Zachary recorded) from the night Minnie Lou came over to my FATHER'S house after an incident at South Florida Baptist, St Joseph's hospital looking for an argument with me. It was a little before midnight, knowing what she came there for. It was really not to check on myself and Neyome, Minnie Lou was looking for an argument with me, because of the fact (at the hospital) I wanted a little time alone time in his room with my FATHER. She couldn't stand the fact that I was in the room alone with my FATHER and at that he might tell me something that I really needed to know and what she was really doing and really saying to him about his immediate family.

That was the conclusion I came to without judging the fact that I caught Minnie Lou one day while entering our FATHER'S hospital room (Sherri...my twin sister and I) saw her whispering something in his ear that we truly believe was against his immediate family. Knowingly she was caught, Minnie Lou left peacefully. Smart move, because I didn't want to cause a scene. My sister and I went in to ask our father what she was whispering in his ear. He never said a word.

There were another instance we could never file away our feelings, nor our pain. It was the night Sherri and I went the hospital (this time at Lakeland Regional Medical Center) at the time our FATHER had contracted mercer (we didn't know about during that time our FATHER had it) from the nursing home Minnie Lou placed him in. We happen to come into his room on the 'M' wing of the hospital. As usual...Minnie Lou was stuffing our FATHER'S face with food. She had on a protective hospital gown and gloves.

Sherri and I didn't think much of any gown and gloves; our thoughts were only for our FATHER. Then all of a sudden, Minnie Lou acted in a belligerent manner that will make anyone upset and totally angry. Who would of thought to put on gloves and a gown before coming into a hospital room  when one's mind isn't locked in on even asking for those particular items when they weren't present in my FATHER'S hospital room at that particular moment? I wish Minnie Lou's daughters were there to witness their mother attitude towards Sherri and myself right over our FATHER'S head. All Hades broke loose because Sherri and I didn't ask for gloves and a gown to put on because of our FATHER'S mercer.

Minnie Lou started to get very loud towards Sherri and myself before threatening security on us to have us thrown out of the hospital (I kid you not for not wearing a gown and gloves for a disease at the time Sherri and I didn't know about) all that right over our FATHER'S head too. She was totally bold and very nasty about the fact that she had Power of Attorney over our FATHER'S life and causing for a scene in our FATHER'S hospital room. Before I knew it, one of the registered nurses came into the room, Minnie Lou went towards the registered nurse alerting her to make my sister and myself leave our FATHER'S hospital room. The registered nurse flagged her hands up into the air as she acknowledged that she didn't want to be touched by Minnie Lou (the fact that I told the registered nurse that she had Power of Attorney over my FATHER'S life) and that she was using against my sister and I to gain more control and be totally nasty about the scene she caused right in front of our FATHER'S face. Sherri and I did end up leaving while apologizing to all the patients for Minnie Lou's actions.

Then a totally appalling evil occurrence happened as Minnie Lou stood in the hallway right in front of the nurses desk consistently threatening security again and again on my sister and I over a gown and gloves. Sherri called her name. That name was Lucifer. I also returned the favor and let Minnie Lou know that her body was racked with pain (in which I always knew she was) and I told her, "GOD isn't done with you yet!" That was my message to her for the scene she caused, because we didn't think about gowns and gloves during the time Sherri and I wanted to see our FATHER. We left it at that for GOD and his son JESUS to handle her with their complete vengeance.

There was a day I remember when this CPA to the registered nurse (black woman) told Sherri and I on our 47th birthday, November 21 while my mother was present told us that Minnie Lou was stuffing my FATHER'S face without pausing between spoonfuls of food. What the CPA told us she didn't like was when Minnie Lou fed my FATHER, she spooned extra spoonfuls of food while my FATHER was trying to finish what he had in his mouth. She also said that it made her mad as heck. I guess from the CPA'S reaction to the Power of Attorney Minnie Lou had over my FATHER'S life. That would make anyone upset, no matter who they are.

There was another episode I could not file away even if I wanted to. There was this instance on the last day of this month of November my FATHER told me he couldn't breathe. I was only a feet away from his face when my FATHER told me in his weaken voice he couldn't breathe. My thought at that particular moment, "I wasn't going to wait on Minnie Lou and her Power of Attorney to instruct and give authority to place oxygen on my FATHER." I had given the order as his daughter to have oxygen given to my FATHER by a registered nurse of whom I found at the desk to be one of his nurses.

Almost thirty-five minutes after the hour of six in the evening (after my aunts Tammy and Curline) came to the hospital (Lakeland Regional Medical Center) to visit with my FATHER (Aunt Curline) brother (Aunt Tammy) brother in law, Minnie Lou showed up questioning why my FATHER had oxygen going through his body. "DUH!" I told her that my FATHER said one foot from my face that he couldn't breathe! I wasn't going to wait for Minnie Lou to give authority for my FATHER to have oxygen put in nose so that he could breathe. She got mad (as I was told) when my twin sister Sherri and I left the hospital.

I asked my sister, "What the heck she getting mad for because I gave the order to have oxygen placed on my FATHER!" The problem was, "I interfered with he authority to place oxygen on my FATHER and should couldn't stand it." So Minnie Lou went on and on (to my aunts) who told me that the oxygen was turned on while the tubes was in my FATHER'S nose. That was a lie! Sherri and I was there when oxygen was placed, given and turned on for our FATHER access and his benefit to breathe air into his lungs.

Our thoughts were (as we we're angered) at the fact that Minnie Lou didn't give the order to have oxygen placed and given to our FATHER, and that I went over her authority. "Who gives a crap about her authority when I had a decision to make according to my FATHER life (when he told me he couldn't breathe) and helping to provide air his lungs to breathe the breath of life?" November 30th will always be a memory and knowingly on that day my FATHER told me in his weaken voice that he couldn't breathe and Minnie Lou had the Gaul to question the oxygen given to my FATHER. I'm never going to forget that for as long as I live. This was why I'm venting my hurt and anger and what Minnie Lou put my FATHER and my immediate family through the last six months of my FATHER'S lie that no one knew behind closed doors with her Power of Attorney. I don't care if her daughter's get upset at the truth of what really happened behind closed doors.

I'm going to express the truth with a vengeance! If the truth hurts, then I'm sorry! I'm not going to let what happen with my FATHER and my immediate family slide when we were all but through pure Hades throughout the last days of my FATHER'S life. I'm going to keep venting until all the truth is out and that I'm understood. "My FATHER isn't here anymore and a lot was taken from me and my immediate family in advanced!" My FATHER had planned to walk me down the aisle at my wedding; that is never going to happen. Ever!

Thanks to Minnie Lou and my FATHER'S last words to me (one and a half of foot) from my face when he told me one day and a half before he went into a coma forever, "Keep Minnie away from me, I didn't want to co!me home from the hospital; she's killing me!"  No matter how much I try to forget, I will not forget, my immediate family will not forget anything that has happened behind closed doors with Minnie Lou that no one have never known about until now as I publicly display the truth as I, my immediate family and my FATHER has lived it this horror in reality. If anyone who choose not the believe what has really happened here, then try living the thought of being in 'HADES' for yourself, but this is not lie and no joke and I'm not laughing either. GOD and his son JESUS will keep prevailing their vengeance for Minnie Lou, Barbara Dixon and anyone else who has lied and taken from my FATHER and his immediate family. I forgive them all, but I will never ever forget this horror for as long as I live.

Removing The Weights Of The Past

Book 69

Proverbs 20:8 - 11 - 8. A king that sitteth in the throne of judgement scattereth away all evil with his eyes. 9. Who can say, I have made my heart clean, I am pure from my sin? 10. Divers weights, and divers measures, both of them are alike abomination to the LORD. 11. Even a child is known by his doings, whether his work be pure, and whether it be right. 

Micah 6:10 - 11 - 10. Are there yet the treasures of wickedness in the house of the wicked, and the scant measure that is abominable? 11. Shall I count them pure with the wicked balances, and with the bag of deceitful weight?








I pray every single day to GOD and his son JESUS  to mend my scarred heart. It's hard sometimes when I have this extremely heavy weight on my shoulders. It feels like my chest caving in and I'm  paying the price for that extremely heavy weight that I've carrying since my father's death. All I ever wanted was answers to questions that's been lingering in my thoughts, in my heart, and in my soul. I want to finally put the magnitude of the Hades my immediate family and I was put through from Minnie Lou to rest.

It wearing on my patience. GOD and his son JESUS...please give me the strength and the patience to let go this miserable farce I can't change even if I wanted to! "December 4 will be one of my roughest days in my life to come."  I want to finally be alright and finally come to reality of my father's death and from all the Hades Minnie Lou put my immediate family, my father and I through behind closed doors that no one...not even her daughter's, or my uncle Sam (her husband) never knew about. Some day...they will too know what really happened behind closed doors was a tragedy.

When a person like myself consistently vent her feelings in public, it's a reason for everything to be expressed from experience. I'm not justifying anything in this post,not my style. I'm stating the real facts of what Hades my family and I been through. My immediate family and I lived through a tragedy no one would of ever believed would of happened, if it were them and they've lived through it. I pray GOD and his son JESUS that no one else will fall victim to anything justifiable for someone assuming Power of Attorney over some one's life without the knowledge, especially over a live family who are more blood biologically to that person than they are.

Only GOD and his son JESUS can give me the strength to move on with life and let the past take it's place to be filed away.  Nothing stays in the past! Minnie Lou's indiscretions will continue to come to past until she confess and apologize for the pure Hades she put my immediate family, my father and I through. And from that point...I will not stop venting until I'm officially understood about my venting in public. Truth is the truth...the facts are the facts...to forgive and not to forget. My reality holds water and I will not waste no time sharing it and venting it.

GOD and his son JESUS vengeance is at the peak. There is nothing wrong with venting, only if the truth prevails and the facts are obvious. My uncle Ron and my twin sister Sherri thought me somethings and there were so much I needed to hear from the both of them so much. I thank GOD and his son JESUS for my uncle Ron and my twin sister Sherri for the uplifting reality check I so desperately needed. I will keep praying to my pilots for strength, understanding, faith, patience, deliverance, trust, belief and hope that my immediate family and I...especially myself will be alright and that I will start living life again...without my father.

Justified

Book 68

Romans 5:1 - 1. Therefore being justified by faith, we have peace with GOD through our LORD JESUS Christ. 

Galatians 2:16 - 16. Knowing that a man is not justified by the works of the law, but by the faith of JESUS Christ, even we have believed in JESUS Christ, that we might be justified by the faith of Christ, and not by the works of the law: for by the works of the law shall no flesh be justified. 

Roman 3:28 - 28. Therefore we conclude that a man is justified by faith without the deeds of the law. 
             4:5 - 5. But to him that worketh not, but believeth on him that justifieth the ungodly, his faith is counted for righteousness. 

2 Corinthians 5:17 - 17. Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new. 

1 John 1:8 - 8. If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us. 

James 2:24 - 24. Ye see then how that by works a man is justified, and not by faith only. 







No one in my immediate family will never know what really happened, or why it really happened, unless I find some one who are willing to step up, stand, and talk in support for my family and  answer questions that I've been looking for before and after my father's death. Answers that are not justifiable without any real cause, and will not bring any flaws in my concerns about what other illnesses my father really had besides (diabetes, cirrhosis stage four, hepatitis B, and of course Mercer) from the two nursing homes (my immediate family would of never placed him in) Minnie Lou helped housed my father. I just want the truth about her evil hidden agenda and why there were so many cracks in her lying for the sake of lying 'caulkin and sealed' about what my father really wanted and needed from his own immediate family revealed.  I will keep venting (GOD and his son JESUS is in charge) about my feelings about Minnie Lou, Barbara Dixon and any body who have put my immediate family and I through Hades. I will finally get those answers that are not justifiable to my questions about my father's real health problems before his demise.

I will not stop venting until I know specifically about what was really going on with my father when he was living (and about when I found out about my father going in and out of the hospital my immediate family and I didn't know about since January of last year that Minnie Lou kept from us, since she acclaimed Power of Attorney over his life) that justified from the real truth. I'm beginning to feel that this unjustly hidden agenda of Minnie Lou was like a cold case waiting to be solved. I'm a detective searching for resources, accumulating results, drafting the facts and looking for more clues in order to solve the case of my father's other unknown illnesses kept secret from his immediate family and I for so long just before we found out later (one week) before he was admitted into Lakeland Regional Medical Center USA.

Justification by faith GOD and his son JESUS will be their ruling in this cold case. Justice will finally be served by faith. I'm willing to wait on that day I really find out what other illness my father had before he was admitted into the hospital and before he died. Then one day I will finally let this rest. Truly I will and I would love for Minnie Lou's daughters to know the real truth of what she did to my immediate family and what she was doing to my father behind closed doors !

Our Father Is With Us In Spirit

Book 67 - Special Edition Post - Remembrance Of Our Father

Wesley Brunson Sr.

February 19, 1950  ~  December 4, 2016
Copyright 2017

Psalms 147:3 - 3. He healeth the broken in heart, and bindeth up their wounds.

Matthew 5:4 - 4. Blessed are they that mourn: for they shall be comforted.

Romans 8:18 - 18. For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us. 

1 Thessalonians 4:13 - 18 -  13. But I would not have you to be ignorant, brethren, concerning them which are asleep, that ye sorrow not, even as others which have no hope. 14. For if we believe that JESUS died and rose again, even so them also which sleep in JESUS will GOD bring with him. 15. For this we say unto you by the word of the LORD, that we which are alive and remain unto the coming of the LORD shall not prevent them which are asleep. 16. For the LORD himself shall descend from Heaven with a shout, with the voice of the archangel, and with the trump of GOD: and the dead in Christ shall rise first. 17. Then we which are alive and remain shall be caught up together with them in the clouds, to meet the LORD in the air: and so shall we ever be with the LORD. 18. Wherefore comfort one another with these words. 

Ecclesiastes 3:4 - 4. A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance.

There is not a day my twin sister Sherri and I don't think of our father Wesley Brunson Sr. It seems as though we think of him more everyday than the rest of our immediate family. Don't get me wrong here! Our mother Ruth Ann think of him all the time...we know this for sure. My brother Wesley and his wife (our sister in law) Neyome think of him too. In my heart...I don't think they think of our father as much as my Sherri and I do.

It's been over ten months...four days to this date after our father's death and there is not a single day we don't vent, or think, or hear our father's voice when we talk about him, or smell his awesome barbecue. It's hard to believe that he's no longer here with us to make us smile, laugh out loud, and listen to his crazy jokes, and to absorb his extremely funny facial experessions in our thoughts. I guess reality still hasn't set in for Sherri and myself. We pray everyday for comfort, guidance and understanding and trust that GOD and his son JESUS will continue to help us with our extreme grief. With that said...we will continue to present our state of minds about how we feel about our father being deceased and the woman behind his death. Our feelings are mutual in private and mostly in public,  so that everyone will know how we really feel about what has happen leading up to our father's death and the woman behind his death.

I guess our grief will have to no time limit and we did learn to forgive, but we will never forget. "We are totally scarred for life!"All Sherri and I can do is pray and ask GOD and his son JESUS to help us with our extreme grief, our extreme hurt and with our anger. I wish all of our hurt could go away just because. As I said in my post, "Grief has no time limit."

As I said in my post, "Sherri and I will continue to vent if help us to find a little comfort to cope more with our father's death. There was a day when Sherri and I both had what I call a bad patch. We talked about our father for hours like he was still with us in his mortal body. We cried out, we comforted one another, then we caught ourselves in a moment that we thought we were coming to reality with our father's death. Then I said, "Our father is with us in spirit; he's not here in our presents anymore." Then we said instantaneously, "I miss our father so much" at the same time.

At that particular moment...we thought we were coming to terms with our father death, but we knew in our hearts there was nothing we could do to bring him back to us ever. We knew that he is in HEAVEN. He's not in pain from his sister Minnie Lou drugging him, hurting him and seeing the pain on his face when she rigorously turned him while cleaning him, talking to him in secret against his immediate family, lying to him about his immediate family, and seeing him crying when he really needed his immediate family there with him 'only' during his illness with visits from his siblings of course...and not being selfish about it either. "Remembering that day when I was wiping away his tears as he cried in my arms while I was taking care of him, because he wanted and needed his immediate family there with him only." I will never forget that day for as long as I live.

Sherri will not forget either. Yes...our father cried in front of us and his immediate family, because he wanted us there with him! That time has past and it still brings anger and it haunts me till this day. Sherri and I still talk about that toucher. We pray...we will continue to give it GOD and his son JESUS in their vengeance against Minnie Lou Wright and Barbara Dixon for the forever deep gash they have place on our immediate family. Sherri and I will not stop venting when it comes to our father Wesley Brunson Sr.. I want everyone in the world to see the truth, if all of you who wasn't there to live through the lies, the hurt, the evil presents. Our father was everything to Sherri and I and we will never forget him, or stop thinking and venting about him. Ever!

We All Need To Be Ready For GOD And His Son Jesus

Book 66

Matthew 24:14 - 14. And this gospel of the kingdom shall be preached in all the world for a witness unto all nations; and then shall the end come. 


Matthew 24:36 - 44 - 36. But of that day and hour knoweth no man, no not the angels of Heaven, but my Father only. 37. But as the days of Noe were, so shall also the coming of the son of man be. 38. For as in the days that were before the flood they were eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage, until the day that Noe entered into the ark. 39. And knew not until the flood came, and took them all away; so shall also the coming of the son of man be. 40. Then shall two be in the field; the one shall be taken, and the other left. 41. Two women shall be grinding at the mill; the one shall be taken, and the other left. 42. Watch therefore: for ye know not what hour your LORD doth come. 43. But know this, that if the goodman of the house had known in what watch the their would come, he would have watched, and would not have suffered his house to be broken up. 44. Therefore be ye also ready: for in such an hour as ye think not the son of man cometh. 

Revelation 21: 8 - 8. But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whore mongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone; which is the second death. 










Wow! This year has gone by so fast. I think about how much is time winding up until GOD and his son JESUS is coming for their people. Who are the people? The people who lived by their word, people who lived an abundant life worshiping, fellowship, praying and sanctified with the Holy Spirit. I want to be in that first resurrection. That is very important to me indeed. My soul must be saved according to GOD and his son JESUS to be in the Book of Life.

I must be prepared! Will everyone be prepared? I don't know for a fact. What I do know...is that...the path to Heaven would be much narrower than the path to Hades. How easy is it to walk the walk on the narrow path?

The answer is obvious! Walking that narrow path to Heaven takes a lot of work, a lot of faith, a lot of belief, a lot of trust, a lot of living without sin (all of us are not perfect when it comes to living without sin) I know I ask GOD and his son JESUS to forgive me of my sins, and a lot of living (when everyday isn't promised to you) and a lot of love for GOD and his son JESUS to be one of the chosen ones on that path of eternal life. It's hard not to think of what is in store for all of us. But I want my son and myself to be ready for the first resurrection when our pilots come. I got to teach my son what it would be like to live with GOD and his son JESUS.

So...I must get busy with my son and with myself to repent our sins together with understanding.