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Tuesday, November 7, 2017

Never Filing Away The Pain

Book 70











Jeremiah 30:23 - 24 - 23. Behold, the whirlwind of the LORD goeth forth with fury, a continuing whirlwind: it shall fail with pain upon the head of the wicked. 24. The fierce anger of the LORDS shall not return until he have done it, and until he have performed the intents of his heart: in the latter days ye shall consider it.





Synopsis:  The main idea of this post is true as my immediate family and I lived it almost a month leading to my FATHER'S death. This not a a post breaking the culprit in this terrifying story down. This post is based on the true actions of the culprit in this post that I'm displaying for the daughter's and the husband of the culprit to understand what really happened behind closed doors that she may have not told her family truthfully, or twisted the facts of what really happened to my FATHER and his immediate family. Those who choose not to believe because of the severity of this post, that fine too. "This is reality!" Everything posted on my blog happened as I told it. This is non fictional facts that needed to be express and told so that my hurt, anger, tears and heartbreak can be understood.









Who knows what life will hold day after day. Every day isn't promised to no one...thus saith the LORD. My struggles continue to grow closer it get to the day my FATHER passed away on December 4th. I can't seem to file away the pressures, the extreme hurt and the pain I continue to endure for every single day my FATHER isn't living on this earth. For my FATHER...its best for him. Yes...I know he isn't in pain any more.

He's not crying, or hurting from his stage four cirrhosis of the liver, his Hepatitis B, his diabetes and other mystery illness Minnie Lou hasn't told my immediate family about (since she claimed Power of Attorney) over my FATHER'S life. He's not being lied to from Minnie Lou in secret about his immediate blood family for the love she claimed we didn't have for my FATHER and not being hurt ever again by the fact that he was taken from his immediate blood family to fully tend his every need.

Then I think about my sister-in-law Neyome. She tried to help 'our' FATHER (with the help of GOD and his son JESUS) with some life saving and healing foods she knew that will help with his failing health, so that he'll get better when walked me down the aisle to my new husband. That's never going to happen for me, because Minnie Lou got in the way of every thing Neyome tried to do for our FATHER when it comes to cooking healthy for his healing process. Our FATHER even ate the Teflon she scraped off and messed up the bottoms of Neyome's brand new pots and pans (using knives and forks) when she cooked him very unhealthy meals. She over loaded the sodium that our FATHER didn't need in his food when she cooked with butter, then adding more salt to the food she cooked and giving our FATHER very large proportions, instead of the mandatory measured proportions the hospital (South Florida Baptist, St Joseph's) dietary wanted our FATHER to have.

If a person would think that's hard to file away, here's another scoop of nonsense put on a dirty rusty plate. I have a video (I didn't know my son Zachary recorded) from the night Minnie Lou came over to my FATHER'S house after an incident at South Florida Baptist, St Joseph's hospital looking for an argument with me. It was a little before midnight, knowing what she came there for. It was really not to check on myself and Neyome, Minnie Lou was looking for an argument with me, because of the fact (at the hospital) I wanted a little time alone time in his room with my FATHER. She couldn't stand the fact that I was in the room alone with my FATHER and at that he might tell me something that I really needed to know and what she was really doing and really saying to him about his immediate family.

That was the conclusion I came to without judging the fact that I caught Minnie Lou one day while entering our FATHER'S hospital room (Sherri...my twin sister and I) saw her whispering something in his ear that we truly believe was against his immediate family. Knowingly she was caught, Minnie Lou left peacefully. Smart move, because I didn't want to cause a scene. My sister and I went in to ask our father what she was whispering in his ear. He never said a word.

There were another instance we could never file away our feelings, nor our pain. It was the night Sherri and I went the hospital (this time at Lakeland Regional Medical Center) at the time our FATHER had contracted mercer (we didn't know about during that time our FATHER had it) from the nursing home Minnie Lou placed him in. We happen to come into his room on the 'M' wing of the hospital. As usual...Minnie Lou was stuffing our FATHER'S face with food. She had on a protective hospital gown and gloves.

Sherri and I didn't think much of any gown and gloves; our thoughts were only for our FATHER. Then all of a sudden, Minnie Lou acted in a belligerent manner that will make anyone upset and totally angry. Who would of thought to put on gloves and a gown before coming into a hospital room  when one's mind isn't locked in on even asking for those particular items when they weren't present in my FATHER'S hospital room at that particular moment? I wish Minnie Lou's daughters were there to witness their mother attitude towards Sherri and myself right over our FATHER'S head. All Hades broke loose because Sherri and I didn't ask for gloves and a gown to put on because of our FATHER'S mercer.

Minnie Lou started to get very loud towards Sherri and myself before threatening security on us to have us thrown out of the hospital (I kid you not for not wearing a gown and gloves for a disease at the time Sherri and I didn't know about) all that right over our FATHER'S head too. She was totally bold and very nasty about the fact that she had Power of Attorney over our FATHER'S life and causing for a scene in our FATHER'S hospital room. Before I knew it, one of the registered nurses came into the room, Minnie Lou went towards the registered nurse alerting her to make my sister and myself leave our FATHER'S hospital room. The registered nurse flagged her hands up into the air as she acknowledged that she didn't want to be touched by Minnie Lou (the fact that I told the registered nurse that she had Power of Attorney over my FATHER'S life) and that she was using against my sister and I to gain more control and be totally nasty about the scene she caused right in front of our FATHER'S face. Sherri and I did end up leaving while apologizing to all the patients for Minnie Lou's actions.

Then a totally appalling evil occurrence happened as Minnie Lou stood in the hallway right in front of the nurses desk consistently threatening security again and again on my sister and I over a gown and gloves. Sherri called her name. That name was Lucifer. I also returned the favor and let Minnie Lou know that her body was racked with pain (in which I always knew she was) and I told her, "GOD isn't done with you yet!" That was my message to her for the scene she caused, because we didn't think about gowns and gloves during the time Sherri and I wanted to see our FATHER. We left it at that for GOD and his son JESUS to handle her with their complete vengeance.

There was a day I remember when this CPA to the registered nurse (black woman) told Sherri and I on our 47th birthday, November 21 while my mother was present told us that Minnie Lou was stuffing my FATHER'S face without pausing between spoonfuls of food. What the CPA told us she didn't like was when Minnie Lou fed my FATHER, she spooned extra spoonfuls of food while my FATHER was trying to finish what he had in his mouth. She also said that it made her mad as heck. I guess from the CPA'S reaction to the Power of Attorney Minnie Lou had over my FATHER'S life. That would make anyone upset, no matter who they are.

There was another episode I could not file away even if I wanted to. There was this instance on the last day of this month of November my FATHER told me he couldn't breathe. I was only a feet away from his face when my FATHER told me in his weaken voice he couldn't breathe. My thought at that particular moment, "I wasn't going to wait on Minnie Lou and her Power of Attorney to instruct and give authority to place oxygen on my FATHER." I had given the order as his daughter to have oxygen given to my FATHER by a registered nurse of whom I found at the desk to be one of his nurses.

Almost thirty-five minutes after the hour of six in the evening (after my aunts Tammy and Curline) came to the hospital (Lakeland Regional Medical Center) to visit with my FATHER (Aunt Curline) brother (Aunt Tammy) brother in law, Minnie Lou showed up questioning why my FATHER had oxygen going through his body. "DUH!" I told her that my FATHER said one foot from my face that he couldn't breathe! I wasn't going to wait for Minnie Lou to give authority for my FATHER to have oxygen put in nose so that he could breathe. She got mad (as I was told) when my twin sister Sherri and I left the hospital.

I asked my sister, "What the heck she getting mad for because I gave the order to have oxygen placed on my FATHER!" The problem was, "I interfered with he authority to place oxygen on my FATHER and should couldn't stand it." So Minnie Lou went on and on (to my aunts) who told me that the oxygen was turned on while the tubes was in my FATHER'S nose. That was a lie! Sherri and I was there when oxygen was placed, given and turned on for our FATHER access and his benefit to breathe air into his lungs.

Our thoughts were (as we we're angered) at the fact that Minnie Lou didn't give the order to have oxygen placed and given to our FATHER, and that I went over her authority. "Who gives a crap about her authority when I had a decision to make according to my FATHER life (when he told me he couldn't breathe) and helping to provide air his lungs to breathe the breath of life?" November 30th will always be a memory and knowingly on that day my FATHER told me in his weaken voice that he couldn't breathe and Minnie Lou had the Gaul to question the oxygen given to my FATHER. I'm never going to forget that for as long as I live. This was why I'm venting my hurt and anger and what Minnie Lou put my FATHER and my immediate family through the last six months of my FATHER'S lie that no one knew behind closed doors with her Power of Attorney. I don't care if her daughter's get upset at the truth of what really happened behind closed doors.

I'm going to express the truth with a vengeance! If the truth hurts, then I'm sorry! I'm not going to let what happen with my FATHER and my immediate family slide when we were all but through pure Hades throughout the last days of my FATHER'S life. I'm going to keep venting until all the truth is out and that I'm understood. "My FATHER isn't here anymore and a lot was taken from me and my immediate family in advanced!" My FATHER had planned to walk me down the aisle at my wedding; that is never going to happen. Ever!

Thanks to Minnie Lou and my FATHER'S last words to me (one and a half of foot) from my face when he told me one day and a half before he went into a coma forever, "Keep Minnie away from me, I didn't want to co!me home from the hospital; she's killing me!"  No matter how much I try to forget, I will not forget, my immediate family will not forget anything that has happened behind closed doors with Minnie Lou that no one have never known about until now as I publicly display the truth as I, my immediate family and my FATHER has lived it this horror in reality. If anyone who choose not the believe what has really happened here, then try living the thought of being in 'HADES' for yourself, but this is not lie and no joke and I'm not laughing either. GOD and his son JESUS will keep prevailing their vengeance for Minnie Lou, Barbara Dixon and anyone else who has lied and taken from my FATHER and his immediate family. I forgive them all, but I will never ever forget this horror for as long as I live.

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