Building On A New Years Family Tree 2017

Book 23 - Special Edition - This Is Personal For The Sake Of My Father

Wesley Jr. & The Late Wesley Brunson Sr.
Copyright 2016  All Rights Reserved.

Romans 8 - Entire Chapter (1-39) - Free From Indwelling Sin - From Suffering To Glory

1. There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the spirit.  2. For the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus hath made me free from the law of sin and death.  3. For what the law could not do, in that was weak through the flesh, GOD sending his own Son in the likeness of sinful flesh, and for sin condemned sin in the flesh.  4. That the righteousness of the law might be fulfilled in us, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit.  5. For they that are after the flesh do mind the things of the flesh; but they that are after the Spirit the things of the Spirit.  6. For to be carnally minded is death; but to be spiritually minded is life and peace.  7. Because the canal mind is enmity against GOD: for it is not subject to the law of GOD, neither indeed can be.  8. So then they that are in the flesh cannot please GOD.  9. But ye are not in the flesh, but in the Spirit, if so be that the Spirit of GOD dwell in you.  Now if any man have not Spirit of Christ, he is none of this.  10. And if Christ be in you, the body is dead because of sin; but the Spirit is life because of righteousness.  11. But if the Spirit  of him that is raised up Jesus from the dead dwell in you, he that raised up Christ from the dead shall also quicken your mortal bodies by his Spirit that dwelleth in you.  12. Therefore, brethren, we are debtors, not to the flesh, to live after the flesh.  13. For if ye live after the flesh, ye shall die; but if ye through the Spirit do mortify the deeds of the body, ye shall live.  14. For as many as are led by the Spirit of GOD, they are the sons of GOD.  15. For ye have not received the spirit of bondage again to fear; but ye have received the Spirit of adoption, whereby we cry, Ab-ab Father.  16. The Spirit itself beareth witness with our spirit, that we are the children of GOD.  17. And if children, then heirs; heirs of GOD, and joint-heirs with Christ; if so be that we suffer with him, that we may be also glorified together.  18. For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us.  19. For the earnest expectation of the creature waiteth for the manifestation of the sons of GOD.  20. For the creature was made subject to vanity, not willingly, but by reason of him who hath subjected the same in hope.  21. Because the creature itself also shall be delivered from the bondage of corruption into the glorious liberty of the children of GOD.  22. For we know that the whole creation groaneth and travaileth in pain together until now.  23. And not only they, but ourselves also, which have the first-fruits of the Spirit, even we ourselves groan within ourselves, waiting for the adoption to wit the redemption of our body.  24. For we are saved by hope; but hope that is seen is not hope: for what a man seeth, why doth he yet hope for?  25. But if we hope for that we see not, then do we with patience wait for it.  26. Likewise the Spirit also helpeth our infirmities: for we knoe not what we should pray for as we ought: but the Spirit itself maketh intercession for us with groanings which cannot be uttered.  27. And he that searcheth the hearts  knoweth what is the mind of the Spiri, because he maketh intercession for the saints according to the will of GOD.  28. And we know that all things work together for good to them that love GOD, to them who are the called according to his purpose.  29. For whom he did foreknow, he also did predestinate to be conformed to the image of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brethren.  30. Moreover whom he did predestinate them he also called; and whom he called, them he also justified; and whom he justified them he also glorified.  31. What shall we then say to these things? If GOD be for us, who can be against us?  32. He that spared not his own Son, but delivered him up for us all, how shall he not with him also freely give us all things?  33. Who shall lay any thing to the charge of GOD's elect?  It us GOD that justifieth.  34. Who is he that condemneth? It is Christ that died, yea rather that is risen again, who is even at the right hand of GOD, who also maketh intercession for us.  35. Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword?  36. As it is written, FOR THY SAKE WE ARE KILLED ALL THE DAY LONG; WE ARE ACCOUNTED AS SHEEP FOR THE SLAUGHTER.  37. Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us.  38. For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come.  39. Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of GOD, which is Christ Jesus our LORD.




This one is for you, "Husband, Father, Grandfather, Great-Grandfather RIP Wesley Brunson Sr."

"I don't know!" I can't help the way I feel about how things went in 2016,  What a hellish year it was for my immediate family.  GOD and his son JESUS know I hated to say the word "hellish" in one sentence, but look at the concept in which conspiracy reared it's ugly head.    You know the saying when the devil works night and day to bring sorrow, unhappiness, hurt, grief to those who are his main targets of his evil works?  Let me answer that.  GOD and his son JESUS is good all the time! 2017 belongs in the eyes of the beholders in this madness.  My pilots are masters of fighting wars that are hard to win mortally.  There is nothing my family and I would do to get in the way of our pilots works.  Nothing!  We're so tired of being "bamboozled" into thinking that someones power means something in the year of 2017.  What ever is and was back then is no more!  "Get it!"  GOD is still fighting this "old cold war" that ended back in 2016.  Its time for my family and I to move on with life and leave those "old clothes" behind; healing old wounds, so that we can start building on our new family tree of 2017.  I'm letting it known worldwide that GOD and his son JESUS will be the starting those beautiful "righteous" leaves, strengthening the stem and branches with joy for our new family tree.  "Our new family tree leaves will be greener than ever!" It will be filled with life, love, laughter, comfort, hope, faith, purity, strength, perseverance, prayer, peace and the future for my family and I to move on with a new life to look forward to in the eyes of the beholder.  "Dad will also be that heavenly stem and branches that helps uphold our new family tree together mortally."  No more yellow leaves fallen by the way side on our new family tree!  Nothing evil will surpass it's beauty my family and I are building on with the help of GOD and his son JESUS.  By saying that it brings me to think in the matter of building my family's new tree that time is way too short to keep moving on like we have all the time in the world to keep sparking up surprises to throw back at someone in order to bring more pain, anguish and grief to those who want to have good hearts, minds, bodies and souls through out the New Year, if all lives are spared by our pilots.  Doing wrong unto others will never get anyone anywhere, but unto the direction of Hades.   From my immediate family and I..to our extended family who gave love, happiness, and support:  To those who are my immediate family's new leaves on our family tree, "We will not forget you and the support you gave our throughout the entire time my family and I were in despair, grief, pain, hurt, tears, heartbreak and unhappiness during the patriarch's of our family illness and unto his untimely death."  We thank you for everything you all have done for my immediate family and more and then some.  Your blessings GOD and his son JESUS will come in bushel baskets and tons for your great works and support for our family.  We will never for get you all for that.  Ever!  GOD and your son JESUS...I thank you for my new family tree and my new family still growing with the new arrival...maybe this month, or next month...adding that extra new leaf to my family's new family tree.   To our FATHER: Your immediate family hope an pray that you can finally RIP Husband, Father, Grandfather and Great Grandfather Wesley Brunson Sr. after this old cold war is fought and won from our pilots (GOD and his son JESUS).


Our Family is asking everyone for prayer (whomever see this post) worldwide.  We will appreciate everyone and we will acknowledge everyone prayers to the family in heart, mind, body and soul."

Infinity - Our Invisible Family Tree

Book 22

Acts: 3:25 - You are sons of the prophets and of the covenant which GOD made with our fathers saying to Abraham, "And in your seed all the families of the earth shall be blessed."



Caution: The content of my post speaks a tone of volumes about my feelings towards some of my extended family members.  I'm still trying to basically understand where (My mother, my twin sister, my brother and his wife Neyome and even Zachary) went wrong.  I think I know some of the answers...then again...I'm just guessing nonetheless. What I'm trying to figure, is the whole concept of some of my extended family's actions towards my mother, twin sister, my brother and his wife, my son and I before and since my father's death nearly a month ago.  "Where in the 'SAM Hades' did this unwanted attitude, dramatic mayhem, spasms, havoc and chaos come from?"  Maybe...and  I say...just maybe I will have an answer once I'm done writing. Then again...maybe I want!  For everyone visiting...If I seem to complain about what I'm disclosing to everyone worldwide in my post...please don't judge me!  My mother Ruth, my twin sister Sherri, my brother Wesley and his wife Neyome, even my son Zachary and I went through a lot, especially my siblings and I most of our lives.  How we felt growing up in a family who seem to forget what was important to us in our lives growing up was, "The essence of a Family!"  I for one and my immediate family chose to give up on some of our extended family members when my dad's eyes closed for infinity.

Wesley Brunson Jr. &  RIP Wesley Brunson Sr.
Copyright 2016   All Rights Reserved.

What more can I say about some of my extended family who seemed to have forgotten where they started in life before they had any value in life, "Their roots!"  I find it very sad that ignorance, extreme dramatic mayhem, spasms, havoc and chaos has gotten the best of some of my extended family. For my twin sister Sherri, my brother Wesley Jr. and his wife Neyome, my mother Ruth, my son Zachary and I...the members of that extended family has been "out" rated.  I felt my immediate family and I have been lied to for many years when it comes to having a real family to gather around, go to events, spend quality time and all the holidays with. "I don't understand the real concept of what went wrong with some of my extended family before and after my dad's death," There was a moment in my life when I remember going out to my grandmother Bertha's grave site.  I had a deep feeling come over me all the while I stood there over her grave. I said during that brief moment, "My grandmother Bertha was not rested and I thought, "My father and my aunt Celestine is not rested!" My first thought was that my father, grandmother and aunt will never rest in their graves until some of my extended family members settle their ignorant past without redemption towards healing all wounds between both extended and my immediate family instead of being thrown on the other side of the horizon and forgotten to a certain extent of non existence.  I know I don't have the time or the patience to try and keep up with people I don't really know that much about anymore and are willing to forget about, since the Patriarch (Dad) is now deceased.  I know for a fact that the people I knew as some of my extended family members are sparing no expense acting as they are truly the Joneses.  They are truly doing a incredible job at it too, if you ask me!  The one thing in my protocol I'm not considering is that when it comes to my immediate family, there is nothing to be jealous about in a sense when it comes to some of my extended family who are still ignorant to the fact of pushing away other extended family members and my immediate family who only wanted more than to bond as a "whole" family once again...is now no more infinity.  "What was so bad about wanting to build on a brittle and broken family tree?"  There was a memory I will never forget (that still hurts me until this day) before I close this post.  I remember some time ago I did a (Go Fund Me) project for my autistic son Zachary,  I really needed the help with expenses for my sons "Neuro" therapy.  Each session of Zach's therapy would of cost me (and that's one of the best Neuro doctors in the City of Lakeland at the time of residence) $650.00 each session, including insurance already paid.  I wanted my son Zachary to receive therapy before his problems and my problems with dealing with autism got worse.  So...I decided to advertise my sons Go Fund Me project on Facebook, Twitter, and other social media sites.  "I thank GOD for receiving just $30.00 within a 5 month period I had my sons Go Fund Me project up and running (before I decided it was no more use to keep it alive and running) So...I decided to remove my sons Go Fund Me project from all social media sites.  I thank GOD and his son JESUS for my aunt Johanna and a woman from Texas for donating to my son Zachary Go Fund Me project.  I even donated myself.  No one else, not even from my extended family on "either side" donated to my sons Go Fund Me project.  "It was sad to think that no one seemed to care about my son, especially from family."  My son Zachary's problem with his Autism has gotten worse all the way around and I still can't afford to pay for his neuro therapy.  "I know GOD and his son JESUS got something in store for my son Zachary.  He will to finally receive Neuro therapy he so desperately need in so that he will be able to live a normal life. I'm very patient.  I know GOD will provide for Zachary.  From that point, I decided that enough is enough with at least some of my extended family.  I thought, "Why continue wasting time on a some of  my extended family members who forgot where they came before they had anything in valuable in life; who took my immediate family through Hades and back and Hades again and again for the past six months during and after my father's death?"  I'm done completely!  I'm focusing on my immediate family, even if it's without the patriarch of our family,  "That is all that matters to me now!"  I would not change it for the world. Even though, I'm still trying to come to reality that dad is gone from this earth.  There is so much more I want to say about my immediate and some of my extended family's broken family tree, but I still don't have all the answers completely to continue this post.  "So I was right!"  "I still don't have all the answers I need to determine why everything went so wrong with both family's,  All I can think of and totally see so far in this matter is "greed" and more greed.  That's all there is to the matter of this brittle and broken family tree.  There are no more concepts!  I think I'll give this entire issue to GOD and his son JESUS almighty." My immediate family and I are so tired of the concept of being tired of being sick and tired of everything that has escalated during the past six months before and after my dads's death.  We just want to move on with life from the ignorance, dramatic mayhem, spasms, havoc and the chaos.  I think what is best to say is that my immediate family and I are going to start building on for (ourselves including the extended family members who has supported my immediate family from day one) our bruised, no name, broken family tree...restoring its brittle broken branches and its yellow leaves back to it's full blossom and glory without the extended family members who has brought us tears, pain, redemption, scandalous mayhem, heartbreak and my dad's death earlier than he had to leave (even though it was GOD and his son JESUS will to take dad even though the concept) sense day one. You know...I'm glad my dad isn't suffering on this earth anymore. He's gone through a whole lot...more than anyone know.  I thought...why shouldn't dad rest now? That is what counts in my heart.  RIP daddy...you deserve it!  Your immediate family is now building on that family tree we wish you could always be a part of infinity.

"Our Family is asking everyone for prayer (whomever see this post) worldwide.  We will appreciate everyone and we will acknowledge everyone prayers to the family in heart, mind, body and soul."

Open Discussion: If GOD And His Son JESUS Spare Your Life, What Would You Change About Your Life In The New Year 2017

Book 21 - Open Discussion Post - Special Edition

Coffee Talk: Open Discussion     Copyright 2016   All Rights Reserved. 

This special edition post is for everyone who would like to share their New Years 2017 resolutions "if GOD and his son JESUS spare life for everyone to see the New Year 2017" with me. This page is for everyone to visit.  Please everyone...take advantage of this page.  Thanks!  GOD and his son JESUS bless everyone.

Merry Christmas From Author: Terri Celestine Brunson

Book 20

 

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year🎅🎄🎁  I'm pleased to share this wonderful time of year, acknowledging Christ. I find myself celebrating Christmas in a different way this year.  As everyone know in my earlier posts, I lost my dad earlier this month.  I thought I was going crazy the morning my dad died.  As of now...I give all my joy to GOD and his son JESUS for giving my family and the privilege to know, love, and to enjoy my father for just a brief moment.  That's all of my life.  Here's a saying, "If you have lost a 'mother', you feel like you lost your world."  That rules applied.  He is as important as the mother.  He helped produce you into existence.  My twin sister and I decided to visit our father on Christmas Day.

Author: Terri Celestine Brunson  standing the grave of Wesley Brunson  Sr. (Father) Copyright 2016   All Rights Reserved.

Sherri Celestine Brunson-Mitchell standing at the grave of Wesley Brunson Sr. (Father) Copyright 2016  All Rights Reserved.

Grave Site of  Mr. Wesley Brunson Sr.   Copyright 2016   All rights Reserved.

When a person lose the most important man (like the mother) ultimately into infinity, you also lose your world too. Cherish your father everyone...while you have him there in your life and presents! My family and I can always tell dad we love him, but...we can never touch, get close, spend holidays, have dinner with, or just spend mortal quality time doing crazy things and listening to him laugh with that crazy laugh.  His famous authentic barbecue...our family will miss. "I could smell it now while I pot."  Enjoy your father everyone.  He is totally special and a very important part of the equation while you're here. Merry Christmas everyone.  It's okay to cry, it's okay to have memories.  My family and I will never ever forget daddy for as long as we live.  #GOD and you son #JESUS keep my family and I in comfort always.



"My Family are asking everyone for prayer (whomever see this post) worldwide."  We will appreciate everyone and we will acknowledge everyone prayers to the family in heart, mind, body and soul."

"End Of An Era" Our Patriarch Has Gone To Glory

Book 19 - Special Edition Post


*This Post Is For My Daddy's Immediate Bio-Family.

Sunrise: 02/19/1950 - Sunset: 12/04/2016
Our Father Wesley Brunson Sr.
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Who will be able to understand the magnitude of losing a parent?  Only those who been there and know how it feels to lose a loved one...especially a wonderful man like my father, Wesley Brunson Sr..  I tell you the truth...I haven't came to reality of losing my father, not quite yet!  "I don't think I ever will!"  It's too dramatic for me to bare!  Especially everything he went through and tried to tell me and my siblings during the moments leading to his death, a day before he slipped into a deep coma.  So many trials and tribulations had altered my life and the lives of my immediate family during and after my father's death.  It will take a lifetime (infinity) for us to forget all the arguments, frustrations, disagreements, tears, battles, wars, rumor of wars and scandalous under handed activities that impacted our lives for the past six months.  It has not been easy for me to deal with or fathom losing my father...nonetheless for my immediate family.  What's hard for me to believe is that this unfounded and unnecessary war continues between my father's siblings and my immediate family almost one week after his burial this coming weekend.  I will never ever understand why that is!  What I do understand is that GOD and his son JESUS continues to fight all of my immediate family's pain, tears, heartbreak, battles, wars and rumor of wars no matter what is being done to us "underhandedly" at this very moment as I post, or unto others who have been affected by this negative, evil and scandalous activity done in order to continue to destroy my immediate family and some of the members of my extended family.  "Vengeance is GOD's and his son JESUS!"  No our (my immediate family and I) business to fight a war that GOD and his son JESUS can fight without flaws, but with flawless grace, honor and with pubic victory.  My feelings are mutual!  "The ultimate sacrifice of the most 'important man in my life' has changed me and the way I feel about anyone who helped putting him in a casket."  It's now personal for me!  He is gone from my family and I forever and he isn't never coming back to us.  I do forgive...but will never ever forget for as long as I live.  I know that I will keep praying, having faith and trusting in GOD and his son JESUS to help me with my heart and the way I feel about not being able to touch my father ever again; nor kiss that bump that he has on his head; nor have him to walk me down the aisle the day of my wedding day; nor have another Father's Day and any other holiday with him; nor talk about his feelings and sharing bushel baskets full of memories with him in private ever again, and watching him with love eat his Honey Maid cookies ever again in our mortal lifetime.  "It's an end of an era!"  For my immediate family...the Brunson name for us is complete.  My immediate family and I would like thank some of our extended family members who were there for us with their support throughout my father's illness until and after his death.  "My immediate family and I will always appreciate them very much."


To The Ungodly and Unjust - GOD's Righteous Judgment

Romans 1:18-32 
18: For the wrath if GOD is revealed in HEAVEN against all ungodliness and unrighteousness of men who hold the truth in unrighteousness.  19: Because that which may be known of GOD is manifest in them; for GOD hath shewed it unto them.  20: For the invisible things of him from the creation of the world are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made, even in his eternal power and Godhead; so that they are without excuse.  21: Because that, when they knew GOD, they glorified him not as GOD, neither were thankful; but became vain in their imaginations, and their foolish heart was darkened.  22: Professing themselves to be wise, they became fools.  23: And changed the glory of the uncorruptible GOD into a image made like to corruptible man and to birds and four footed beasts and creeping things.  24: Wherefore GOD also gave them up to uncleanness through the lusts of their own hearts, to dishonour their own bodies between themselves.  25: Who changed the truth of GOD into a lie, and worshipped and served the creature more than the creator who is blessed forever.  Amen.  26: For this cause GOD gave them up unto vile affections: for even their women did change the natural use into that which is against nature.  27: And likewise also the men, leaving the natural use of a woman burned in their lust one toward another; men with men working that which is unseemly, and receiving in themselves that recompence of their error which was meet.  28: And even as they did not like to retain GOD in their knowledge, GOD gave them over to a reprobate mind, to do those things which are not convenient;  29: Being filled with all the unrighteousness, fornication, wickedness, covetousness, maliciousness; full of envy, murder debate, deceit, malignity; whisperers, 30: Backbiters, haters of GOD despiteful, proud boasters, inventors of evil things, disobedient to parents,  31: Without understanding , covenant breakers, without natural affection, implacable, unmerciful:  32: Who knowing the judgment of GOD, that they which commit such things are worthy of death, not only do the same , but have pleasure in them that do them.


To My Father:

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Your immediate family will never forget you for as long as we live. We will never forget that funny and crazy laugh, your wonderful, funny and crazy life and the stories you use to tell us about growing up and joking about everything before you became ill.  The best of the best...your tasty, awesome and flawless barbecue you cooked during special events and for people in your yard who was just passing through and wanted a awesome helping of the best of the best barbecue in town.  What your immediate family will always cherish from you is all the bushel baskets of memories you left us to treasure forever and ever. You will always live within us the rest of our natural lives.  May you live in paradise and in HEAVEN with GOD and his son JESUS for infinity.  "Job well done popski!"  Your immediate family and I love you to the moon and back.  That's infinity!

Living Life In Havoc And Chaos, Only GOD And His Son Can Fix

Book 18

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My LORD!  Where do I begin with this?  My heart is so stressed for answers to this havoc and chaos my family and I are going though at this particular moment.  How much more can we take of this madness that consumes our hearts with total animosity? GOD and his son JESUS is the only answer to all of our troubles.  Wow! Life has so many surprises. My family and I can't endure opening another box filled with indiscretions from those who keep the havoc and the chaos in the center of our lives.  It's so hard to fathom and live sometimes with so much animosity going around from point A to point E coming from both my extended family and bio-family.  We're so done trying to fight this brutal farce of a war!  All my family and I can do is pray everyday for strength, understanding, comfort, deliverance from a war we continue to lose every single day.  GOD and his son JESUS will continue to fight for my bio-family and I.  Our hearts and our bodies are so tired of being sick and tired!  What did we do to deserve this much havoc and chaos?  I will put some fault on my dad too for broadcasting what goes on in our home so many years ago and that he claim that his family didn't love him.  "That is what separated the family in the first place."  My bio-family and I love him!  This why we tried to reach out to dad for years from the moment my twin sister Sherri and I graduated from high school twenty-eight years ago, while my brother Wesley was still a junior in high school. He wouldn't budge for any of us when we invited and begged him to spend time with us. We missed a lifetime of Christmases with dad throughout the years after Sherri, Wesley and I graduated.  We were blessed to have at least two of those Christmases with dad.  Dad had his own life.   His bio-family gave it to him to run himself out with other people and families until he got tired and sick of running from the his bio-family who really loved him to the moon and back.  "His bio-family we're the ones hurt in this equation, just so everyone know the truth here!"  It was to the point no one gave my bio-family and I the time of day.  Never being invited to special events, or even told about such events.  If we were told,..it was within days, weeks, or months before we were told of anything that went on throughout the twenty-eight plus years we missed out on everything our extended family had planned amongst themselves.  We were pretty much the 'black-sheep' of our extended family! We will always be nevertheless.  All was forgiven a long...long time ago for what dad did to his bio-family.  I'm praying for all this havoc and chaos to cease.  It's tearing us all up inside; it's tearing up my bio-family and extended family...separating all of us completely.  My GOD and his son JESUS!  "Come into this present situation concerning my bio-family and I!"  Too much is out of control.  "We can't handle this animosity anymore."  Our heart can't take it!  "We're too stressed to even carry this huge and heavy box of surprises labeled with indiscretion."  How much more can my bio-family and I take?  "GOD and his son JESUS...you're in charge of this farce of a brutal war one-hundred percent."  There is nothing else my bio-family and I can do about anything now.  The damage is done!  "We will continue to love dad to the moon and back regardless of the havoc and chaos that is going all around us."  

My comfort:

Psalms 23:1-6:  1. The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want.  2. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures; he leadeth me beside the still waters.  3. He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name sake,  4. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil:f or thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.  5. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies; thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.  6. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life; and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.

"Our Family is asking everyone for prayer (whomever see this post) worldwide.  We will appreciate everyone and we will acknowledge everyone prayers to the family in heart, mind, body and soul."

Where Is The Sight Of Dignity?

Book 17

Copyright 2016   All Rights Reserved.

Spokesman: Ms. Terri Celestine Brunson

Acknowledgement:  I'm not trying to cause any havoc, or chaos when posting this message. Sherri, Wesley Jr., Neyome, Mom, Zachary and my love for dad is totally unconditional!  What we can do is try and stay positive throughout any situation or situations that are thrown at us one day at a time.  "No love lost here, or anywhere!"  Our true feelings accordingly.


"Our feelings are mutual!"  Where is the heart?  Where is the dignity?  What is the cost of dignity?  Is it worth losing what little a person has?  There are so many questions lingering with in (my twin sister Sherri, my brother Wesley Jr., his wife Neyome and I) hearts, minds and souls.  What more can we bare, or fathom from what has happened past tense and according to what is going on at this present moment with our dad?  I feel that all of our questions will continue to go unanswered.  It is so important for Sherri, Wesley Jr., Neyome, Mom, Zachary and myself to be with knowledge and with wisdom about what we know is truly the best for our dad and how we feel about things according to what he really want.  I had asked dad what he want to do according to his current situation concerning his health and his comfort.  "He told me that he wanted to go home."  Home!  Is that possible?  Home!  What 'professional' care can we all give him, when unconditional love and his comfort is the only thing available to him.  His dignity is the only thing a human being can treasure and then some.  When will our feelings be officially taken into consideration?  Even as I post, our power is totally limited to what we think and how we feel.  We're so tired!  More tired than we can ever be and imagine.  Totally!  A roller coaster ride we're not continuously willing to keep riding towards no where. What can we do?  GOD and his son JESUS has all power in their hands to fight wars and rumor of wars that my bio-family continue to lose in a nutshell.  No love lost with anyone here, or there, or anyone! It's just Sherri, Wesley Jr., Neyome, Mom, Zachary and I love dad so much to the point where our thoughts should be considered and our minds are at ease for dad's sake.  Of course...we're not in dad's shoes, nor could we all walk, or fit dad's shoes according to the magnitude of his illness, or what he's really thinking.  Dad's has his ups and downs with his pain level elevating; with the reality of his body deteriorating along with his comfort to regain what little dignity he has left every single day he remains on this earth.  Only GOD and his son JESUS knows what is totally best for dad.  " His FATE is in the eyes of the beholders!"  There is nothing any of us can do to sugar coat, or to fix what is broken, or determine what GOD and his son JESUS can do or provide even if it's a miracle.   My bio-family will welcome a miracle, don't get me wrong!  No holds barred what our pilots can do in an instant!  It's just...Sherri, Wesley Jr., Neyome, Mom, Zachary and I are so tired of dealing with things we can't change, or try to change at this particular moment.  As I stated earlier in my post, "No love lost in our hearts, minds and souls for anyone!"  It's just we all love dad unconditionally and want to very best for him.  "But...it's up to dad to acknowledge what he really want to do with the rest of his life."  My wish for dad is infinity!  But...I can't decide; neither can anyone else when fate is still in the eyes of our beholders.

My first thought is according to our 'time' on this earth:

Ecclesiastes 3:1 - To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the Heaven:  2. A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant and a time to pluck up that which is planted.  3. A time to kill and a time to heal; a time to brake down, and time to build up.  4. A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance.  5. A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing.  6. A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away.  7. A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silent, and a time to speak.  8. A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.

"Our Family is asking everyone for prayer (whomever see this post) worldwide.  We will appreciate everyone and we will acknowledge everyone prayers to the family in heart, mind, body and soul."

Let Us All Be Thankful For Life On Thanksgiving Day

Book 16

First of all...I would like to thank GOD and his son JESUS for allowing my family and I to have a wonderful and blessed Thanksgiving celebration with our bio-family and our extended family on my brother-in-law Lorenzo's side.  We arrived late at Lorenzo's sister Vera's new house she and her husband purchased back in July.  It was a very huge house.  One filled with love and happiness.  We were welcome immediately as we walked through the door just in time for all the festivities.  I wanted the grand tour of the house almost immediately when I walked through the door with my family.  Vera walked me around from room to room throughout her house.  I joined my family in the kitchen where there were an endless assortment and difference varies of food.  "Salads, cornbread dressing and giblet gravy, cranberry sauce, macaroni and cheese dish, ham, turkey, baked chicken, greens, Swedish meatballs, etc."  Anything your heart's content, including a ship load of dessert.  "Different assortment of cakes, pies, cobblers, and puddings."  I saw in my head my sugar levels peaking at their highest readings.  My twin sister Sherri looked around for a brief moment trying to decide what she wanted to eat.  Lorenzo brought us plates to serve ourselves anything we wanted.  We didn't waste anytime preparing our plates.  All I could hear while I prepare my son Zachary's plate, there were laughter throughout the house.  Memories were expressed from passed Thanksgiving festivities.  Everyone was having a wonderful time.  I was truly thankful for being surrounded with such love, laughter, and happiness.  Then in a brief moment...my heart and I was in thought for my dad on that Thanksgiving day.  Earlier that morning after my brother Wesley Jr. got off from work, he went straight to the hospital to see dad.  After he came home after his visit, he told our family that our dad was in a whole lot of pain and speaking out of head about certain things he couldn't understand.  "I knew this was one of his bad days!"  What I was most proud and relieved and most proud of was when Wesley Jr. told our family that dad did eat all of his pureed food without any problem taking it in.  My worries was that dad didn't want to take any of his medicines.  The nurses had a hard time trying to administering it to him by mouth.  The way Wesley Jr. described our dad demeanor, "He just wanted to be left alone to rest!"  At that brief moment...I started praying to GOD and his son JESUS for my dad.  I rejoined the Thanksgiving festivities and celebration with my family with dad in thought.   Hours passed.  With our stomachs full and our hearts content with love, laughter and happiness and sleep creeping up on all of us, my bio-family and I headed home as the Thanksgiving festivities came to an abrupt end.  Everyone headed their separate ways.  I was most thankful for my family, my life, health and strength.  Another Thanksgiving was coming to pass and I was most proud to have spent it with such a loving family.  It was a long time coming, especially what my bio-family and I been through for the past couple of months since dad illness.  GOD and his son JESUS ruled Thanksgiving Day.  "My pilots continues to comfort my life and the life of my bio-family."  No more worries!  It's in their hands.  "Happy belated Thanksgiving to everyone worldwide."  Be blessed!

I'm asking for prayer worldwide for my bio-family and for my dad's health.  We welcome your prayers all day...everyday.   I'm very sorry this post is so short!