Where Is The Sight Of Dignity?

Book 17

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Spokesman: Ms. Terri Celestine Brunson

Acknowledgement:  I'm not trying to cause any havoc, or chaos when posting this message. Sherri, Wesley Jr., Neyome, Mom, Zachary and my love for dad is totally unconditional!  What we can do is try and stay positive throughout any situation or situations that are thrown at us one day at a time.  "No love lost here, or anywhere!"  Our true feelings accordingly.


"Our feelings are mutual!"  Where is the heart?  Where is the dignity?  What is the cost of dignity?  Is it worth losing what little a person has?  There are so many questions lingering with in (my twin sister Sherri, my brother Wesley Jr., his wife Neyome and I) hearts, minds and souls.  What more can we bare, or fathom from what has happened past tense and according to what is going on at this present moment with our dad?  I feel that all of our questions will continue to go unanswered.  It is so important for Sherri, Wesley Jr., Neyome, Mom, Zachary and myself to be with knowledge and with wisdom about what we know is truly the best for our dad and how we feel about things according to what he really want.  I had asked dad what he want to do according to his current situation concerning his health and his comfort.  "He told me that he wanted to go home."  Home!  Is that possible?  Home!  What 'professional' care can we all give him, when unconditional love and his comfort is the only thing available to him.  His dignity is the only thing a human being can treasure and then some.  When will our feelings be officially taken into consideration?  Even as I post, our power is totally limited to what we think and how we feel.  We're so tired!  More tired than we can ever be and imagine.  Totally!  A roller coaster ride we're not continuously willing to keep riding towards no where. What can we do?  GOD and his son JESUS has all power in their hands to fight wars and rumor of wars that my bio-family continue to lose in a nutshell.  No love lost with anyone here, or there, or anyone! It's just Sherri, Wesley Jr., Neyome, Mom, Zachary and I love dad so much to the point where our thoughts should be considered and our minds are at ease for dad's sake.  Of course...we're not in dad's shoes, nor could we all walk, or fit dad's shoes according to the magnitude of his illness, or what he's really thinking.  Dad's has his ups and downs with his pain level elevating; with the reality of his body deteriorating along with his comfort to regain what little dignity he has left every single day he remains on this earth.  Only GOD and his son JESUS knows what is totally best for dad.  " His FATE is in the eyes of the beholders!"  There is nothing any of us can do to sugar coat, or to fix what is broken, or determine what GOD and his son JESUS can do or provide even if it's a miracle.   My bio-family will welcome a miracle, don't get me wrong!  No holds barred what our pilots can do in an instant!  It's just...Sherri, Wesley Jr., Neyome, Mom, Zachary and I are so tired of dealing with things we can't change, or try to change at this particular moment.  As I stated earlier in my post, "No love lost in our hearts, minds and souls for anyone!"  It's just we all love dad unconditionally and want to very best for him.  "But...it's up to dad to acknowledge what he really want to do with the rest of his life."  My wish for dad is infinity!  But...I can't decide; neither can anyone else when fate is still in the eyes of our beholders.

My first thought is according to our 'time' on this earth:

Ecclesiastes 3:1 - To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the Heaven:  2. A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant and a time to pluck up that which is planted.  3. A time to kill and a time to heal; a time to brake down, and time to build up.  4. A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance.  5. A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing.  6. A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away.  7. A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silent, and a time to speak.  8. A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.

"Our Family is asking everyone for prayer (whomever see this post) worldwide.  We will appreciate everyone and we will acknowledge everyone prayers to the family in heart, mind, body and soul."