Family Silenced

Book 39

Genesis 28:14 - 14. And thy seed shall be as the dust of the earth, and thou shalt spread abroad to the west, and to the east, and to the north, and to the south; and in thee and in thy seed shall all the families of the earth be blessed.



It's been one of those day's. For me...it's consistently going through one of my rough patches. Not a day go by I don't think of my father and everything that has happened from the time during his illness and the time of his death and afterward. My father's death was extremely rough on my twin sister and myself especially, so we continue to pray to GOD and his son JESUS for a good day for the both of us. Still...everything as not as seen! I'm beginning to feel some seclusion from a couple of my immediate family members as well. I asked my self several times, "What is going in with this?

I don't want to experience anything negative from my own immediate family members. I got that in a man-fold with a few of my ex. extended family members. I don't think family from that past time can be mended. Too much damage was done that resulted in my father's death. Something has got to give with this thing that is called, "Family Separation", because it makes no since to me to continue to be separated as a family who suppose to love one another.

Through out my life and the lives of my twin sister and brother, we've experienced so much of separation between extended family and our immediate family, I can't begin to put into words, or even find all the words to place into a perfect sentence. Where is the love, the closeness...the understanding? Another question keeps burning like coals on a fire. I can't help but to keep bringing up day after day since my father's death. What's happening with my immediate family?

What's the silence all about? Sometimes I want to get in my car...my son and I...I just want to ride on the edge of the horizon and into the sunset without looking back. I loved my life better that way without interference from anyone that made me unhappy. I don't consider myself running from a cause, it's just I feel so alone without the one person who made a difference in my life (my father) and now he's in the grave silenced forever. I don't think I'll fully get over that!

Everyday will be a better day I hope and I'm praying for that.

Justice Will Be Served

Book 38 - Special Edition - Justice Will Be Served

Ecclesiastes 12:14 - For GOD shall bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it be good, or whether it be evil.

Matthew 12:34 - 37 - JESUS - 34. O generation of vipers, how can ye, being evil, speak good things? For out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaketh.  35. A good man out of the good treasure of the heart bringeth forth good things: and an evil man out of evil treasure bringeth forth evil things.  36. But I say unto you, That every idle word that men speak, shall give account thereof in the day of judgment.  37. For by thy words shalt be justified, and by thy words shalt be condemned. 

Romans 14:10 - 13 - 10. But why dost thou judge thy brother? or why dost thou set at nought thy brother? For we shall all stand before the judgment seat of Christ.  11. For it is written, as I live, saith the LORD, every knee shall bow to me, and ever tongue shall confess to GOD.  12. So then every one of us shall give account of himself to GOD.  13. Let is not therefore judge one another any more, but judge this rather that no man put a stumbling block or an occasion to fall in his brother's way. 

It may not be when I want to happen, but GOD and his son JESUS is always on time, no matter what. Judgment will be something else when the day come when everyone will give in account of their works here on earth. I'm not going to dawn on the past, it's what I need to give in trust, belief, and in faith in GOD and his son JESUS to do what I need to do so my works here on earth can be complete on the day of judgment, For that...I'm not blinded when I know what GOD and his son JESUS can do. My family and I are done with what was once was, We're willing to go forward without haste, or persecution. My family and I may have lost everything in this mortal battle fought during a time of despair, but we're really winners in the eyes of GOD and his son JESUS according the love and care we gave to my father in his time of illness.

So my family and I don't think about the material things in life, it's the blessings that we will receive according to our works and what was done out of love for my father. Moving on. My days are better. I pray and strive everyday to make everyday a better day. GOD and his son JESUS is the reason why my family and I make the best of everything in our lives, even though we lost a whole lot before and after my father's death.

When I have GOD and his son JESUS, battles are not meant to be fought against those who caused us heartbreak, grief, and sadness. Only my pilots are more experienced to fight battles.  Battles are hard to fight and very hard to win, even if my family and I had a plan to win, it's always something according the plan well thought out ...something always interfere with that plan to win that battle, no matter what the situation, the cause, or how it started.  GOD and his son JESUS has the last say, the last call, and the last word without either of us lifting a finger to point, or cast blame, or going to extremes to make a person suffer, or pay for their indiscretion.

My family and I gave all of our troubles, sadness, heartbreak and grief to our pilots. It's there to stay whenever GOD and his son JESUS make that call.  My family and I don't want to keep getting in between our pilots works. Best to leave well enough alone! My father's, my family and I...our justice will be served only in the eyes of our beholder. Patience is our virtue!

Vengeance Is GOD, It's In His Hands

Book 37 - Very Special Edition Post -

Synopsis - The Focus - Everything was not about material things in our eye sight. My family and I focus was what was done in vengeance, in spite and for greed and money against and on the head of my deceased father and my family and I to gain power and control. You think you won; you haven't won a thing!  Just you know that!  Keep that in mind! Keep what you have taken from family and I, because the battle has just begun in the eyes of the LORD. Remember that!  Vengeance is GOD! It's all in his hands now.


Isaiah 61:2 - 2. To proclaim the acceptable year of the LORD, and the day of vengeance of our GOD; to comfort all that mourn.

Jeremiah 50:15 - LIFE - 15. Shout against her round about; she hath given her hand: her foundations are fallen, her walls are thrown down: for it is vengeance of the LORD: take vengeance upon her; as she hath done, do unto her. 

Revelation 18:4 - 4. And I heard another voice from Heaven saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins and that ye receive not of her plagues.


Remember what you did to him; to his immediate family, because we will never forget.  Ever!

I'm fine with everything now!  No more worries for my family and I to endure. Keep laughing...I want you to continue! The disrespect you've shown my father with the way you all treated his immediate family, will be returned with a vengeance.  What has happened during the seven months my family and I have been put through Hades and back again and Hades again, has come to past.

Our tears, our broken hearts, our grief and still grieving are accounted for with comfort from GOD and his son JESUS.  It won't bring my father back to his family and I who loved him unconditionally.  If you're on the outside looking in and didn't know our relationship with the man I still know as FATHER; you know from the memories and the "true and real" love given from his life, until his death and after his death.  He wanted and needed his immediate family; you helped take that away infinity.  Nothing will stop me from expressing all the memories my family and I shared with the man I've known all my life as FATHER that kind of love that was and still is "unconditional" love.

As so noted! Enjoy you reign of laughter, boasting, spite, victory with no sympathy, no compassion for the family you took through with the misuse of power and torment.  You're going to need relief when it's said and done.  It's out of the family's hands and in the hands of GOD and his son JESUS.  That's our relief!

The Truth: A Thin Line Between Love And Hate

Book 36 - The Real Truth

Psalms 25:8 - 22 - 8. Good and upright is the LORD; therefore will he teach sinners in the way.  9. The meek will he guide in judgement; and the meek will he teach his way.  10. All the paths of the LORD are mercy and truth unto such as keep his covenant and his testimonies.  11. For thy name sake, O LORD, pardon mine iniquity; for it is great. 12. What is he that feareth the LORD? Him shall he teach in the way he shall choose.  13. His soul shall dwell at ease; and his seed shall inherit the earth.  14. The secret of the LORD is with them that fear him; and he will shew them his covenant. 15. Mine eyes are ever toward the LORD; for he shall pluck my feet out of the net.  16. Turn thee unto me, and have mercy upon me; for I am desolate and afflicted.  17. The troubles of my heart are enlarged: O bring thou me out of my distresses.  18.Look upon mine affliction and my pain; and forgive all my sins.  19. Consider mine enemies; for they are many; and they hate me with cruel hatred.  20. O keep my soul, and deliver me; let me not be ashamed; for I put my trust in thee. 21. Let integrity and uprightness preserve me; for I wait on thee.  22. Redeem Israel, O GOD, out of all his troubles. 

First of all...I would like to give thanks to GOD and his son JESUS for bringing me and my family and I through the roughest of rough patches. Second of all...what I'm about to post, will sum up the truth of the matter in redemption for my father's sake for what was, that should of been and what it is now and foremost at this present moment in time. At the start of the line, I call using common sense...was what should of been said in the beginning before interfering into a personal situation (dealing with the immediate family) which was clearly not valid. Stealing a "live" family's position to give unconditional love, health care and comfort for the one who said, "I really wanted to be in the presents of my immediate family."  was clearly taken out of context. 

It was said to my recollection that a question was asked of them to administer health care for them. For that stand point...what was suppose to be said...when that question was supposedly asked.  The answer, "I would love to provide health care for you, but you have your own family who would be more than happy to take care of your every need, because I don't want to interfere in between, or get ahead of you own family's responsibility to provide you the love, health care and comfort that you really need", "I'll always be there in the mist whenever you need me", "It will be no problem to remain immobile until and when I'm needed." was what should of been took into consideration; it wouldn't of never been what it is now in this present time. Stretching a already thin line with the threads starting to break, drew a lot of family separation, hard feelings, lost of confidence, havoc and chaos, security and some love lost that everyone who are affected are receiving. The fact is...there is no real hate...just sheer disappointment of actions shown aggressively is what it is now, can't never be mended again. 

A life has expired from this madness. I don't want what's already come to pass ever again. There aren't enough line to keep pressing on what should of stretched without breaking with common sense throughout its threads. That part of my life ended for infinity with the most important person in my life. That line is infinity broken. No more stretching the thinnest line between love and hate, because there is no more love far that I can see from anyone that walked that thinnest line before hate could ever show and rear its ugly face. 

That's a fact! It's now made clear to me what family can do whatever they want their way, or it's the highway no matter who they hurt in the process. My family and I was lied to about rekindling an already a broken family. "I don't care to honor that request of rekindling again!" It died when the season was suppose to be a happy and surrounded by family.

Name's are kept anonymous in my posts

Blind Fate

Book 35

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2 Corinthians 4:4 - 18 - 4. In whom the god of this world hath blinded the minds of  them which believe not, lest the light of the glorious gospel of Christ, who is the image of GOD, should shine unto them.  5. For we preach not ourselves, but Christ JESUS the LORD; and ourselves your servants for JESUS sake.  6. For GOD, who commanded the light to shine out of darkness, hath shined in our hearts, to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of GOD in the face of JESUS Christ.  7. But we have this treasure in earthen vessels, that the excellency of the power may be of GOD, and not of us. 8. We are troubled on every side, yet not distressed; we are perplexed, but not in despair;  9. Persecuted, but not forsaken; cast down, but not destroyed.  10. Always bearing about in the dying of the LORD JESUS that the life also of JESUS might be made manifest in out body.  11. For we which live are alway delivered unto death for JESUS sake  that the life also of JESUS might be made manifest of our mortal flesh.  12. So then death worketh in us but life in you.  13. We having the same spirit of faith, according as it is written, I believe and therefore have I spoken; we also believe, and therefore we speak.  14. Knowing that he which raised up the LORD JESUS shall raised up us also by JESUS, shall present us with you.  15. For all things are for your sakes, that the abundant grace might through the thanksgiving of many redound to the glory of GOD.  16. For which cause we faint not; but though our outward man perish, yet the inward man is renewed day by day. 17. For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, worketh for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory.  18. While we look not at the things which are seen, but at the thing which are not seen; for the things which are seen are temporal; but the things which are not seen are eternal.







What is the meaning of blind fate? For me...in my reflection...by urban standard, is to put everything into something a person thinks they have (which is power) except knowing the fact that there is possibility that it may not exist, or come true, or if it had any real meaning to it. Here's the catch! Always finding a reason to continue with the power over everyone and everything, one never really had in the beginning was already null and voided. What's not to understand about that? Putting all the time and the focus on that acclaimed power, when it is known that they already have the source, the room for everyone and every thing in their lives (family, love, money, material things) makes it seems very unfounded to continuously interfere in the lives of people who don't want them there anymore, or to keep interfering in something that was none of their business from the beginning...never leaving well enough alone.  I find it hard to believe that this fate still presents its magnitude of deception, It was determined their fate to find more ways than one to make life miserable for those who done nothing to deserve the unknown. I find it very applauding!

Surprisingly...fate of deception was planned, delivered, and never ceased until this day.  It still amazes me! That's why ignore its challenge against my family and against me. Their fate still revolves around greed, money, theft and hurting the ones I love. Its a desolate farce to continue this drama on and on and on.

Fate is how, what and who they put into their equation with the act of deceiving ones character, when its their own dome. The outcome of it, will return with a vengeance.  Ex. Reaping and sowing. This is an example of how much time a person can have on their hands, consistently producing one deceit after another deceit to get their point across from a distance. Without preparation, experience, or knowledge to understand the consequences and the repercussions of their actions, will not be biased on reason...and then lacking to reason to continue this desolate farce, and the purpose of why it happened in the first place.

"It didn't have to be!" Ever! Sightless to fathom the outcome of ones fate, is their reality. It over whelms their mind with guilt of past indiscretions. What's to do when a mind is guilty of indiscretion?  It continues its fate to deceive...scheming and planning a scandal after scandal after scandal. I find it a terrible thing to consistently waste time, making as many lives as miserable as possible.

My family and I fate is not to have any more time for ones deceit; or ones surprises. Our fate is not blinded, or wear its Vail. Our fate is believing that everything is possible when we totally believe, have faith and trust that GOD and his son JESUS is always good all the time.  They can only bring security with comfort, understanding and knowledge. They can bring my family and I through our trials and tribulations, no matter how much ones fate of their deception keep nit picking at us.  We will continue to ignore unconditionally ignorance and move on from the tragedy and the deception that in gulped our mortal beings...heal from it...turn the other cheek and move on.

That's all there is to this. It's over! Kaput. Done with!  GOD and his son JESUS will continue to be the head of my family's life, health and the strength to keep moving on from spasms, dramatic mayhem and constant nit picking. My communication is through my words. I find wisdom in the truth being told for those who are blinded by their fate. What's presented is the reality of it.

A Family Prays Together, Stays Together

Book 34

1 Thessalonians 5:11 - 28 -  11. Wherefore comfort yourselves together and edify one another, even as ye do.  12. And we beseeth you, brethren to know them which labour among you, and are over you in the LORD and admonish you;  13. And to esteem them very highly in love for their work's sake. And be peace among yourselves.  14. Now we exhort you, brethren, warn them that are unruly, comfort the feebleminded, support the weak, be patient toward all men.  15. See that none render evil for evil unto my man; but ever follow that which is good, both among yourselves and to all men.  16. Rejoice evermore.  17. Pray without ceasing.  18. In everything give thanks; for the will of GOD in Christ JESUS concerning you.  19. Quench not the spirit.  20. Despise not prophesyings.  21. Prove all things; hold fast that which is good.  22. Abstain from all appearances of evil.  23. And the very GOD of peace santify yo wholly; and I pray GOD your whole spirit and soul and body be preserved blameless unto the coming of our LORD JESUS Christ.  24. Faithful is he that calleth you also will do it.  25. Brethren, pray for us.  26. Greet all the brethren with an holy kiss.  27. I charge you by the LORD that this epistle be read unto all the holy brethren.  28. The grace of our LORD JESUS Christ be with you. Amen.

So much has happened in my life during the past seven months, it's hard to fathom the magnitude of it's circumference.  The Hades my family and I went through; one mortal person will ever be able to get their arms fully around its reality.  I thank GOD and his son JESUS for the support of a wonderful extended family (and its only a few) who stood by my immediate family and I every step of the way.  I'm very thankful it was not in haste, but in love, hope, peace, strength and understanding the entire time since the death of my father.

I'm very thankful for the few extended family members my family and I have a million times over in gratitude.  I'm so very thankful for all the prayers pouring out from over the horizon and from the mountain tops of glory.  My family and I are so blessed to find some form of happiness from above, no matter what has been done to us and my father while he was alive.  Even in death, he still can't rest is what makes me sad.  We still have a lot of turmoil boiling over and streaming from someones evil cauldron.

What I'm going to do...is pray and keep praying for my family and I and that my father will finally rest in peace once its all done and over with.  He deserves that much!  My family and I will continue to prosper in the riches of GOD and his son JESUS with mercy upon us. Our suffering want last for long.  We pray hand by hand by hand everyday until my family and I find peace within our mind, hearts and souls completely.

Prayer never ends in my family.  Our trials and tribulations...we've been through them and we continue to go through.  Without prayer, trust, and belief in the name of our pilots for our works, our cries will never be heard.  My family and I put our full trust in GOD and his son JESUS for deliverance and comfort in their mighty name we all pray.  A family praying together in full glory, will always be together in heart, mind, body, and soul.  My dad's spirit, I carry with me for infinity.

My family...the few extended family members we have will always remain together as we prayed together in love.

A Thief Around Two Clocks

Book 33 - Important Message - Our Modern Day Lucifer Working Around Two Clocks

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Romans 12:12 - 21 - Christian Behavior - 12. Rejoicing in hope; patient in tribulation; continuing instant in prayer.  13. Distributing to the necessity of saints; given to hospitality.  14. Bless them which persecute you; bless and curse not.  15. Rejoice with them that do rejoice and weep with them that weep.  16. Be of the same mind one toward another. Mind not high things , but condescend to men of low estate. Be not wise in your own conceits.  17. Recompose to no man evil for evil. Provide things honest in the sight of all men.  18 If it be possible, as much as lieth in you, live peaceably with all men.  19. Dearly beloved, avenge not yourselves, but rather give place unto wrath; for it is written, Vengeance is mine; I will repay, saith the LORD.  20. Therefore if thine enemy hunger, feed him; if he thirst, give him a drink; for in so doing thou shalt heap coals of fire on his head.  21. Be not overcome of evil, but overcome evil with good.






Wow! What web she weave working consistently in her cauldron by day and night and then coming off as a common thief around two tiring clocks? No kind of remorse, no feeling, no respect for anyone of mortal mankind. "A human heart donor!" Ignorance continues to guide her life with a vengeance.

Blinded by evil in the worse possible way. Where is common sense in the equation? Was it not with understanding the fact that a ruined reputation is an extremely terrible thing to waste time on consistently destroying everything and everyone on a domed path that consists of underhanded destruction from the one who clearly doesn't understand fully the consequences and the repercussions of her evil actions? I don't think the picture was clear to her that the more she continues this sneaking around, drawing up all kinds of schemes in order to continue to hurt those I love with her guilty consciousness; her vendetta to bring intentional suffering for and against my family and I and then Trying to steal our hearts, minds, souls and "things" from us unconditionally will get her no where. Reaping and sowing will be certain, that will be for sure. Incarceration is another possibility, or maybe under a slab somewhere...if the process continues.

"But not for, or by family and my hands to intervene this fate." This will be her fate alone as a possible outcome.  My family and I didn't ask for any of this farce, nor to be a subject of some one's greed, hate, or indiscretion. All of my family and I ever wanted to do was to partake in the care of my father and to have full knowledge of what was being done otherwise when it came to my father's heath physically, mentally, emotionally even though.  The social part of my father's situation was unconditionally kept from my family and myself, thanks to someone with a vendetta to continue to find any means necessary to keep hurting my family and myself because of greed and deception.

The facts is part of someones indiscretion. Reaping and sowing the consequences and the repercussions will find it's season for the culprit, or culprits who were thieves by night and day acting and displaying the seriousness of their guilt and indiscretions. May GOD and his son JESUS keep us (Family and I) from any more surprises that will cause me to act with negativity. I don't want or like to act negatively, because I don't have time for it. Foremost..the positive aspects of a situation with GOD and his son JESUS in charge are welcomed any time and will keep me on the right path of righteousness and turning the other cheek consistently.

Karma Rears Its Fate

Book 32

Galatians 6:7 - 9  -  7. Be not deceived; GOD is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that he shall also reap.  8. For he that soweth to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption; but he that soweth to the Spirit shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting.  9. And let us not be weary in well doing: for in the season we shall reap, if we faint not 






My...my...my what a conspirators of confusion!  Still burning the midnight oil in the darkest of cauldrons. Lucifer is a liar.  I rebuke Lucifer's name in the name of GOD and his son JESUS.  The lies just keep coming through and through without a pause, no matter how much my immediate family and I try to go on with our mortal lives, the forbidden fruits just keep falling out of no where.

"What the heck!" I think "karma" is at its peak of fate for someone in particular!  Feeling a little "lonely" without those who want to come together as one. Someone sees their fate, but not in a clear blue picture of truth.  What is it going to take for this someone to see the magnitude of the damage caused by greed, narcissistic acts and a ruined reputation, then trying to paint a very pretty picture "Monet" to be exact on each corner of deception...landscaping it destination towards Hades. Masked by spreading goodness from a desolate farce of reality.

Darkness keeps digging themselves deeper than a grave six feet deep.  Light cannot be seen from a distance, because of the depth of deception.  It keeps rearing it's ugly head!  There are other conspirators out there that just don't get the concept of reality and the damage caused by this someone.  Just couldn't leave well enough alone from the beginning.

This someone should of said, "I'm not going to do this thing for you when you have a "live" family intact to supply all of your needs towards good health, financial arrangements, property and officially taking care of business.  I'll be there when you need me and when it's possible. Instead...deception, drama, scandalous mayhem, spasms, speculation and heartbreak should never have been a issue, or part of the equation in the matter of my father.  But...when a person is caught up in their own desolate waste, knee deep in redemption, karma starts rearing its fate with a vengeance.

One thing is for sure, "News bulletins are not broadcast every time from my immediate family and I every time so that we can be noticed for the care, we provided for my father's comfort throughout his illness. Someone wants to noticed...knowingly feeling guilty about and intentionally causing damage in every wave shape or form...bitterly in every direction, and then masking the real truth and the reality that someone want others to see.  A side of someone in which everyone thinks is good, meek, spiritual and understanding."  What about the darker side of damnation?

So cruel and nasty. What's become of that black hole that just keeps getting deeper and wider than a thousand fathoms?  I know for sure, "What others don't know will come to the light." What goes around, comes around!  That goes for everyone who are mixed up in this scandalous deception conspired by one of the scariest wolves tracing around in sheep's clothing.  Karma also has it season and its time to reign. The past doesn't stay in the past.

The truth will finally reveal itself in time. I'm not going to rush GOD and his son JESUS in the matter of the havoc and chaos...the damage caused by this someone. My pilots don't need help in their works. I can't believe that a few people (1%) are so blinded by the facts in this deception trumped up by this someone.  My immediate family and I were done wrong by this someone and were still suffering (more like my twin sister and I) and the only relief for us was to distant ourselves from the source of the problem for infinity.  Justice will prevail in this matter and for my father. I want stop until it does, I promise!