Deception Is Without A Doubt

Book 122

Mark 7:20 - 22 - 20. And he said, that which cometh out of the man, that defileth the man. 21. For from within, out of the heart of men, proceed evil thoughts, adulteries, fornication's, murders. 22. Thefts, covetousness, wickedness, deceit, lasciviousness, an evil eye, blasphemy, pride, foolishness: 

Romans 12:2 - 2. And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of GOD. 

Ephesians 4:31 - 32 - 31. Let all bitterness, and wrath, and anger, and clamour, and evil speaking, be put away from you, with all malice: 32. And be ye kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another even as GOD for Christ's sake hath forgiven you.

Synopsis: I would like to wish my FATHER a Happy Birthday in Heaven. This post reflects what's happening to us (immediate family) during our days of continuous mourning for my FATHER. Without a doubt, we believe that someone is messing with my FATHER'S grave, and in this post (without judgment) vengeance will prevail in the name of GOD for the culprit...if that's the case in the matter of Minnie Lou Wright. 

I don't understand for the life of me for someone (of whom I think) would go out and disturb a grave is beyond me. It seems as though my twin sister Sherri and I can't seem to keep flowers on our FATHER'S grave. "I mean, What the heck!" I'm not trying to judge anyone out of haste, or spite, but...it seems like a coincidence that every time my sister and I go out to visit our FATHER'S grave, at least a few weeks later, the flowers disappear. Then we look over at the other graves surrounding our FATHER'S grave...they are covered in flowers.

I have an idea about this one person who is evil beyond repair; that she would do just what I think she would do. Satan herself...Minnie Lou Wright! I got a strong feeling...and I don't want to judge her until I'm really certain that she's doing what I think she doing, by removing flowers from our FATHER'S grave. My sister and I truly think that she thinks we aren't showing our FATHER love by putting flowers on his grave, or visiting him occasionally. But...if this is happening (what we think is happening) then "woe" beyond to her and her wicked and evil ways.

We had solar lights placed on each side of our FATHER'S tombstone. Within weeks...they were gone. Then we happen to look over, and we saw the same set up with solar lights on our grandfather's and grandmother's grave. Solar lights on each side of their tombstone. So...with this said, I have a distinct feeling that Minnie Lou is the culprit of moving the flowers off of my FATHER'S grave. Maybe...it could be her daughter (the one that look like her) Lousondra.

I wondered within my heart...if this is the case, "Why...if so...are they doing this to us?" We (my immediate family and I) haven't done anything else to anyone in my FATHER'S family. We want nothing to do with either one of his family members, after what they did to my immediate family when my FATHER was alive, until his death. It's obvious in a whole lot of ways to think that Minnie Lou had something to do with what's happening at my FATHER'S grave site. If so...she will pay, and she will pay royally for it, I promise, thus saith GOD and his son JESUS vengeance!

The Lighthouse Of Abundance And Praise

Book 121

1 Kings 2:3 - 3. And keep the change of the LORD thy GOD, to walk in his ways, to keep his statutes, and his commandments, and his judgements, and his testimonies, as it is written in the law of Moses, that thou mayeat prosper in all that thou doesn't, and whithersoever thou turnest thyself:

Jude 1:3 - 4 - 3. Beloved, when I gave all diligence to write until you of the common salvation, it was needful for me to write until you, and exhort you that ye should earnestly contend for the faith which was once delivered until the saints. 4. For there are certain men crept in unwares, who were before of old ordained to this condemnation, ungodly men, turning the grace of our GOD into lasciviousness, and denying the only LORD GOD, and our LORD JESUS Christ.

Jeremiah 29:8 - 9 - 8. For thus saith the LORD of hosts, the GOD of Israel; Let not your prophets and diviners, that be in the midst of you deceive you, neither hearken to your dreams which ye cause to be dreamed. 9. For they prophesy falsely until you in my name: I have not sent them, saith the LORD.

I find myself in a world where living testimonies. They are the basis of life experience happening all over the world. And when I see the people of Lighthouse Ministries come out to the church to give living testimonies of their life experiences, It gives me a warm sinsation within my heart. I take that very seriously indeed. The glory have come to meet St Mary Missionary Baptist Church and it's warm welcome to The Lighthouse Ministries.

I listen to angels singing their praises during devotional service. This little boy singing his heart out to GOD and his son JESUS. I watched as the people of The Lighthouse Ministries stood up and took in the praises of my pilots and that little boy throughout the devotional service. It brought me so much joy! I couldn't get over the love, warmth, gentleness, and praises that took over the devotional service.

GOD and his son JESUS was worthy to be praised, not only by the bride of my pilots (the church) but...by The Lighthouse Ministries presence there beyond our mist. After devotion ceased, our church went into another selection in the services, where there will be songs, and extreme heart warming testimonies, and the word of our GOD and his son JESUS Christ. This speaker got up and mentioned about "Getting to the root of a problem so many of the people of Lighthouse Ministries experience." Not only on the outside of their problems they had, before the people of The Lighthouse Ministries had given their hearts and souls to GOD and his son JESUS, but the joy of letting those problems, and those trials and tribulations become a thing of the past, was what got my heart singing praises. Wow! I sat and watched the people of The Lighthouse Ministries sing more praises to my pilots; I was mesmerized totally.

Then more testimonies came to it's serious consequences. There was this one testimony; this young woman expressed when she was on drugs at the age of 13. It became an everyday thing for her (you name it, heroin, marijuana, xanax, meth, and all sorts of other drugsdknown to man) until she said that her mother committed suicide. She found her hanging in a closet, two days after it happened, which in fact sent the young woman into a strong haze of drugs after the death of her mother. She came to The Lighthouse Ministries, which in fact...saved her life from the direction she was heading in, which was death to her indefinitely. Her testimony did a number on me and it got me to thinking about how blessed I was to have a wonderful family and support.

Then onto the word of GOD and his son JESUS. This woman by the name Joelle, got up and preached a good sermon that made you think twice about how precious life is for me in general. We're talking about the term oil this woman went through in her life. I'm talking about the lifetime of drugs, being totally bullied, torchered by different men. She didn't know where she was most of the time she was so high on drugs, and she was extremely sexually active and motivated. This was Joelle's life!

I couldn't began to imagine this of me, as I listened to her sermon. It was powerful! It was food that I needed to eat and take it my heart. Her sermons was from the book of Jude 1:1 and Jeremiah 29. Wow! What sermon.

Receiving GOD'S Unconditional Love

Book 120

1 John 1:4 - 4. And these things write we unto you that your joy may be full.

Ecclesiastes 3:8 - 8. A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace

Ecclesiastes 1:13 - 13. And I gave my heart to seek and search out wisdom concerning all things that are done under Heaven: this sore travail hath GOD given to the son's of man to be exercised there with

Romans 8:28 - 28. And we know that all things work together for good to them that love GOD, to them who are the called according to his purpose.





I'm sitting in church right now, and I'm feeling the spirit of GOD and his son JESUS. The joyful noise of music (Psalms 150) bring a strong pitch for fellowship, and honoring GOD and his son JESUS. I'm really enjoying it. We (the church family) had Evangelist Linda Pope take the podium to take up offering, while the choir sung sweet melodies that drives my spirit. I enjoy that very much.

Pastor Shafter Scott got up to share a slight sermon about him giving a blessing to someone else, who were in extreme need, and he ended up with a blessing given to him twice as much. Now that's a blessing that was a deserving testimony. Then he went on about helping the young people in the church, so that they can be living testimonies. Wow! What a blessing that will be for all the young people in the church to give their lives to GOD and his son JESUS, so that they will live a awesome lives under the Holy Spirit.

GOD and his son JESUS is good all the time! I would like to share that with everyone who want to receive them in their hearts, minds, bodies and souls. It's a good feeling to have every day you live on this Earth. And to hear the choir singing sweet melodies in the name of JESUS continues to bring me joy. I'm starting to shed tears of joy as I post.

Hallelujah...praise GOD and his JESUS for waking me up to see another day, and to go to church to receive my blessings in a manifold. I fellowship with the best as the Harold Reporter came up to give the announcements. I don't quite know him by name, but he gave an awesome report about Black History. He spoke about this man who had a rough life. But...with GOD and his son JESUS in life, this man went on with his studies in history inventing things most people wouldn't think of, he ended up earning a Master's degree, but...I forget what it was he earned his Master's.

What I know is that this man who came from nothing, ended up with a blessing that he will always cherish as he move on to bigger and better things to do with his life, as he live it peacefully in GOD and his son JESUS name. I love it when I hear awesome testimonies like that. To top it off, there was more sweet melodies sung by the choir before Pastor Scott get up to preach the gospel of GOD and his son JESUS. I couldn't wait to hear what my pilots got in store for me to hear. I'm so thankful for the spirit I have in GOD and his son JESUS.

"It all gives me chills of course!" Wow! Hallelujah...praise GOD and his son JESUS for being in my life. I want give up on them...ever! A sweet prayer in GOD and his son JESUS name came from Pastor Scott, as he stood at the podium getting ready to preach the gospel.

The sermon was about GOD'S Love. What a great perfection we (church family) have in GOD and his son JESUS as the Pastor preached from 1 John 1:4. Now that's love when JESUS died for all of us, and all of our sins, so that we all can live for him, while we (everyone) live on this Earth. Expression of our (for everyone who has love) express it with perfection. No one can take that from us...ever!

"Infinity"

Book 119

Ruth 2:13 - 13. Then she said, Let me find favour in they sight, my LORD; for that thou hast comforted me, and for that thou hast spoken friendly unto thine handmaid thought I be not like unto one of thine handmaidens.

Job 6:10 - 10. Then should I yet have comfort; yea, I would harden myself in sorrow; let him not spare; for I have not concealed the words of the Holy One. 

       9:27 - 27. If I say, I will forget my complaint, I will leave off my heaviness, and comfort myself

       42: 11 - 11. Then came there unto him all is brethren, and all his sisters, and all they that had been of his acquaintance before, and did eat bread with him in his house; and they bemoaned him; every man also gave him a piece of money, and every one an earring of gold

Synopsis: I designed this post as personal, and there is no amount of sorry said that will bring my FATHER back to (family) us. The ultimate has happened, and in my post I take it as personal. 

He would of been 69 years old on February 19th and I've been thinking of him so much. I don't know what else to say right now, or how to totally deal with it! Maybe a whole lot of people really don't understand how much I really loved my FATHER, no matter what he did to me, or my family thought out the thirty plus years of our lives. I forgave my FATHER for his indiscretions. Maybe...if everyone put themselves in my shoes and realize how close I was to my FATHER; maybe even closer to sum it up.

I wish everyone will realize that there is not a day I don't think of him. "I was basically a daddy's girl." It's hard to fathom sometimes, when I thought  I could finally put my FATHER to rest and out of my mind. But...there came a time when there is a good memory within my heart that keeps me smiling consistently; and then...there are bad memories that still make me weak and totally angry. I try to erase those bad memories out of my mind, but there is no use for that, no matter how much I try.

When my FATHER said to my face on his death bed, "She's killing me!" That thought will never go away for infinity. Its embedded in my mind and in my heart and soul for infinity. My Post Traumatic Stress Syndrome I suffered and diagnosed with keeps coming back when I think of doing something crazy to make my ex aunt Minnie Lou pay for what she did to my FATHER...and then I start to think of GOD and his son JESUS is good all the time.

I really need my pilots to help me seriously with my heart; help me with my mind, my body and especially my soul. I need GOD and his son JESUS to bring me comfort and understanding of why my FATHER'S death took a toll on my life and my heart. I also need my pilots to help not to think evil thoughts of Minnie Lou. I try to live for the present (today) because tomorrow isn't promised to me, or anyone on this earth. All I could do and say is that I'm trying so hard to deal with my FATHER'S death the best way I can.

But...I know that the hurt will never go away, no matter how much I want it to go away. All I can do is to try and deal with my FATHER'S death the best way I can. That's all I can do! I miss my POPSKI very much. "My GOD and his son JESUS, I miss him so much. There will be a time in my life, I will have some good days, and there are times I will have some bad days. Nonetheless...I will try to focus on the good days to bring me through the tragedy I suffer, and still suffer to this day, for nearly three years. GOD and his son JESUS is good all the time.

Our Family Time At Old Town

Book 118

Psalms 133:1 - 1. (A Song of degrees of David) Behold, how good and how pleasant it is for brethren to dwell together in unity.

1 John 4:7 - 7. Beloved, let us love one another: for love is of GOD; and every one that loveth is born of GOD, and knoweth GOD.





My family and I went to ole town today. We traveled throughout the town, the same route as usual, observing the old classic cars and stopping between the shops and old cars to grab a bit to eat. As a family, we enjoy that very much. I guess ole town will be one of our attraction every other week in each month. We make it our business to enjoy every moment of every event that we share together as family.

Our family traveled from one store to another; observing the merchandise; wondering how much things cost; buying the merchandise; and moving from one store to the next store; and to the next store; until we were all out of options when it came to stores and shops. When push came to shove, our family made it our business to go into the fun center where all of the arcades, large rides, and funnel cakes were a reality. There were all kinds of fun and activities that everyone can get use to when it comes to having a great time in the fun center and then some. My mother Ruth, my twin sister Sherri and I shared a funnel cake with powered sprinkle that covered every inch of our funnel cake, because we all had the same thing in common....we all had diabetes. Afterwords...my family and I retired to the other side of the fun center, close to the arcade where my mother's scooter needed a charge for at least an hour before we decided to leave.

While my mother Ruth's scooter was charging, we watched as everyone else unknown to us having a great time riding on the scariest rides in the world...rides we wouldn't think of riding, if our lives depended on it. That's all we did (my mother Ruth, Sherri and I) was watched everyone else ride and have a good time. We thrived on it! One hour and a half later, my family and I decided it was time to leave Old Town. We started on our way towards the exit that lead us to our vehicles.

My family and I were all tired from all the activities we've achieved in Old Town. We didn't waste time getting into our vehicles and calling it a day. Our family found that it was a super great day at Old Town and we looked forward to the next time we visit, which will be the following week from next week. We all look forward to it!