Live Laugh Love Life

Book 61

John 3:16 - 16.  For GOD so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. 

Psalms 37:4 - 4. Delight theyself also in the LORD; and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart. 

John 10:10 - 10. The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.

Living for the future is a spiritual blessing my family and I will choose to live our lives to the fullest. We're getting ready for a cruise to the Key West, Florida, the Grand Caymans, and Cozumel, Mexico this fall coming on October 23, my mother Ruth's birthday. "What a cool birthday present for my mother! My immediate family are totally excited. I know my son Zachary and I can't wait until that blessed day to arrive.

My sister-in-law Neyome is back home in Hatton, Sri Lanka tending to business and having evening attire made for (the women in our immediate family) to wear on our fall cruise when we go out for dinner that evening on the first day of our cruise. I know my immediate family and I can't wait until she come back home to America.  I know my brother Wesley Jr. especially misses his wife Neyome and can't wait until she's home again here in America. My GOD and his son JESUS...I'm so happy about life and I can't begin to thank you enough for allowing my family and I to live just one day at a time that you've given to all of us each day we live life to the fullest. Continued...ignoring those who chooses to keep making our lives their own, because we have no time for ignorance, dramatic spasms, and controversy that will continue to bring us down.

Living for every moment that GOD and his son JESUS gives us was everyday that wasn't promised to us by their awesome will. My family and I are thankful that we can Laugh about the things in life that keeps us smiling everyday without any haste from those who choose to try and make us as miserable as they are with their life without smiles and joy. Loving life is beyond all means of living for the future. My family and I will enjoy planning our cruises in many years to come, if its the will of GOD and his son JESUS.  Who wouldn't want to be happy with that?

GOD and his son JESUS has been very good to my immediate family and I...I would like to treasure that as spiritual blessing for infinity.  I will continue to get down on these hurt, aching, neuropathy filled bending knees to thank my pilots for everything they've done for me especially.  I finally can have peace in my life after the death of my father, Wesley Brunson Sr. and move on with living, laughing and loving life. I pray for guidance and comfort knowing that my father is in the hands of my pilots. He's happy living laughing and loving life in Heaven.

No more worries here! I can continue to say, "Thank You GOD and your son JESUS for allowing my immediate family to live without haste and without unhappiness from our past almost eight months before war almost claimed it's victory over the horizon. Victory was GOD and his son JESUS! Vengeance was theirs to begin with. No holds barred with unhappiness any more.

Living, Laughing and Loving is part of my family's vocabulary now! My family and I are going to keep planning for the future, our cruises and any other trips we may be taking if its the will of GOD and his son JESUS. No more extended family woes who choose to keep giving us grief with their indiscretions and fake love. They all know who they are. My immediate family and I still have .5% of our extended who still gives us their love in many ways.

Jealousy Is Not An Option

Book 60

Ecclesiates 3:1-8 - 1. To every thing there is a season, and time to every purpose under the heaven: 2. A time to be born, and time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted; 3. A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up; 4. A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance; 5. A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing; 6. A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away; 7. A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak; 8. A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.

1 Samuel 26: 23-24 - 23. The LORD render to every man his righteousness and his faithfulness: for the LORD delivered thee into my hand to day, but I would not stretch forth mine hand against the LORD's anointed. 24. And behold, as thy life was much set by this day in mine eyes, so let my life be much set by in the eyes of the LORD, and let him deliver me out of all tribulation.

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Father GOD in the name of your son JESUS; I have so much I want to pray about. I know that you both are my pilots. I can come to you both anytime of day, the hour of every minute, for every second down to the micro second that I can converse with you both about. "What a farce my family and I are dealing with." Satan and his imps are trying to surround my immediate family's good will to live without haste against those who want to see us suffer life as it comes at us."

So many complaints! So many obstacles are being placed in our paths in cycles to destroy us. But almighty GOD and his son JESUS! "We know that Satan and his imps are liars." They are rebuked in the mighty names of GOD and his son JESUS.

It seems as though we got people in our lives (some ex family members on both sides) that can't stand to see us live life with love surrounded by people who really and deeply care and love us unconditionally. They can't stand that my immediate family and I hang out together all the time (travel, throw parties, socialize and have a wonderful time) together with out a hint of jealously in the mix. "I can't help if my immediate family and I have it like that!" I know that the people in our circle need to get a life and live it as abundantly and spiritually as they possibly can without worrying about what my immediate family and I are doing 24/7.  Our business is mutual and we don't have time for ignorance, spying on us, dramatic spasms, controversy, and people who don't want to be happy with themselves and live life to fullest.

"I think my mortal FATHER would've wanted his blood family to be happy while he lives in Heaven with the Angels." I can rest assure that my immediate family and I will accommodate his wishes as everyday passes in the mighty name of my pilots. Oh my GOD and your son JESUS! I pray for peace, prosperity and perseverance for my immediate family and I to live without people trying to bring haste to our lives and bring us down to their levels of ignorance, dramatic spasms, controversy and conniption fits, because they are not happy with their lives and that they don't have a life to live and enjoy with GOD and his son JESUS first in charge. No more worries about what people may think of my immediate family and I anymore.

My immediate family and I are moving on with new beginnings. GOD and his son JESUS are directing and guiding our paths of life. No more extreme blockage that clots our path of righteousness. I pray that our arteries of faith are kept clear for every step we take towards living life to the fullest, loving every moment that life brings us...laughing, smiling, praying and enjoying life continues to go on in the mighty name of GOD and his son JESUS. Move those stumbling blocks out of our paths, because I rebuke them in the mighty name of my pilots.

Jealousy in this still not an option when there is nothing to be jealous about.

Closing A Family Chapter With A Conscience

Book 59

Matthew 6:14 -15 - 14. For if ye forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you:  15. But if ye forgive not men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses. 

Psalms 41:7 - 7. All that hate me whisper together against me: against me do they devise my hurt.


2 Corinthians 1:4 - 4. Who comforteth us in all our tribulation, that we may be able to comfort them which are in any trouble, by the comfort wherewith we ourselves are comforted of GOD. 

Mark 11:25 - 25. And when ye stand praying, forgive, if ye have ought against any: that your Father also which is in heaven may forgive you your trespasses. 

Luke 6:27 - 27. But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you




My immediate family and I have decided to close the chapter of our lives with most of my father's extended family members. We still have a few we'd like to stay in contact with whenever we see them on the street, or in a store, or where ever that may be, my immediate family will never hold a grudge against those who supported us from day one before and after my father's death. Nevertheless...we will not continue to hold a grudge against those who hurt us throughout my father's illness and after his death. It's wrong and my immediate family have a conscience to do so. We will then let go what was once was, is then now, and will not remain a canker sore in our futures.

"For me personally...its better not to have anything to do with those who 'ultimately' hurt my father, my immediate family, and myself." I feel that I can more better heal the gash in my heart from the trauma of my father's death if I have no contact, or a reminder of bad memories.  My immediate family and I chose to forgive in the name of GOD and his son JESUS, but never forget the chaos, the havoc, the lies, the hurt, the indiscretions of those who choose to rushed my Father in his casket. There is nothing else either of us can do about anything but pray. My immediate family and I have given all our grief, hurt and the Hades we've been through to GOD and his son JESUS. "Vengeance is still in the hands of my pilots on those who caused us grief and pure Hades." We want touch what my pilots can do a better job than all of us can ever fathom.

My father is in the hands of GOD and his son JESUS. "In paradise!" I'm going to always be happy with knowing that. I know that its time to let go the past; live in the present, and walking into the future with a clear head and conscience. I'm so sorry this post was so short, but I need to heal and move on. Maybe...just maybe I can have a little peace.

Forever Scarred

Book 58

Acts 10:38 - 38. How GOD anointed Jesus of Nazareth with the Holy Ghost and with power: who went about doing good, and healing all that were oppressed of the devil; for GOD was with him.

1 Corinthians 12:9 - 9. To another faith by the same Spirit; to another the gifts of healing by the same Spirit.

Colossians 4:8 - 8. Whom I have sent unto you for the same purpose, that he might know your estate, and comfort your hearts.

It was better for me to forgive my ex aunt Minnie Lou for what she has put my family and myself through with her Power of Attorney over (what he says it was for my father's health and finance) it was over my father's life as I saw it along with my father's illness until his death (she was murdering him) slowly. Never forgetting my father's last words to me "She's killing me" before he slipped into a coma a day later. I have a conscience to live without regrets, knowing that I was completely there for my father through thick and thin before, during and after his death. Still...GOD has his vengeance against those who caused my immediate family grief and my ex aunt...the center of it all. "The Nucleus", of course. 

It doesn't hurt to write about my feelings and calling those out who caused my father, my family and I grief. I'm pretty much dealing with my grief in many ways. The reality of my father's death, I'm still trying to come to terms. That is a very hard thing to do! My twin sister Sherri and I finally put away our father's obituary.

We had to in order for our hearts to at lease start healing. Maybe I can say...it's time really start living. "Our father is gone to glory!" Sherri and I need to finally come to terms with our father's death. We pray for guidance, strength and comfort every single day.

The thought of everything that has happen still remains, but will always haunt my immediate family and I for the rest of our natural mortal lives. I can't help the fact I can't stop talking, or forget about deceptions black cloud that my ex aunt has pillowed over my immediate family and my head. GOD and his son JESUS is phenomenal when it comes to healing and comforting those who've have been through life's challenge and complete Hades. I will keep praying for my ex aunt and those who follow in her deception. It makes me a better person, a forgiving person in the eyes of GOD and his son JESUS.

The next chapter in my life is keeping it right with GOD and his JESUS. Keeping dark evil spirits and the ghosts away from me. Moving on with life without negatives to drag me or my immediate family down. If it takes overlooking what, who, or what was once was...then I'm fine with that. My immediate family are fine with the results.

Vengeance is still GOD and his son JESUS in the matter of my ex aunt and those who helped and participated in her fortress. My immediate family and I can still sleep good at night knowing that. GOD and his son JESUS is always...always good all the time. Rest in Heaven FATHER! Your family and I will always love you unconditionally and for infinity.