Stepping Into The Hornets Nest With Deception

Book 49

Galatians 6:7 - Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap.


*Out of respect...those whom I'm referring will be kept anonymous until further notice. Only GOD and his son JESUS fights battles, because vengeance is theirs until the season the culprit(s) will be revealed. 


I never thought that anyone with no conscience to what they did to my immediate family in the past would show up at our house with a smile on their face and a huge dagger in their other hand to accommodate their deceitful deception. "Back don't fail me now!" Wow! What a bold person to do that. They don't care about their dirty deeds that soiled my immediate family's imagination.

Did they not know the hornets nest they walked into? I guess not! Tis the season for not letting onto what was needed to be said at that particular moment. I for one was very eager to let my tongue race twenty miles per hour to reveal my true feelings about how I felt about their presents there at my immediate family's house, but GOD and his son JESUS wouldn't let me take that route. So...I shut my mouth and carried on my time else where with strength and a ton of patience.

Tis the season for everything to come out in the open. What blind eye couldn't see what was beyond the horizon? A swarm of hornets nearly covered them at the entrance of my home, because greed got the best of them days beforehand. They never saw the nest in their path before entering our territory. Not one bite at the entrance stung their deceitful stoned hearts.

My family and I wanted to sting them hard, but GOD and son JESUS kept us from swarming onto them with a vengeance. That's our pilots vengeance to fight our battles from the lies and deception that still hang over my immediate family like a black cloud on a rainy day during a hurricane. Tis the season hurricanes and tornadoes came early before the actual season started months before. I'm aiming for the day GOD and his son JESUS show me the way to set it straight, so my immediate family can have some peace. But...its not place to step in the way of my pilots works when they can do it so perfectly.

Valid Victory

Book 48

1Chronicles 29:11 - 11. Thine O Lord is the greatness, and the power, and the glory, and the victory, and the majeaty: for all that is in HEAVEN and not into the earth is thine; thine is the kingdom I LORD and thou art exalted as head above all

What web are still weaving with deception? What will it take to stop doing the things that can't be hidden from GOD and his son JESUS? Isn't it known, "What you do in the dark will come to the light?" What part of that is not understood? How candid a person can be not to realize that our pilots can see everything they do no matter how much they try to hide their deceit.

It's nevertheless rewarding when deception is particularly a reality in most part. Why keep trying to do wrong when you know your going to get caught at the end of the rope? These questions keep dawning on my mind, no matter how much I try to forget the past. They tend to creep up in my imagination like a skunk to stink. What smells more like doo doo is when a person keep smiling in your face and consistently throwing daggers in all directions, never missing that point centered straight forward at my back.

"That hurt more than anything!" But...I can say, "Victory is still valid and is still valued with dignity and pride with my immediate family. It's never a dull moment when GOD and his son JESUS keeps close eyes on what's right is right and what is bought to the light for us to see what is revealed at that brief moment. "All eyes are opened to reality." Our families are no more bound, than together.

Split so far apart...there is no more to hold on to. The chain will continue to break it's strengths. I'm tired of trying to be strong with a family who keeps deceiving hope, honesty, trust and FAITH. What more can my immediate family take? How much more deception keep slithering around towards the horizon?

Nevertheless...vengeance is still GOD and his son JESUS. Victory is strong and valid where my immediate family is concerned. "All eyes will continue to open to the real truth of deception all the way around." Then all the innocent ones will see what my immediate family has been trying send over the grapevine for many months after our tragedy. Justice is not too blind to see when it come to my father's death. His will come and he will finally rest in peace.

I will make sure of that! "This is one woman who will not rest until her feelings and what was done to deceive her immediate are completely understood." Vengeance is still and always will be GOD and his son JESUS. I'm not going to get in the way of that, but I will never forget what was, still is and never going to be again. Ultimately...the damage cannot be reversed! Nothing can be said to fix what will always be broken.

Ultimately...my FATHER paid the price for infinity. My fury will always be felt within a few feet, yards and a football field. I pray every single day to help me with my heart; with my feelings of disgust. I don't want to continue to doom my thoughts and imagination with anger. I have so much going for me in life.

I forgive, but...I will never forget forget as the first anniversary of deceit approaches for as long as I live. My immediate family's battle is already won with a vengeance.

Smiles Can Be Deceiving

Book 47

Galatians 6:7  7. Be not deceived; GOD is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that he shall also reap. 

It's very sad when you think that people in general say they care for you. They say they love you. They say they are there to support you in very way. Then...when that particular moment rears its ugly head, they just doo doo all over you like fertilizer over wilting plant. Why lie for the sake of lying about about your feelings if you really don't mean them. 

Why continue making a fool of yourself when you still have KARMA out there waiting to meet your acquaintance? What is common sense for if you don't use it wisely? Understand what you do before you do it. KARMA wouldn't be sitting briefly over the horizon just waiting to help you remember your past mischievous indiscretions. Some people in this world just don't think about those boomerangs until it's too late. 

That's what's so sad! Eyes blinded by deception. No conscience about what will happen in return. This is where the human heart donor is more giving and more dispiteful with their misdeeds. Then evil rears its totally ugly head. 

Smiles from ear to ear continues to bring happiness to those deep dark webs that are consistently being weaved with all the festivities of deception from one instant to another day by day, minutes to seconds and the smallest of seconds is the micro second. That's a lot of deception in a short period of time. It was done more than a couple of fathoms ago. There was no point in hanging onto something when vengeance is GOD and his son JESUS. They are the ones who will continue to fight battle after battle for us. When those rumors of wars keeps acknowledging their facts to the ones who are being effected by those battles as time progresses. 

The battle is already won and the war is declared ceased. 

Twice The Feelings Are Mutual

Book 46 - Releasing The Past

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Romans 15:1 - 7 -  1. We then are strong ought to hear the infidelities of the weak, and not to please ourselves. 2. Let every one of us please his neighbour for his good to edification. 3. For even Christ pleased pleaded not himself; but as it written, The reproaches of them there fell on me. 4. For whatsoever things were written aforetime were written for our learning, that we through patience and comfort of the scriptures might have hope. 5. Now the GOD of patience and consolation grant you to be likeminded one toward another according to Christ JESUS. 6. That he with one mind and one mouth  glorify GOD, even the Father of our LORD JESUS Christ. 7. Wherefore receive ye one another as Christ also received us to the glory of GOD. 


2 Corinthians 1:4 - 7 -  4. Who comforteth us in all our tribulation, that we may be able to comfort them which are in trouble, by the comfort where with we ourselves are comforted of GOD. 5. For as the sufferings of Christ abound us, so our consolation also aboundeth by Christ. 6. And whether we be afflicted, it is for you consolation and salvation, which is effectual in enduring of the same sufferings we also suffer, or whether we be comforted, it is for your consolation and salvation. 7. And our hope of you is steadfast, knowing that as he are partners of the sufferings, so shall ye be also of the consolation.




It's been so much for too long. We're so tired of being sick and tired of being doo dooed on, lied to, and made to believe we're loved for who we are and what we been through. My sister and I have grown so much during our family tragedy with the loss of our father. We now look over our break down we've had together that consumed us with extreme grief since his death almost four months ago April 4th...the four month anniversary of our father's death. We're moving on with what little of our extended family we have left in this entire world.

I can't count on twelve hands (not fingers) how many times my immediate family has been hurt through the times that most of our extended family had forgotten our existence, experiencing a lot of trials and tribulations, turmoil, tragedy, sorrow and the lies that has been afflicted upon us. How much more hurt can we take? It's been too much for too long as I expressed earlier in my post. No more! No more! No more can we (immediate family and I) bare the deception.

For me...I don't want the Brunson name labeled on my existence anymore. I don't care who knows, or how it's taken into consideration. These are my true feelings now! I just can't take the pressure of having that name glued to me anymore. I would like everyone who don't know and steady on the outside looking in and they don't know how it feels to walk in my immediate family's shoes.

Try it for one day; a person or persons would not last a micro second without thinking, "What did I walk into?", "Please...help me take off these shoes, I don't want to be in these shoes, or wear them anymore." Don't get me wrong! The bloodline is there, but...the name I don't want labeled on me anymore, or my existence.

"It hurt way too much to fathom the deception!" My sister is very happy she's not labeled as a 'Brunson' because her married name of Mitchell carries a different meaning of exsisting and it has earned her a super awesome family. For her...it brings her bushel baskets full of joy. I would love to feel like that someday! GOD is good all the time.

Patience is my virtue! I'm willing to wait on that blessing to be entered in my equation as powerful. "I want have that name of Brunson labeled, or marked on me anymore." Happiness for us and our families are what my sister and I are striving for. More happiness than ourselves!

We're getting stronger every single day. We thank GOD and his son JESUS for that! My sister and I...we'll continue to pray everyday to help mend our deep gashes that continues to effect our hearts, minds, bodies and soul. "I promise...its easier on us now to deal with things, people and our father's death." We will forgive, but...we will surely never forget the extreme pure Hades we've been through for infinity.

Still...for those who have done wrong against my immediate family during our of time while my father was ill, after his death with our extreme grief and tragedy. Here's a reminder so that I will be completely understood. I will not hold back my feelings either, "Reaping the consequences and those repercussions will continue to meet your conscience." No doubt about that! My immediate family and I will always sleep good at night knowing that we forgave the ones whose misdeeds were filled with thorns and daggers.

Sherri and I and the rest of our family will pray to GOD and his son JESUS for comfort, guidance and understanding everyday. We will continue to do so as our will be done accordingly.