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Saturday, October 29, 2016

"Daddy"

Book 12 - Special Edition Post For My Bio-Family













I never thought my family and I would see the Patriarch of our family down to a point of being bed ridden.  My dad can't do anything for himself (feeding, walking, bathing, getting from point A to point C) without the assistance of doctors, nurses, CNA's (Certified Nurses Assistants) and everyone in my bio-family and extended family. My dad was so full of life. Everyday single day when he's not busy running errands, or walking his dog Sheba, he was always on the outside of his home barbecuing on his very unique barbecue grill he built special to accommodate the food he was preparing to sale to his friends and other customers who wanted buy barbecue.  My dad's men:  Barbecue ribs, barbecue chicken, sausages, fish, fries, pulled pork, cole slaw, barbecued baked beans, etc,.  "You name it!"  That was the menu for every one's enjoyment for the most awesome and the most tastiest barbecue with all the trimmings.  My aunts (Aunt Minnie) noticed my dad wasn't his vibrant self.  She saw that my dad wasn't feeling well and was looking sort of peeked and totally weak looking.  Aunt Minnie rushed dad to the hospital.  That was five months and one week ago.  It was almost a week after my dad was admitted to the hospital that my bio-family and I was told about dad had been admitted to the hospital.  I'm wasn't going to dawn in haste, or anger about how my bio-family and I felt about not being informed about the patriarch (dad) about his sickness.  The thought of dad having cancer when it was nothing more than a large cyst and "stage two" at the time" cirrhosis of the liver was very overwelming. My bio-family and I didn't know dad was in the hospital for one whole week and that was without knowledge that my he was that sick.  "We figured that time in our my lives considering my aunts indiscretion was over was and done with!"  That was then...this is now!  Part of the past.  My family and I arrived to the hospital. We saw the patriarch like we've never seen him beforebefor.  He looked so tired...like he had no strength what so ever.  He looked totally helpless!  He was breathing was so shallow, like he couldn't catch his breath.  My twin sister, mother Ruth, my brother and his wife (my sister-in-law Neyome saw that dad was in so much pain.  We couldn't bear to see him in the state that he was in.  My twin sister Sherri, my brother Wesley Jr. broke down in a river of tears as we looked on helplessly while dad laid there in that hospital bed in pain and trying to catch his breath.  My strength left.   I knew that my twin sister and brother felt the same.  At that particular moment, I felt as though I was going to lose my mind thinking in reality that dad was at the end of his rope. My sister-in-law Neyome took me immediately into her arms and consoled with the greatest security and comfort.  I really thank GOD and his son JESUS for my sister-in-law when I really needed a shoulder to cry my river of tears on.  I couldn't help but think in reality that my bio-family and I was going to lose dad at any moment.  I for one appreciated my extended family and everyone else in attendance that night at the hospital. There were so much support.  It gave my bio-family and I the sense of security and comfort only GOD and his son JESUS can give more than a mortal man or woman can give. Many events (deception, indiscretion, battles, rumor of wars with my extended family members...I don't care to bring up, or talk about with haste) occurred during the time months after dad was first admitted from one hospital to the next.  It was around the end of August and throughout the month of September.  That was vaguely around the time my mother Ruth got sick.  She was back and forth...along with dad in the hospital.  "One can only imagine having both parents in and out of the hospital at the same time with different aliments."  My twin sister Sherri, Wesley Jr. my sister-in-law Neyome have been through a whole lot in a short amount of time with both parents sick and in and out of one hospital to the next.  Wow!  "That was a complete double whammy!" I'm so glad that all my bio-family and extended family has settled most of our differences.  "My bio-family and I still can't swallow the fact and in thought that Power of Attorney over my dad's health, finances and other clauses carried on the paper that it's written doesn't belong to us as it should belong."  So nonetheless...everyone can picture and imagine the wars and rumor of wars fought between the two families I implicated about earlier in my post about dad.  Like I said, "That war is over and done with!" I'm glad!  The reality of what has happened to my bio-family is still ongoing with disappointment.  In time...my bio-family and I will heal from it.  Although...I can say that my bio-family and I pray everyday to GOD and his son JESUS to help us cope with the extent of the clauses with the power of attorney held over our heads that only the "matriarch" ...the next head of our bio-family should have the rights to. Further most...positivity is the "key to success" for both families to come together in support for dad.  That is "everyone" main focus!   "At this present time, my dad is still in the same state he is in when he was first admitted to the hospital back in June, but he is now in "stage four" cirrhosis of the liver and slight kidney failure."  He's now in the hospital under hospice care to make him more comfortable until GOD and his son JESUS see fit either to take him to glory in Heaven...leaving all his pain behind, or they will provide a miracle for dad to become his vibrant self again.  "Dad's life is in GOD and his son JESUS hands!"  My bio-family and I pray consistently everyday for a miracle that the patriarch (dad) of our family will get well; get up on his feet again; joke with us; prepare his awesome barbecue's and spend quality time with both families in attendance in prayer, hope, faith, trust every single day for dad's "total" recovery.  That will be a glorious and a joyous time in the lives of both families to have dad back in full body, mind, heart and soul.  "In the name of GOD and his son JESUS; in the name of the Holy Spirit."




"Both Families are asking everyone for prayer (whomever see this post) worldwide.  We will appreciate everyone and we will acknowledge everyone prayers to the family in heart, mind, body and soul."

Tuesday, October 25, 2016

A Biological Family's Prayer For Love, Patience, Faith And Togetherness

Book 11








There is so much that can be done when everyone work together.  When someone "delicate" has been interfered with, it makes it harder to work together...especially as a family.  I've been trying to imagine what it is like to have a real family that understands what it's like to be deceived by someone who didn't take time to realize the extreme damage they've done to destroy a family's trust in their character, their demeanor, their heart and soul,  Then I saw something I thought I would never see in my life. "Very sarcastic...evil minded...excruciating pounds of deception in a form of indiscretion!"  Their true colors were the main source of a situation suffered on the biological family (including me) at hand. So...nonetheless...my family and I stood back and let GOD and his son JESUS fight an unimaginable war that we've been fighting for so many weeks.  At that brief moment, I felt good about what is going to be done once this farce of unwanted power over the Patriarch was left in the hands of GOD and his son JESUS for me and my bio-family receive some kind of relief from the damage that has been done to us.  I'm left praying for strength, hope and having strong faith in GOD and his son JESUS that I will be able to emotionally and mentally endure everything that has happened.  I'm willing to ignore ignorance; if it comes along.  My family and I main focus is the "The Patriarch" of our bio-family.  GOD and his son JESUS will continue to fight this unimaginable war for us.  No more worries about anything!  No guilt is to be felt amongst ourselves.  There is something I must get out of my system in this post.  My brother and his wife has made a schedule I feel will work out for the benefit of the Patriarch's care. I for one don't want to see him go back to a nursing home.  It was devastating to my family and I to even fathom the Patriarch of our bio-family in another nursing home after what happened in the last nursing home he was living in.   It was a total disaster that placed the Patriarch of the family back into the hospital because of his high ammonia levels and extreme neglect of the staff.  Nonetheless...a decision was made from my brother for everyone to work together in the care of the Patriarch of our bio-family.  I can only pray that everyone in the extended family agree with my brother's schedule for the sake of their sibling and the Patriarch of our bio-family.  That will be a true blessing!  "I long for a family that prays together and binds together."  My bio-family and I are so tired of being kept in the dark and lied too about a whole lot of things, especially when it comes to the Patriarch of our bio-family. 

Tuesday, October 18, 2016

When Jealousy And Envy Weakens Power

Book 10









It's really sad and disgraceful when someone comes in between a "blood family" and underhandedly claim Power of Attorney over their loved ones life with the permission of the living blood family.   Only GOD and his son JESUS can fix that disgrace...only when left in his hands.  Wisdom is the key to successful attitudes amongst the family who is effected by this powerful disgrace (if used incorrectly) on the paper that is written.  Prayer is consistent everyday for our (family's) loved one.  The damage is already done to the family.  We couldn't lasted this long without the grace of GOD and his son JESUS.  Our pilots can remove stumbling blocks away from us trying to give tender love and care to our loved one being effect by this powerful disgrace of power from the culprit who Is consistently keeping havoc and chaos alive and fulfilling the family's pain and grief nevertheless.  So be that said...the family keeps praying and ignoring ignorance that comes their way with an ounce of wisdom and perseverance. Wisdom goes a long way when GOD and his son JESUS is in charge of the whole matter. Woe beyond the one who is causing so much havoc and chaos and breaking up the family. Vengeance is GOD and his son JESUS.  "Envy and Jealousy played a role in this farce." Reaping will be 100 times worse. We'll keep wisdom and love in our hearts, mind, body and soul for dad.


Tuesday, October 11, 2016

GOD Removes Stumbling Blocks Our Of Your Life

Book 9







I not going to let anyone spoil my joy ever.  I don't care who they are; whether their friends, associates, most of all family. There are many Lucifer's in this world that we may come in contact with.  I for one have several family members who wants to cause all kind of havoc and total chaos in my life.  I'm not having it! Believe me fully! I've been leading a very positive life, and I don't need anyone bringing negativity towards living for GOD and his son JESUS.  I got too much going for me in my life to even let Satan and it's imp come in and destroy everything I'm trying to do to make my life better and love it to the fullest.  There are many sweet spirits around me that GOD and his son JESUS put into place to protect me from evil spirits. I truly thank GOD everyday for those positive spirits.  I feel sorry for those who have terrible demeanor's and scary spirits that guides their lives day in and day out.  I pray that those who choose to cause havoc and chaos for those who try to live for GOD and his son JESUS and live a peaceful life.  I'm not going to name any names; I respect them enough to keep them anonymous.  Here's what I got to say, "I don't have time for your foolishness and your ignorance, because Satan and his imp will always be rebuked in the mighty name of GOD and his son JESUS".  No sugar coating how I feel.

Monday, October 10, 2016

Always Believe What GOD And His Son JESUS Can Do When You Trust In Them

Book 8





Never ever question our pilots (GOD and his son JESUS) when they already know when it comes to life.  I know they'll work it out for me and my family.  As of right now, my family and I are going through a whole lot when it comes to dad in and out of the hospital.  A whole lot of things have been done under handily when it comes to my dad.  But...I'm not going to obsess, or wonder, or imagine anything else.  "I'm tired of worrying too!" When a person can take power over my dads life and I can't do nothing about it, I will always have a huge issue with it.  I was fine until I found out the clauses of a "Power Of Attorney".  That's what I meant when I said things were done under handily without my brother Wesley, my twin sis Sherri, and myself permission to carry on what has become a not a fight, nor a battle, it's a war.  I know my post don't is somewhat awkward, but it has some pull about it when it comes to giving what is done to my family and myself to my pilots. "GOD is good all the time".  All my family and I wanted to do was to take care of dad.  That's it!  We don't want money, or anything else from dad.  We just want to take care of him without interference.  When you got someone interfering in a situation that wasn't "theirs" to worry about, or began with and giving orders. This is something I cannot swallow ever when power over my dad's life is not my own.  Like I said, "This isn't a fight, or a battle, it's a war!"  GOD is going to fix what was broken. My faith is so strong.  I know that GOD and his son JESUS will make a way for us to be happy, and my family can finally mend ourselves from the chaos that was created by these culprits.