Removing The Weights Of The Past

Book 69

Proverbs 20:8 - 11 - 8. A king that sitteth in the throne of judgement scattereth away all evil with his eyes. 9. Who can say, I have made my heart clean, I am pure from my sin? 10. Divers weights, and divers measures, both of them are alike abomination to the LORD. 11. Even a child is known by his doings, whether his work be pure, and whether it be right. 

Micah 6:10 - 11 - 10. Are there yet the treasures of wickedness in the house of the wicked, and the scant measure that is abominable? 11. Shall I count them pure with the wicked balances, and with the bag of deceitful weight?








I pray every single day to GOD and his son JESUS  to mend my scarred heart. It's hard sometimes when I have this extremely heavy weight on my shoulders. It feels like my chest caving in and I'm  paying the price for that extremely heavy weight that I've carrying since my father's death. All I ever wanted was answers to questions that's been lingering in my thoughts, in my heart, and in my soul. I want to finally put the magnitude of the Hades my immediate family and I was put through from Minnie Lou to rest.

It wearing on my patience. GOD and his son JESUS...please give me the strength and the patience to let go this miserable farce I can't change even if I wanted to! "December 4 will be one of my roughest days in my life to come."  I want to finally be alright and finally come to reality of my father's death and from all the Hades Minnie Lou put my immediate family, my father and I through behind closed doors that no one...not even her daughter's, or my uncle Sam (her husband) never knew about. Some day...they will too know what really happened behind closed doors was a tragedy.

When a person like myself consistently vent her feelings in public, it's a reason for everything to be expressed from experience. I'm not justifying anything in this post,not my style. I'm stating the real facts of what Hades my family and I been through. My immediate family and I lived through a tragedy no one would of ever believed would of happened, if it were them and they've lived through it. I pray GOD and his son JESUS that no one else will fall victim to anything justifiable for someone assuming Power of Attorney over some one's life without the knowledge, especially over a live family who are more blood biologically to that person than they are.

Only GOD and his son JESUS can give me the strength to move on with life and let the past take it's place to be filed away.  Nothing stays in the past! Minnie Lou's indiscretions will continue to come to past until she confess and apologize for the pure Hades she put my immediate family, my father and I through. And from that point...I will not stop venting until I'm officially understood about my venting in public. Truth is the truth...the facts are the facts...to forgive and not to forget. My reality holds water and I will not waste no time sharing it and venting it.

GOD and his son JESUS vengeance is at the peak. There is nothing wrong with venting, only if the truth prevails and the facts are obvious. My uncle Ron and my twin sister Sherri thought me somethings and there were so much I needed to hear from the both of them so much. I thank GOD and his son JESUS for my uncle Ron and my twin sister Sherri for the uplifting reality check I so desperately needed. I will keep praying to my pilots for strength, understanding, faith, patience, deliverance, trust, belief and hope that my immediate family and I...especially myself will be alright and that I will start living life again...without my father.

Justified

Book 68

Romans 5:1 - 1. Therefore being justified by faith, we have peace with GOD through our LORD JESUS Christ. 

Galatians 2:16 - 16. Knowing that a man is not justified by the works of the law, but by the faith of JESUS Christ, even we have believed in JESUS Christ, that we might be justified by the faith of Christ, and not by the works of the law: for by the works of the law shall no flesh be justified. 

Roman 3:28 - 28. Therefore we conclude that a man is justified by faith without the deeds of the law. 
             4:5 - 5. But to him that worketh not, but believeth on him that justifieth the ungodly, his faith is counted for righteousness. 

2 Corinthians 5:17 - 17. Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new. 

1 John 1:8 - 8. If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us. 

James 2:24 - 24. Ye see then how that by works a man is justified, and not by faith only. 







No one in my immediate family will never know what really happened, or why it really happened, unless I find some one who are willing to step up, stand, and talk in support for my family and  answer questions that I've been looking for before and after my father's death. Answers that are not justifiable without any real cause, and will not bring any flaws in my concerns about what other illnesses my father really had besides (diabetes, cirrhosis stage four, hepatitis B, and of course Mercer) from the two nursing homes (my immediate family would of never placed him in) Minnie Lou helped housed my father. I just want the truth about her evil hidden agenda and why there were so many cracks in her lying for the sake of lying 'caulkin and sealed' about what my father really wanted and needed from his own immediate family revealed.  I will keep venting (GOD and his son JESUS is in charge) about my feelings about Minnie Lou, Barbara Dixon and any body who have put my immediate family and I through Hades. I will finally get those answers that are not justifiable to my questions about my father's real health problems before his demise.

I will not stop venting until I know specifically about what was really going on with my father when he was living (and about when I found out about my father going in and out of the hospital my immediate family and I didn't know about since January of last year that Minnie Lou kept from us, since she acclaimed Power of Attorney over his life) that justified from the real truth. I'm beginning to feel that this unjustly hidden agenda of Minnie Lou was like a cold case waiting to be solved. I'm a detective searching for resources, accumulating results, drafting the facts and looking for more clues in order to solve the case of my father's other unknown illnesses kept secret from his immediate family and I for so long just before we found out later (one week) before he was admitted into Lakeland Regional Medical Center USA.

Justification by faith GOD and his son JESUS will be their ruling in this cold case. Justice will finally be served by faith. I'm willing to wait on that day I really find out what other illness my father had before he was admitted into the hospital and before he died. Then one day I will finally let this rest. Truly I will and I would love for Minnie Lou's daughters to know the real truth of what she did to my immediate family and what she was doing to my father behind closed doors !

Our Father Is With Us In Spirit

Book 67 - Special Edition Post - Remembrance Of Our Father

Wesley Brunson Sr.

February 19, 1950  ~  December 4, 2016
Copyright 2017

Psalms 147:3 - 3. He healeth the broken in heart, and bindeth up their wounds.

Matthew 5:4 - 4. Blessed are they that mourn: for they shall be comforted.

Romans 8:18 - 18. For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us. 

1 Thessalonians 4:13 - 18 -  13. But I would not have you to be ignorant, brethren, concerning them which are asleep, that ye sorrow not, even as others which have no hope. 14. For if we believe that JESUS died and rose again, even so them also which sleep in JESUS will GOD bring with him. 15. For this we say unto you by the word of the LORD, that we which are alive and remain unto the coming of the LORD shall not prevent them which are asleep. 16. For the LORD himself shall descend from Heaven with a shout, with the voice of the archangel, and with the trump of GOD: and the dead in Christ shall rise first. 17. Then we which are alive and remain shall be caught up together with them in the clouds, to meet the LORD in the air: and so shall we ever be with the LORD. 18. Wherefore comfort one another with these words. 

Ecclesiastes 3:4 - 4. A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance.

There is not a day my twin sister Sherri and I don't think of our father Wesley Brunson Sr. It seems as though we think of him more everyday than the rest of our immediate family. Don't get me wrong here! Our mother Ruth Ann think of him all the time...we know this for sure. My brother Wesley and his wife (our sister in law) Neyome think of him too. In my heart...I don't think they think of our father as much as my Sherri and I do.

It's been over ten months...four days to this date after our father's death and there is not a single day we don't vent, or think, or hear our father's voice when we talk about him, or smell his awesome barbecue. It's hard to believe that he's no longer here with us to make us smile, laugh out loud, and listen to his crazy jokes, and to absorb his extremely funny facial experessions in our thoughts. I guess reality still hasn't set in for Sherri and myself. We pray everyday for comfort, guidance and understanding and trust that GOD and his son JESUS will continue to help us with our extreme grief. With that said...we will continue to present our state of minds about how we feel about our father being deceased and the woman behind his death. Our feelings are mutual in private and mostly in public,  so that everyone will know how we really feel about what has happen leading up to our father's death and the woman behind his death.

I guess our grief will have to no time limit and we did learn to forgive, but we will never forget. "We are totally scarred for life!"All Sherri and I can do is pray and ask GOD and his son JESUS to help us with our extreme grief, our extreme hurt and with our anger. I wish all of our hurt could go away just because. As I said in my post, "Grief has no time limit."

As I said in my post, "Sherri and I will continue to vent if help us to find a little comfort to cope more with our father's death. There was a day when Sherri and I both had what I call a bad patch. We talked about our father for hours like he was still with us in his mortal body. We cried out, we comforted one another, then we caught ourselves in a moment that we thought we were coming to reality with our father's death. Then I said, "Our father is with us in spirit; he's not here in our presents anymore." Then we said instantaneously, "I miss our father so much" at the same time.

At that particular moment...we thought we were coming to terms with our father death, but we knew in our hearts there was nothing we could do to bring him back to us ever. We knew that he is in HEAVEN. He's not in pain from his sister Minnie Lou drugging him, hurting him and seeing the pain on his face when she rigorously turned him while cleaning him, talking to him in secret against his immediate family, lying to him about his immediate family, and seeing him crying when he really needed his immediate family there with him 'only' during his illness with visits from his siblings of course...and not being selfish about it either. "Remembering that day when I was wiping away his tears as he cried in my arms while I was taking care of him, because he wanted and needed his immediate family there with him only." I will never forget that day for as long as I live.

Sherri will not forget either. Yes...our father cried in front of us and his immediate family, because he wanted us there with him! That time has past and it still brings anger and it haunts me till this day. Sherri and I still talk about that toucher. We pray...we will continue to give it GOD and his son JESUS in their vengeance against Minnie Lou Wright and Barbara Dixon for the forever deep gash they have place on our immediate family. Sherri and I will not stop venting when it comes to our father Wesley Brunson Sr.. I want everyone in the world to see the truth, if all of you who wasn't there to live through the lies, the hurt, the evil presents. Our father was everything to Sherri and I and we will never forget him, or stop thinking and venting about him. Ever!