First of all...I would like to thank GOD and his son JESUS for life health and strength. I thank my pilots above for giving me the knowledge and wisdom to write this post without animosity and without haste for anyone, not even my enemies. "I keep them very close to me, even if they are within distance. So...with that said, I don't want to go there with my enemies, because GOD and his son JESUS helped me find peace and comfort, even in my darkest days. Once upon a time I was filled with anger; now I know how to control my frustrations with prayer, with joy, and with faith, hope and with peace.
I know for sure that it's going to take a very long time for immediate family and myself to heal from the death of my father. But...I know in time my we will over come the pain that still dwells in our heart, mind, body and soul. No one in my immediate family expected everything to happen like it did, but...it did and there is nothing and no one can change the past. My immediate family and I now have the wisdom to move from very old things that could hinder our way of thinking and our way of life. Only pray can change anything if we all ask in the name of GOD and his son JESUS.
I've done that and then some. I know that GOD and his son JESUS vengeance is theirs. I want ever tough it again if I could help the consciences and the repercussion that my enemies must face in the eyes of GOD and his son JESUS. My troubles and my trials and tribulations are now over the horizon where it belongs. I don't need to feel anger in my heart, or haste against any one. Just the hurt that remains. My immediate family's deep scars will never heal all the way.
People would tell me that life would get better as time passes from the hurt that was sustained from ignorance. Once upon a time, I'm very thankful I didn't cause that ignorance. Once upon a time, I used my trials and tribulations and turned them into a learning lesson of what not to do when I know GOD and his son JESUS got it. No more worries here, but my enemies need to worry about how they are going to live in my Pilots vengeance.
