Continuance When FAITH, HOPE, And LOVE Is The Greatest When It Comes To Love Unconditional

Book 7

I pray every day that things will continue to work out for me and Dameyon.  Have you ever heard of the expression, "You get what you prayed for, if you ask for it in specifics?" If you ask in GOD and his son JESUS name for something and you're specific about it...ten to one...you get what you pray for.  "Not every relationship is perfect."  I expected in every ounce of my faith in GOD and his son JESUS that I would have a perfect man in my life.  "Not every man, nor woman is perfect."  Dameyon was "in my eyes" perfect from the beginning of our relationship.  After he was freed from damnation and into society from all the hell endured from the prison system...it's like...he completely forgot about me after he found all of his friends who got him in trouble in the first place and sent to prison.  "I was there for moral and unconditional love and support every other week for seven months.  I watch him suffer and gave him my love and support from all the damnation I've seen Dameyon go through while incarcerated. I thought he would give me back some of that unconditional love and support that back when other women would of ran for cover away from him when they found that he was incarcerated. Other women wouldn't of given Dameyon the time of day I given him for seven long months of waiting for his release from prison.  Yes...I said it!  I fell in love with a man who was at limited means and he was incarcerated.  At first...Dameyon gave me love like no other man had given to me.  "I prayed for him in specifics to my GOD and his son JESUS."  Now I feel that our love is deteriorating to the four winds. I don't know what happen since Dameyon weeks since his release fro prison.  I know and feel in my heart...it's people he's hanging with.  I can't say...I really don't know what's going on when I really do know what' going on with Dameyon. I act as though I'm a ghost...like I don't exist to him anymore.  "Communication has completely cease!"  I do know is that I did nothing wrong to cause Dameyon's decision not to "communicate" with me about what's aling him and his decision making of friends, and why he choose to not communicate with me is totally ludicrous.  I pray for him every single day, no matter what he may feel for me now.  Maybe Dameyon needs to complete his cycle of reality checks.  I pray in faith that Dameyon will find his way back to reality and back to me.  I pray in hope that Dameyon will realize the greatness of a woman (me) that was given to him by GOD and son JESUS...when other women would of turned the other cheek and ran from his presents.  I pray that Dameyon realizes that the unconditional love he continues to receive from me coming straight from my heart...that GOD and his son JESUS will open Dameyon's eye's and he will see with those eyes what he's throwing away.  "I didn't have to respond to his letter he wrote two years before.  I know that I prayed to GOD and his son JESUS in specifics for Dameyon.  "I got what I ask for!" Now...I give back what I ask for to GOD and his son JESUS to fix and repair what's ailing Dameyon and his decision making when it comes to his friends who got him in trouble and sent to prison  in the first place and why he completely stop communicating with me.  "It's obvious!"  I know why his "silence" is causing me so much grief.  When love is unconditional for a person who takes love for granted.  You find it in your heart to kill them with kindness.  "It will help them remember what they're losing, or may have already lost."  GOD and his son JESUS got this!  I'm not worried!  It's in their hands now.